Cursed Or Not

they were both literally two characters who thought they never got to have. they don't want things, they don't have them, don't hold them. the one thing I want, I know it's something I can't have. I'm going to die with a gun in my hand that's all I have waiting for me. I want you to get out that's my perfect ending and it's the only one i'm gonna get. they believed. at their core they believed having wasn't something for them, not for them. and then cas got to be, and they killed him. and then dean. and then. there wasn't having or being. just the bloody end dean had been resigned to for probably as long as he could remember. it ends bloody or sad, that's just the life. for over a decade they thought "I know I don't get to have this." and the written narrative said back "no you don't." and they killed them. it ended bloody, it ended sad.

Man I wish they had finished Supernatural

“why does this sound like a goodbye” insane response to a love confession from your best friend of 12 years. dean skips over any emotional vulnerability or reciprocation and immediately worries about cas’s safety. happiness has always been taken from him and this kind of happiness is SO monumental that the first thing dean can think of is “how soon is this going to be taken from me”

cas told dean he'd always loved him then DIED. then dean KILLED HIMSELF. and he ended up in EVIL HEAVEN. with his FATHER.

if i am evil. i create character A, who indulges often. always eating, always fucking. but time and time again reveal that he is not hungry. he is not lustful. he performs hunger and doesnt truly feel it. he performs sexuality and doesnt truly feel it. and for fifteen years he performs indulgence into desire he doesnt feel. i create character B, who does not indulge. never eating, never fucking. but time and time again reveal that he IS hungry. he is lustful. he denies hunger but feels it deeply. he denies sexuality but feels it deeply. and for fifteen years he refuses to indulge in the desire he feels. and then. in the final season. allow character A to finally desire something. allow character B to confess his desire. and then kill them both before either is able to really indulge in something they truly desire. if i am evil. i do this.

destiel btw. this is not about ur other thing this is a destiel post on the destiel website.