Love(less)

Hi, I’m trying so hard to be happy. But at this point I just don’t know anymore. Camps been great but like. I told myself I wouldn’t get feeling and just do art and stuff but I did. I haven’t had reciprocated feelings for over 1.5 years. I can’t remember what it’s like to be close to someone anymore. And to feel safe. And like it hurts me so bad inside. I guess that’s life. Pls send dog photos and also I’m over exaggerating everything because I’m dramatic.

Cool

Went to some shows recently

I kinda just dislike people except for like maybe twenty people. I just can trust my saxophone I guess at this point. I’m regretting not transferring also so looks like I’m super fucked

My names Joel and I’m realistically still not over my high school girlfriend that i dated three years ago. Someone keep me company

I wonder why I try anymore If it all ends up the same way Me, heartbroken on the floor And tears down my face

Struggling

Forever slightly photogenic

Joel

Writing