Hey lovelies, I'm sorry I've been away for so long. I'll try to explain why, I've always been a brainiac you know I've never focused on anything but my fictions and my jobs and my studies. But things have changed last year. Being 25 sucks, being 25 and single, with a job that you don't like sucks, trying to not fall into despair because you spent your whole life to studies and end up doing a lame ass job sucks. Yeah well being an adult, it is not what it was supposed to be. The hardest part was to bear the loss of your illusions I had dreams and they all crumbled down , ok I've never focused on boys before but now I regret it because time is passing by and I'm feeling lonely, I m scared when I thinking about what is going to happen, I thinking its too late I'm feeling old and that is absolutely the worst thing that could be happen to me. I'll never accept to end up alone but there's nothing I can't do about it. I don't have the control here, I have it with my job and so and so but I don't have it with the thing that is the most important to me. Things I liked before don't entertain me now. Tumblr period dramas, the Lord of the rings, tv shows, movies, reading. All of it. All is over.















