i am here. i am present. i am strong.

Is there a word that’s a mix between angry and sad

malcontented, disgruntled, miserable, desolated

smad.

there are two types of people

if you’re meant to be with someone, it will work out. whether it’s next month or in five years, what’s meant to be will always be

fake conversations in your head of you venting to someone

working through trauma by yelling at no one while driving alone

validating yourself by imagining situations where bad things happen to people and you save them

reinforcing trust in your loved ones by imagining situations where bad things happen to you and they save you

Explaining things to your therapist in an imaginary session

Projecting all your trauma onto an imaginary character and imagining others comforting them

Wanting fictional characters to have all the emotional support and physical affection you’ve always wanted

imagining situations where your favorite celebrities validate and celebrate you and tell you you’re doing a good job

All these are so real I’m just crying

you don’t have to be beautiful to be loved

you can still radiate light if you’re sad. you can still be kind and soft-hearted if you’re a bit cynical. you don’t need to be the happiest person to make someone else’s day better.

im sorry for being like this and im sorry for being sorry