there’s this uneasiness that is bubbling within me that I can’t seem to shake off. i want to trust you. i want to be able to love you and give you the world. but i can’t help but feel like i’ll always be a side piece. a placeholder for the next best thing. and it’s making me question everything. why am i giving so much to someone who could easily replace me if given the choice? i don’t wanna think too much of it because we are nothing. just friends, right?

















