taylor swift // midnights rp meme.Â
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you donât ever say too much.Â
iâve been under scrutiny.Â
you handle it beautifully.Â
all this shit is new to me.Â
iâm damned if i do give a damn what people say.Â
all they keep asking me is if iâm gonna be your bride.Â
theyâre bringing up my history.Â
theyâre bringing up my history, but you werenât even listening.Â
i just need this love spiral.Â
we lost track of time again.Â
you were my closest friend.Â
howâd we end up on the floor anyway?Â
i see you every day now.Â
how the hell did we lose sight of us again?Â
ainât that the way shit always ends.Â
i feel you, no matter what.Â
i wake with your memory over me.Â
thatâs a real fuckinâ legacy.Â
i get older, but just never wiser.Â
midnights become my afternoons.Â
my depression works the graveyard shift.Â
i should not be left to my own devices.Â
i wake up screaming from dreaming.Â
one day iâll watch as youâre leaving.
one day iâll watch as youâre leaving, coz you got tired of my scheming.Â
itâs me, hi. iâm the problem, itâs me.Â
iâll stare directly at the sun, but never in the mirror.Â
it must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero.Â
iâm a monster on the hill.Â
did you hear my covert narcissism i disguise as altruism like some kind of congressman?Â
life will lose all its meaning.Â
she thinks i left them in the will.Â
sheâs laughing up at us from hell.Â
life is emotionally abusive.Â
time canât stop me quite like you did.Â
iâm unglued, thanks to you.Â
itâs like snow at the beach: weird, but fucking beautiful.Â
you wanting me tonight, feels impossible.Â
this scene feels like what i once saw on a screen.Â
iâve never seen someone lit from within.Â
my smile is like i won a contest.Â
to hide that would be so dishonest.Â
itâs fine to fake it till you make it.Â
i donât even dare to wish it.Â
can this be a real thing?Â
youâre on your own, kid.Â
summer went away, still the yearning stays.Â
i play it cool with the best of them.Â
weâre the best of friends anyway.Â
i hear it in your voice.Â
i didnât choose this town, i dream of getting out.Â
thereâs just one who could make me stay.Â
i waited ages to see you there.Â
youâre on your own, kid. you always have been.Â
youâre on your own, kid.Â
something different bloomed.Â
i gave my blood, sweat and tears for this.Â
the jokes werenât funny.Â
my friends from home donât know what to say.Â
there were pages turned with the bridges burned.Â
everything you lose is a step you take.Â
youâve got no reason to be afraid.Â
he wanted it comfortable, i wanted that pain.Â
he wanted a bride, i was making my own name.Â
my town was a wasteland.Â
for some, it was paradise.Â
i broke his heart coz he was nice.Â
i guess sometimes we all get just what we wanted.Â
i guess we all get some kind of haunted.Â
i never think of him, except on midnights like this.Â
we had one thing going on, i swear that it was something.Â
i donât remember who i was before you.Â
i just may like some explanations.Â
can i ask you a question?Â
did you ever have someone kiss you in a crowded room?Â
did you ever leave her house in the middle of the night?Â
did you wish youâd put up more of a fight?Â
do you wish you could still touch her?Â
did you realise out of time?Â
fuckinâ politics and gender roles.Â
i just may like to have a conversation.Â
does it feel like everythingâs just like second best after that meteor strike?Â
iâm sure thatâs whatâs suitable.Â
draw the cat eye sharp enough to kill a man.Â
you did some bad things, but iâm the worst of them.Â
sometimes i wonder which one will be your last lie.Â
they say looks can kill and i might try.Â
i donât dress for women, i donât dress for men, lately iâve been dressing for revenge.Â
i donât start shit, but i can tell you how it ends.Â
donât get sad, get even.Â
iâve been dressing for revenge.Â
she needed cold hard proof, so i gave her some.Â
picture me, thick as thieves with your ex-wife.Â
she looks so pretty, driving in your benz.Â
ladies always rise above.Â
iâm on my vigilante shit again.Â
i think iâve been a little too kind.Â
didnât notice you walking all over my peace of mind.Â
putting someone first only works when youâre in their top five.Â
iâm going out tonight.Â
best believe iâm still bejeweled when i walk in the room.Â
i can still make the whole place shimmer.Â
familiarity breeds comtempt.Â
donât put me in the basement when i want the penthouse of your heart.Â
i think iâve been too good of a girl.Â
i think itâs time to teach some lessons.Â
have you heard? i can reclaim the land.Â
i miss you, but i miss sparkling.Â
sadness became my whole sky.Â
but some guy said my auraâs moonstone.Â
you can try to change my mind, but you might have to wait in line.Â
a diamondâs gotta shine.Â
it only hurts this much right now.Â
iâll be getting over you my whole life.Â
iâm falling in love again.Â
it only feels this raw right now.Â
lost in the labyrinth of my mind.Â
you would break your back to make me break a smile.Â
you know how much i hate that everybody just expects me to bounce back.Â
youâre terrified to look down.Â
youâll see the glare of everyone you burned.Â
itâs coming back around.Â
karmaâs a relaxing thought. arenât you envious that for you itâs not?Â
my pennies made your crown.Â
donât you know that cash ainât the only price?Â
ask me what i learned from all those years.Â
ask me what i earned from all those tears.Â
ask me why so many fade, but iâm still here.
