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"I [Amanda Tapping] still get very emotional when I talk about this episode, because it kind of mirrored my real life experience. I lost my stepdad the previous October, and was devastated... So there I am in the Stargate observation room, watching Carmen [Jacob Carter] lying in this bed, and they call me down and I'm running down the stairs into this room, and as I lean down towards Carmen it strikes me: not only the enormity of the moment in Stargate, but I'm reminded of my stepdad, which is just filling my heart up. I looked at Carmen and realized that he was not going to be on the show any more. My beautiful Carmen, whom I adore. All of a sudden I started to cry and couldn't stop. I wasn't even on camera at the time, but I couldn't stop. Peter Deluise looked at me and asked, 'Are you all right?' and I sobbed, 'But it's Carmen." Tapping says she eventually pulled it all together, and went to the observation room to shoot a scene with Richard Dean Anderson: "We're sitting getting ready for this little scene between Carter and O'neill, which is quite wonderful, and some interesting things are brought to bear. Rick turned to me and said, 'You're not crying, are you?' and I went, 'Yes, I am.' And he replied, 'I hate it when you cry. I hate it.' And it was just the perfect prelude to that little scene between us.

Shyan

They started off the month with silly jokes and hearteyes (in front of a guest, no less) for a promotional video.

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For GF the boys explored a haunted ship off the coast of California where they were in close quarters.

We also got the return of a live Debrief that started off with another reference to the "running joke" of them getting divorced, which was re-enforced by the crew during the stream.

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For MF, Ryan once again wanted to roleplay finding out Shane had died but it also turned into a bit about Shane having a flat butt. Not the first time Ryan has made this observation.

The streamer exclusives were especially packed with bonus Shyan moments starting with the MF bloopers when the crew gave Ryan and Shane extra large ice cubes to break open. Ryan decided his tactic would be to crush the ice - with his butt - as part of his "Extreme Method". It certainly will be stuck in our memories for an extremely long time.

Then in Drink to That, Shane's jealous side came out. (Editor note: listen carefully to that clip for Sam off-camera calling out Shane's jealousy and Matt's comment of "it's like this all the time".)

And in the List-o-Mania episode at the end of the month Ryan joked that Shane is into rope play.

Standrew

After so many chaotic moments from Shyan this month it's almost a relief that Steven and Andrew were normal about each other in their first stop on their Texas trip. Andrew calling young Steven "fascinating" is a wholesome reset to revisit after all the nasty boys nonsense.

Podcasts

Even though Ryan and Shane are recording content for their podcasts separately now they were still giving us gay tidbits this month.

Like Ryan complimenting Josh's physique during their collab and asking to be pixelated while eating like it was adult content.

And in the premiere of the new QP podcast Shane chose a favorite Beatles song that could have some gay subtext.

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Let these fuel your Shyan headcanons (RyanByron or ShaneMatt are valid too)!

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