Bit of a rant (?) incoming
I have been dealing with getting randomly sick every few weeks for the last, like, year and I am so tired. For a while I didn't see a doctor because I had a bad experience and was scared to go. I finally went earlier this year after several bouts of severe illness (like I went to the emergency room 4 times in 4 months sick). At first it was cool, I got diagnosed with PCOS after years of menstrual issues, got some medicine to help with deficiencies and had a good couple weeks. Then my doctor recommended an IUD, which I was wary about in the first place for a multitude of reasons, but I was convinced by my doctor that it would be the perfect thing to help with my problems. Well after I got it put in I bled for over a month and my doctor wanted me to remove it and said they wouldn't do it even though they put it in. Which was one of the things I was worried about and was assured that it wouldn't be a problem initially, which led to me having to call 6 different OBGYNs just to get an emergency appointment (because my office said it was embedded and an emergency). And now I'm sick again. As soon as that get sorted out by an obgyn, my body decides fuck you. I am also constantly having bowel issues as well which has been my whole life (which was also brought up and basically brushed off by my doctor, partially my fault because I tend to be blasΓ© about it since i have had issues my whole life). I don't understand why no one cares. 25 fucking years and no matter how I explain it no one fucking cares to help me. It's like pulling teeth to get anyone to even run a test on me. I'm tired of feeling like crap all the time. I've lost 20 pounds thinking that would make people listen and still no one wants to listen. It has affected my hours at work, my mental health, my energy. No one cares. And I'm so tired of feeling like this. I have another appointment coming up and I'm going to bring up my upset and maybe we can get somewhere if we have a conversation. At this point I have no clue what else to do other than suffer.
