when i say “i want someone to wash me sexually” i don’t mean it like a romantic shower where they wash my hair and back. i mean it like a horse in a wash stall at the barn. tie me up and hose me down, touch me in a way that’s detached and task oriented. scold me for trying to move away from the scrubbing brushes and wandering hands. i’m a dumb animal and this is for my own good after all











