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Don't get them wrong, the torture is awful, but whumpee sort of appreciates it for the aftermath. Being freshly injured and needing time to recover is the only time in which no one is allowed to distress them further. They can be sure of being left alone... at least, until their condition improves.
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Do you have any prompts for the "Sadistic choice" trope?
Oh yes i do, i very do, sadistic games in general are immaculate
Sadistic Choices to force upon your innocent little characters :) :
The classic "You're left handed right?"
Whichever whumpee chooses, the other one will be done to caretaker
Choice between torture or really bad phobia being forced onto them
Choice between creepy comfort or no comfort at all
Choice between hurting or being hurt
Choice between humiliation or physical pain
Of course, if whumpee doesn't choose then it's both in all of these, that's a given
Have one of the choices be something that sounds way better, only for it to turn out to be even worse
"You have ten seconds, choose wisely."
"Oh, don't look at me like that. Unless you want me to choose for you." "..." "Wait, you actually want me to choose instead?"
Whumpee chooses on the basis of which one Whumper would enjoy more
"Lovely choice, lovely choice! If we have time, we might just be able to do both."
"Don't cry. It'll be fun! We haven't done anything like this until now, it's a new experience!"
"I, I don't know! I don't know which one, please, don't make me choose!"
"Left or right? One of my hands holds nothing, the other holds about fifty nails and a hammer."
"I don't know, do whatever you want." "You won't choose?" "I don't care, both of them are horrible and you might do both anyway, so why would I entertain the idea of choice here? You've told me a hundred times I don't have one."
Make up a game. Figure out a list of fun and engaging activities for your captive, number them, then have them choose by throwing dice. Have one or a couple in there that's a good thing, or just nothing harmful at least so they have something to look forward to
"I changed my mind, I want the other one, I want the knife instead!" "Too late, you have already made your decision. But we can do the other one next time if you want to try it so badly."
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i think it's very important that people know how common undereating is, esp. for feminized people, and how the lower calorie requirements for "women" are bullshit. you don't need to have a restrictive eating disorder (a psychiatric disability in which your relationship with food + body image is dangerous to your health [sometimes deadly] and prohibits you from participating in your daily life, forming relationships, and so on) to not be eating enough.
you could go your whole life not eating enough and not die or get really sick, but just be tired and grumpy a lot, or perform worse, or have brain fog, or a million other things. like there are so many gradations between "should have a snack" and "has a severe eating disorder". maybe you don't have an eating disorder, but you should still start eating more than iced coffee for breakfast. try it sometime!
at some point in your life you are going to do or say something racist, sexist, or otherwise bigoted. Your goal is not perfection, your goal is to be the kind of person that the people you've hurt feel safe being honest with when that happens.
since people keep adding this kind of stuff in the notes: no, self-flagellating and making a big show of apologizing and "doing better" is extremely not the same thing as making people feel safe about telling you when you've been shitty. in fact, doing so is in many ways anathema to it.
Ok well how would you feel about it if I locked you in a glass coffin filled with tarantulas just poisonous enough to hurt like hell and played with the remote of your shock collar while I watched you writhe uncontrollably. What then. Would I still be grounded
This was originally part of smth much longer but I think Iām just gonna post each section as I finish it :3c
CW: nsfwhump, noncon, denial, degradation, Zander is made to confess some of his most personal desires
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Ā āI want you to tell me, sweetheart,ā Nicholas said, his voice low and gentle, āwhat do you think about when youāre doing this to yourself?āĀ
Ā āS-Sir, please, noā¦ā He whined, he attempted to buck his hips upwards into Nicholasā hand, only for Nicholas to suddenly pull his hand away, causing him to groan in frustration.Ā
Ā āYouāll have to play along if you want your reward.ā Nicholas told him. āSo how about you tell me- do you think about that puppy?āĀ
Ā āI-Iā¦ yesā¦ā Zander admitted reluctantly. Right now all he wanted was for Nicholas to bring his hand back to his cock, heād been teasing him for a painfully long time already, Zander just wanted to finally be allowed to finish. Tears had been streaming down the sides of his face for some time now, soaking into the blindfold Nicholas had tied around his head.Ā
Ā āWhat do you think about?ā He asked. āWhat do you want to do to him?ā
Ā āCathal, I-Iā¦ I want to be gentle with him-ā
Ā āStop fucking lying.ā Nicholas said, a hint of amusement in his voice. He cut him off so abruptly that Zanderās hazy mind was still catching up, processing what he said.Ā
Ā āBut, I-ā
Ā āTell me what you really want to do to him. Tell me what you picture doing when you touch yourself, like the filthy bitch you areā Nicholas told him. āCome on, mutt, I wonāt touch you again until you do.ā He said, and Zander whimpered, he felt pathetic but he couldnāt help it.Ā
Ā āI-Iā¦ I want himā¦ā He murmured. āI think a-bout getting him off-ā
Ā āHow would you do it?ā
Ā āSir, please, I donāt-āĀ
Ā āHm? You donāt want to cum?ā He asked, and Zander whined, instinctively pulling against the cuffs restraining his wrists to the bed frame, his arms stretched over his head.
