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[zero drinks in on a Wednesday night] Do you think the shame and fear ever go away . Would yuo like to kill me

doomscrolling thru the weather app

did you know that apparently if you try to act normal the normalness doesn't come through but the acting does. and did you know apparently everyone can smell this on you like a bloodhound

and did you know that apparently even if you get really really good at acting normal the outcome will be the same. but did you also know that apparently if you don't try to act normal then they can see that on you like a hawk as much as they can smell the acting like a bloodhound. and the outcome will be the same

thought a little too hard about it and now i have tears in my eyes and i feel physically ill