karma is the thunder rattling your ground.Â
karmaâs on your scent like a bounty hunter.Â
they said the end is coming.
everyoneâs up to something.Â
i find myself running home to your sweet nothings.Â
all that you ever wanted from me was sweet nothing.Â
this happens all the time.Â
you should be doing more.Â
to you i can admit that iâm just too soft for all of it.Â
iâm just too soft for all of it.Â
the planets and the fates and all the stars aligned.Â
the touch of a hand lit the fuse.Â
checkmate, i couldnât lose.
what if i told you none of it was accidental.Â
none of it was accidental.Â
the first night that you saw me, nothing was gonna stop me.Â
what if i told you iâm a mastermind?Â
we were born to be the pawn in every loverâs game.Â
if you fail to plan, you plan to fail.Â
strategy sets the scene for the tale.Â
the first night that you saw me, i knew i wanted your body.
no one wanted to play with me as a little kid.
iâve been scheming like a criminal ever since.
iâve been scheming like a criminal ever since to make them love me.Â
this is the first time iâve felt the need to confess.Â
iâm only cryptic and machiavellian coz i care.Â
you knew the entire time.Â
you knew that iâm a mastermind.Â
my knuckles were bruised like violets.Â
cursed you as i sleep talked.Â
spineless in my tomb of silence.Â
tore your banners down, took the battle underground.Â
flashes of the battle come back to me in a blur.Â
my hand was the one you reach for all throughout the great war.Â
i vowed not to cry anymore.Â
if we survived the great war.Â
you drew up some good faith treaties.Â
you said i have to trust more freely.Â
you were playing with fire.Â
maybe itâs the past thatâs talking.Â
maybe itâs the past thatâs talkingâ telling me to punish you for things you never did.Â
i vowed not to fight anymore.Â
i vowed not to fight anymore if we survived the great war.Â
got a sense iâd been betrayed.Â
that was the night i nearly lost you.
i really thought iâd lost you.Â
we can plant a memory garden.Â
thereâs no morning glory, it was war, it wasnât fair.Â
we will never go back to that bloodshed.Â
weâre burned for better.Â
i vowed i would always be yours.
i would always be yours.Â
all the outfits were terrible.Â
iâm so in love that i might stop breathing.Â
i was taken by the view.Â
romance is not dead if you keep it just yours.Â
levitate above all the messes made.Â
i want to brainwash you into loving me forever.Â
i didnât know you were keeping count.Â
you said i was freeloading.Â
put on your records and regret me.Â
i bent the truth too far tonight.Â
i was dancing around it.Â
do i really have to chart the constellations in his eyes?Â
seemed like the right thing at the time.Â
thereâs so many different ways that you can kill the one you love.Â
thereâs so many different ways that you can kill the one you love. the slowest way is never loving them enough.Â
do i really have to tell you how he brought me back to life?Â
we were supposed to be just friends.Â
maybe iâll see you out some weekend.Â
i think thereâs been a glitch.Â
iâm fastening myself to you.Â
i was supposed to sweat you out.Â
our love is blacking out.Â
the systemâs breaking down.Â
iâd go back to wanting dudes who give nothing.Â
wouldâve, couldâve, shouldâve.Â
if you tasted poison you couldâve spit me out.Â
if youâd never looked my way i wouldâve stayed on my knees.Â
i damn sure never wouldâve danced with the devil.Â
now that iâm grown, iâm scared of ghosts.Â
memories feel like weapons.Â
i wish youâd left me wondering.Â
if you never touched me i wouldâve gone along with the righteous.Â
you made me feel important.Â
you made me feel important, then you tried to erase us.Â
youâre a crisis of my faith.Â
if iâd only played it safe.Â
i miss who i used to be.Â
i regret you all the time.Â
i fight with you in my sleep.Â
the wound wonât close.Â
i keep on waiting for a sign.Â
if clarityâs in death, then why wonât this die?Â
living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts.
give me back my girlhood, it was mine first.Â
if it feels like a trap, youâre already in one.Â
pick somewhere and just run.Â
desert all your past lives.Â
if you donât recognise yourself, that means you did it right.Â
never take advice from someone whoâs falling apart.Â
bend when you can, snap when you have to.Â
you donât have to answer just cause they asked you.Â
the greatest of luxuries is your secrets.Â
when you aim at the devil, make sure you donât miss.Â
i prefer hiding in plain sight.Â
you should find another guiding light.Â