The One

i don’t know about you guys but the main reason i am still on tumblr in 2024 is BECAUSE it is the most cloutless least influential social media app out there and that is the experience i am after. absolutely none of this will ever translate into significant attention or real success in my life and that is so beautiful.

sorry, I'm busy looking for love in everything. yes it's gonna take all day.

at a certain point you just get tired of your own shit. you have to force yourself to meditate, workout, eat mindfully and read the books to form a routine that gives you a sense of happiness within yourself again. it’s exhausting i know, but you gotta keep fighting for yourself because no one will take care and love you the way you can for own being. this life is not something to go bout so casually, everyday is your first and last time to embrace this moment. this life was gifted to you with a planet to explore and souls to experience. so show up for yourself.

"I see you everywhere, in the stars, in the river; to me you're everything that exists; the reality of everything.

There’s not a single person, nor single heartbreak strong enough to ever make me feel like the possibility of finding love will never happen again. In true hopeless romantic fashion, everybody will love me.

the biggest struggle of not having a partner is not having a physical emotional release. holding hands, caressing, endearing hugs. those moments of affirmation and affection are sooo significant and needed. i can hold off on the other parts of having a partner, but being emotionally touch-starved is difficult.