chin up lil pup

I think I might be incredibly lonely actually

My dad died seven years ago too this month like what the fuck!!!!!!!!

I will have had her exactly seven years this month....... something something saturn's return

When my cat dies, I die

Gonna plan my suicide so it actually works this time. Gonna max out all the money I have available to me after her care expenses and then I'm going to kill myself in the woods

I'm about to spiral sooo hard lmaooo lmao what does anything matter literally nothing matters. I will give her a good however long we have left and then I will join her on the other side bc fuckkk this

Moral of the story: don't love anything or anyone ever because they will be ripped from you by the universe and you're just expected to go on?? I can't handle another death right now unless it's my own

Very likely going to have to put my cat down within the next year. So my own life expectancy has gone down to match since wtf do I have to live for without her? I have to give her the best life possible in the time she has left.