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@whenrosescry
Work is overwhelming. My personal life is overwhelming. I'm so far from anyone I call family.
I've always been so good at holding it together. Being an adult. Doing what needs to be done.
I'm scared I'm breaking apart. I want to be a kid. I feel like I've never been one.
I want someone to take care of me.
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My partner and I broke up a few weeks ago. Tonight I realized that this thanksgiving will be the first time I've talked to my parents without her moral support since I was sixteen.
hey just a reminder that no, it is not normal for your parents to be completely apathetic to the things you enjoy or your happiness! Yes, you do deserve parents that can empathize with you! Sometimes this doesn't happen and in that case, you 100% deserve friends or other people that CAN empathize with you. You are super cool and fun to hang out with!! Don't let your parents reactions get to you.
i feel so empty, like i’ll never be whole. i want to be loved so badly.
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i don’t want to be in a relationship i want to die for someone i love
I hate this because I can’t talk to people, but the moment no one is talking to me I feel so empty and bored. It’s a constant push and pull where no one wins
Skewing avoidant while having disorganized attachment is an absolute mess.
I know how to do repair, know all the right things to say, am hyper-perceptive of my partners' needs, and naturally want to please.
But when I feel like I'm not having my needs met, I will withhold all of that. Because when I perform all the "right things" I actually feel nothing during actions other people would feel affection.
I am showing love because my attachment system says I MUST. But I am not attached.
So you give me your heart in my hands, and I know how to soothe you, but I feel nothing when I do.
And eventually, I will hate soothing you, and getting nothing in return.
And the anxious person I've attached to, feels like I'm killing them when I let go of the heart they put in my hands.
I wonder when it changed.
When I started doing the bare minimum and calling it enough.
Occasionally checking in, asking questions with no real intention behind them.
Guilt lifting off my shoulders each time I performed.
How are you?
Fine.
What are you up to?
Nothing much.
How was your day?
Okay.
I didn't ask because I cared, I hadn't cared for months.
I followed the dance of love, a routine I knew every step to.
Cold and calculated.
I ignore the truth I realized long ago.
We aren't what we used to be and will never be that for each other again.
At some point I stopped asking altogether.
You've never complained, always taking the bits of myself I offer to you.
Is it me I offer?
Or simply a ghost of who I was for you?
A shadow
A memory
Do you respond? Do you love?
Do I love?
What is love if not the fear of being alone?
Are you afraid of being alone?
I know how I would answer if you truly reached out again.
How are you?
Numb.
What are you up to?
Missing what we once were.
How can we find our way back to each other?
But you don't ask, and neither do I.
You ask me how I know I’m not worthy of love.
To me the answer is glaringly obvious.
Nobody deserves me for a partner.
A partner that gets angry everytime you leave to hang out with your friends because it feels like you didn’t want me anymore and I feel discarded.
A partner infused with so much insecurity that they’re afraid of what their shadow thinks of them.
A partner unable to be happy for opportunities that that take you away from them.
I am a negative hateful person.
And it’s suffocating living with me.
It’s suffocating living with myself
Everytime I know it’s irrational I can feel it suck the air out of my lungs and leave me flat on my back.
Everytime I desperately try not to lash out because I know it’s not fair I feel myself collapse in on my frame work.
It feels like the sky is falling and I’m being torn apart from the inside.
Maybe you don’t see it yet. But you will eventually and you’ll leave just like everyone else does because in the long run , nobody wants to run a race they can’t win.
E
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I want to run and hear your footsteps behind me. When I collapse I want it to be into your arms.
north country by mary oliver
And the universe said "I love you because you are love".
Are you okay babe? You’ve reblogged the I know love is real post 193893 times
Frank Bidart, from ‘The Third Hour of the Night’
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i hate it when i cant even write a poem about something because its too obvious. like in the airbnb i was at i guess it used to be a kids room cause you could see the imprint of one little glow in the dark star that had been missed and painted over in landlord white. like that's a poem already what's the point
you get it. you get the themes. i dont have time to do it justice. just look at it its on the ceiling
these exchanges and this fiddling about for the collective to appreciate in passing is, to me, true artistic spirit. I don't know what the past was truly like to live, but in my heart i know that humans have always been... like this
Emotions aren’t “right” or “wrong.” Your specific emotional reaction (or lack of reaction) doesn’t make you “good” or “strong” or “mature.”
Your emotions are a part of you, a way to help you interpret and understand things. They might be powerful, or difficult to bear, or even overwhelming - but they should be listened to, and never seen as shameful or embarrassing.
