#avoidant final boss

give him to me now

i have a serious issue with disregarding people’s interest in me because they aren’t at the optimal level of interest like they wouldn’t run into a burning building for me but i also don’t believe anyone would do that at all even with the people who confessed that they liked me or are in love with me, because you don’t know the actual me you just like the me i show you, i don’t act like that all the time, you just like my face and that specific version of me, i don’t think guy observe their crushes at all especially since we’re not in a school setting but i have had it happen and it’s weird bc stop reading me but like i think the way i get crushes and knowing all these details about them asking their friends observing them so much i know their likes and dislikes way before we even speak like that is the only way to have a crush, walking up to me trying to ask me out because you like my face or body feels gross but it’s also bc (me n my body n face don’t get along) it feels objective idk cause it’s a man and i’m mean to the guys who have interest in me idk why they stay or come back like i legit belittle you not in a weird way but i treat them how i treat mazen bc i don’t like men and they’re nobody to me except a potential friend so i have to weed them out see what their thoughts on men are

I am a cage, in search of a bird.