not even that chill

i'm sorry i didn't respond to your DM for 23 days. the number on the notification icon got really big and i began having irrational anxious thoughts such as "what if people are in there trying to contact me"

Concerts will have you staring at the taller person infront of you and thinking Why were you born? Why? Why? Why?

Do we think that Daniel is mad that Armand didn't kill him, or is he mad because he thinks that Armand believes it was a mistake not to kill him? I read it as the latter but I'm seeing mixed opinions on this and wondering if I misunderstood

I don't think he is necessarily angry at the fact he didn't kill him, but because he believes the torture and mind-altering have doomed all of his relationships and life, that even his accomplishments are not really worthy of being celebrated because (to him) they were all byproducts of the mind altering. He is angry that he took away his future and then condemned him to live in it forever with his sense of self shattered. So if he looks back at his life and nothing was really worth it he might as well just have killed him at 20.

there is the line between bisexual and aroace and i am using it as a jump rope

good thing i get anxious about everything otherwise i might be normal and enjoy life

Girl whose most frequent mistake is inaction voice: wow I keep making mistakes I better not do anything

the Cc in emails stands for Cuck chair

(snaps out of it) OH MY GOD WHAT HAVE I BEEN DOING!! HOLY JESUS CHRIST FUCK WHY DID NOBODY TRY TO STOP ME (eases back into it) ahhhh. yeah this feels right

as a 30yo tguy my wish is to grow up to look like eric bogosian

i have [gestures vaguely] my tendencies

what doesn’t kill me leaves a pit in my stomach that never goes away