my own endless night

your mind spider is a special spider only you can see

hey sorry for being so snappish earlier i was in a bad mood. and im still in a bad mood so can you fuck off

i can see why people want to gloss over it i do get it but i think the conditional aspect is a necessary part of what's so compelling to me about xiyao and dare i say it's what compelling about xiyao to xiyao. they're both people who care about performing and enacting and embodying goodness and the fact that somebody who would leave if they were not good wants to have this relationship with them is an enduring confirmation that they're doing it right. their relationship constantly reiterates to them that they are the people that they want to be, that they're seen the way they want to be seen. i think this is especially potent for jgy for obvious reasons. that lxc likes him proves that he is, if not good, something so like it that even a judge like lxc can't tell the difference

maybe it's time to try religious psychosis

SOMEBODY SEDATE MEEEEE

nvm guys i took a shower and i'm fine now 🤟

to be honest, kitten doesnt know how many more “ok 💗 yay 💗”s they have left in them

if you ever get frustrated dont forget theres dunking your computer in a bucket of water and holding it there and holding it there and holding it there

#MySquarePegs

#MyRoundHoles