Our Fortress Is Burning. Am I going up?

remembering (as a form of self harm).

They should invent a form of existence that isn't just an endless loop of waking up and feeling misunderstood and alone

it’s so magical and beautiful that there are sprawling interconnected cave systems carved deep into the earth by various geological forces and you don’t have to go in them. there are miles and miles of stone passageways in total darkness that require you to exhale all the air out of your lungs to squeeze through parts of them and you don’t have to be there. some of these squeezes are underwater and require cave divers to take off their oxygen tanks and push them through ahead of them and me i am above ground looking at the sky as we speak. there are untold subterranean wonders no human has ever seen and i will not be the one to discover them #grateful #blessed

“nobody wants to work anymore” yeah because everyone wants to kill themselves