Ā āPlease-ā
Ā āI donāt want to hear you beg. I want you to answer the question.ā He told him. āHow would you do it?āĀ
Ā āI-I uhmā¦ I want- I want to go down on him.ā He admitted. He was beyond humiliated to be saying this to another person, especially when that person was Nicholas. Heād thought about it so many times before, turned on by just the thought of getting to kneel between his legs, hold his thighs so tight he left bruises while he got him off. He didnāt want to hurt him, not badly anyway, and he was ashamed of it of course, but something about picturing the bruises his fingers would leave behind was so undeniably exciting to him.Ā
Ā āDo you think heād like that?ā
Ā āI hope soā¦ā He said quietly. Of course he wanted Cathal to enjoy it, that was probably the part that excited him the most, that he could make him feel good.Ā
Ā āKeep going, then.ā Nicholas told him, Zander thought heād told him enough, he didnāt know how much detail he could want from him.Ā
Ā āTh-thatās it, I just- I- I want thatā¦ I want to hear the sounds heād make, I-Iā¦ I want him to moan my nameā¦ā He didnāt know if he could get any quieter, he felt the embarrassment may kill him if the denial didnāt first. Detailing all of this only made it so much worse, he kept trying to pull his hand away to touch himself, so desperate he kept forgetting he was restrained. āPlease-ā
Ā āKeep going.ā Zander gasped as heĀ brought his hand back to his cock, thumb resting over the head, Zander wouldāve given anything for him to just move his hand.Ā
Ā āI want- I want him to moan my name, I want him to pull my hair- to *beg* me to keep going, please, sir.ā He begged, he tried to rock his hips upwards but Nicholas just used his other hand to hold him down, his grip tight and painful. He didnāt say anything, but he also didnāt move his hand any, Zander knew he had to continue. āI want to make him cum, and- and I want to keep going, I want to hold him t-tighter and keep going and get him off again- ah!ā He moaned when Nicholas suddenly stroked his hand downwards again, the sensation nearly overwhelming him.Ā
Ā āI know thatās not all.ā Nicholas said, he sounded like he was teasing him. āNot you, you want more from that poor puppy than his pleasure, donāt you?ā
Ā āY-yes- mmn - yes sir, I do.ā He agreed right away, he wouldāve said anything to make Nicholas keep going, his touch was light, agonizingly slow, but better than nothing.Ā
Ā āYou want to fuck him, donāt you?ā He said, and Zander nodded. āSay it.ā
Ā āAh- I want to fuck him.ā He said. āI-I want to- to-ā He took a shuddering breath, he knew heād regret what he was about to say, but he also thought it was exactly what Nicholas wanted to hear, āI want to use him.āĀ
Ā āOh?ā He stopped again, Zander nearly sobbed.
Ā āFuck-! Please, please sir-ā He pleaded, but Nicholas wasnāt moved.Ā
Ā āYou want to use him? That sounds awfully cruelā¦ tell me more.ā Zander didnāt know how he was supposed to think straight, he didnāt want to do anything cruel to Cathal, but now he was trapped in this, Nicholas wouldnāt give him anything until he satisfied him, he just didnāt know what he wanted. His mind was racing, he was so desperate for Nicholas to finally grant him relief, he said the first things that came to mind.Ā
Ā āI- fuck, I want to hold him down, I want him face down and I donāt care if he canāt fucking breathe,ā He felt sick with himself, like he was the worst person alive for even thinking these things, āI want him to scream, and cry, that itās too much at first, and I want to make him take it like a fucking whore anyway.ā He wouldāve been lying if he said the image of Cathal face down beneath him didnāt make his cock twitch just picturing it, but kept swearing to himself he would never be that violent, heād never treat him that horribly, heād never call him such degrading things. But hadnāt he just done exactly that?Ā
Ā āGod, youāre fucking disgusting.ā Despite the blindfold, he knew perfectly well Nicholas was grinning, heād finally gotten what heād wanted, and finally Nicholas would give him what he wanted. He worked his hand up and down the length of his cock quicker than before, rougher, it only took so much time before Zander came, unable to hold back a cry as he finally reached that point. He laid there trembling as he could finally start to calm down, tears still streaming down his face. āWhat do you say, mutt?ā Nicholas asked him, and he made a soft whimper in the back of his throat, already humiliated and ashamed enough after everything he admitted to.Ā
Ā āTh-thankā¦ thank you, sirā¦ā He whimpered, taking a shuddering breath. There was a silence between the two of them for a while after that. He felt Nicholas get off the bed, he could smell the cigarette he lit, it sounded like he was across the room now. Zander wanted to snap at him to untie him, heād gotten what heād wanted after all, but he stayed quiet, aside from slow, shaky breaths as he tried to calm himself down. It was over, heād be allowed to shower now, heād be okay, he kept telling himself, he would be okay. Nicholas approached the bed again, sat down beside him. The smell from his cigarette made Zander wrinkle his nose, scowling in disgust, though if Nicholas noticed, he didnāt care. Instead of Nicholas speaking at all, Zander heard a different voice- his own.
āI want to hold him down, I want him face down and I donāt care if he canāt fucking breathe,ā It was a recording, he was sure he felt his heart stop at the sound of his own voice, repeating back the vile things heād just said to Nicholas in his desperation for relief.
āNo- no, why- why would you-ā He stammered, and Nicholas just laughed.
āOh, sweetheart. You know you can get awfully reckless at times. I just wanted something on hand in case you decided toā¦ slip up, regarding our arrangement.ā He told him. Zander flinched away as he placed his hand on his hip, blinking back tears behind the blindfold. āRemember, this stays between us- or else your little puppy love might just hear every word that you just told me.ā He warned him. Zander was more certain than ever, heād have rather died than said anything about this to anyone. Anything was better to him than Cathal knowing he thought of him in such a degrading manner.
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