With a touch of your hand, I am home again

I wish i just had this one specific answer, this time.

I’ve never been this confused about my feelings, especially towards you.

Fill your head with all my thoughts and emotions, but i’ve got to wait.

We had our ups and our downs but that one thing remained a constant.

I’ve had plenty of ups and downs with others, but i can’t say that i truly loved them.

We don’t speak or interact much anymore, but i remember loving you.

It was an emotion i’ve yet to match, even to this day.

I’ve felt alone a lot lately, but remembering loving you helps keep my spirit up.

One day i hope to find someone who’s love surpasses your own, even in our worst times.

I’m sad.

I feel like i don’t know myself anymore.

I haven’t had an actual interest in anything for a while.

I hope going out west helps clear my head up.

It’s something so frustrating that it’s hard to explain.

On the outside seemingly content as can be

On the inside, constantly wishing to be set free.

Consumed with this ideal, beat into my head so strong 

Money makes you happy, if only for so long.

Why worry about yourself, hobbies, and interests when there’s money to be made?

Money, Money, Money, eventually it fades.

Missed opportunities, with family and friends.

Somethings that money can never mend.

Content for a while, ultimately left drained.

3-3, the more I do so, the more I have the urge to just lay here in bed all day and not do anything.

I just want someone who doesn't take me for granted, and actually tries to help me pursue what I'm passionate about.

I was productive, I had a lot of fun with friends, I made money, and I'm a little tipsy.