as much of an avoidant as i am, im so obsessed with this guy i just added(?) to my lineup. hes so sexy its sickening. i bit his biceps, we made out (havent crack). hes a breath of fresh air compared to prev (and ongoing) guys in my roster. hes adorable, reminds me of golden retriever. he has the sweetest smile ever and somehow that got me in trance. i hate that i cant get him out of my mind, he shouldnt be affecting me this much considering we only went out once (yea hes that fresh) and we dont really text. ik for a fact hes a manwhore from his followings and how half of our campus knows him, worse of all the fact that i immediately feel like we click and how everything just flows smoothly. not to mention hes out there. always at some house party, priv party, clubs, bars. i feel like ive been consumed by him. something tells me its just hormones, i mean i did meet him a few days before my period and now im nearing the end of it so im entering ovulation soon. i hate wtvr bs he did to have me this hooked.