Everything Is Okay

kiss me

take your morning back from distraction and phones and planning and worry. wake up and drink water, move slow, brush your teeth, scrape your tongue. prepare your herbs and massage your body with oil. do a breathing exercise then rinse off. leave your phone in the corner. make a simple breakfast and your coffee. chew your food and only do that. when you’re finished, move on with your day. you’ll get more done during this morning moment than you think - maybe an hour of time total. this sounds like pushing productivity but im not, it’s ritual+routine and that makes humans feel really good. try it out for a month and see how nourishing and impactful it is to move with carfeul purpose, just for yourself and no other reason.

Be able to talk to the three people I eat lunch with

Have a life?

I’d feel so much more confident about being social, taking chances, and do much better with change.

this internship would not be as hard as it is

Forget about nursing school and start chasing veterinary school instead.

Actually care about my OCs and not worried about how others view them

Go camping

Live life better. I’d be more confident, have higher self esteem, be able to present in front of a class, not have my cheeks be red every time anyone calls my name. Whew, the possibilities are endless.

I’d be better. stronger. I’d be writing every moment of the day, doing the things I love

i didn’t hit puberty i just kinda shook its hand