u had my whole heart. u really did

sometimes the only closure you will get is knowing that everything you did was done earnestly and out of love

[on the verge of having a complete breakdown] i need to make some kind of list or perhaps sort things into categories

the hardest thing i've learned this year is that u can’t make someone communicate & work things out. u can't beg for someone to see that u are worth fighting for & i stand by that now.

forgive me father for sometimes i just say things

august please be good to all the friends in my phone. thank you

ahhhh so the guilt is NOT supposed to be neverending and haunting and constant and persisting beyond a doubt over even the most menial of things that i would not be upset at someone else for. i understand now.