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Intimacy in many forms ~ B.H

MDNI

Billy Hargrove fucks hard, well and harsh. His movements are carnal and his lustful touches primal. Yet, there’s something so passionate within his sexual round-housing, the snap of his hips, the clawing of your flesh, the spitting, gnawing and hair pulling. It’s his standard form of intimacy, despite the care or lack of for the girl he’s ploughing down.

His intimacy goes beyond penetration, breaks the stats of lovers within Hawkins, his tastes and patterns so varied and ridden with sexual urges, that it makes cunninlingus look taboo.

Pupils blown out by desire staring up at you, half adoration, half vulnerability. Chest rising and falling, shortness of breath at your sheer ability to expose an innate lust to have you straddled over him, your eyes carnal and filled with the hunger to reduce him to a babbling mess.

Contrasting

//MDNI

Billy Hargrove loves Valentine’s Day. Aside from the love letters stuffed into his locker, desperation filling the halls of Hawkins High, girls clinging to the concept of being asked out, it was an excuse to be as filthy and perverted as possible. Don’t get me wrong, Billy definitely does not need a reason to have sex. Yet something about a holiday dedicated to dedicating yourself to someone, makes it hotter, heavier, sweatier. As I have mentioned before, he is a dirty boy, his gifts are calculated, tight bras, barely there underwear. Even taking trips to the adult store, placed just out of town, buying cheap handcuffs and a silk blindfold. He strays from the gag gifts: the edible underwear, flavoured condoms, lotions- he doesn’t want the fiddly bits, the barriers that will cause him hassle and delay satisfaction. Pleasure is his priority, his and hers. Though his gifts may stray from the traditional mould, he expresses his desire in his own intense and erotic nature, the sensation touch and pleasure taking centre stage this holiday. Billy Hargrove loves Valentine’s Day.

Where his eyes go first- B.H

(MDNI)

Billy Hargrove yearns for femininity within his life. Despite his ‘reputation’ of sleeping around and not engaging in committed monogamy, he possesses a certain appreciation for the female body- it’s clear to see.

Naturally, his baby blue’s are drawn to the traditionally feminine features, the breasts, the hips in conjunction to the waist, the lips. The aspects of a woman that made her look like she had the sense of sexual nurturing that he wanted to nurse from.

It’s established that his relationship with his mom is tricky, mommy issues are both underlying and blatant. Yet, I believe this would ultimately translate to Billy’s gaze for women in a way that strayed from the assumed template.

For him, there was no fulfilment in ‘degrading’ himself and calling a girl “mommy”, his fix came from taking in the projection of femininity: his hands holding onto fleshy hips, his touch cascading up to a drawn in waist, the touch of a supple breast against his chest and face, pert nipples teasing his tongue.

His eyes and touch looked to femininity for comfort and pleasure.

“Let’s get Physical”

~ Older Personal trainer!Billy Hargrove Headcanons(MDNI)

💪🏼| PersonalTrainer!Billy who eventually moved back to California and recognised that the only constant stable thing within his life was physical activity. Thus, he opened his own gym and fitness studio.

💪🏼| PersonalTrainer!Billy who offers private sessions for select clientele- “It’ll be the workout of your life”

💪🏼| PersonalTrainer!Billy who is always happy and willing to correct and guide the form of a beautiful woman in need

💪🏼| PersonalTrainer!Billy who stresses the importance of maintaining your flexibility for the maturing women (iykyk 😼)

💪🏼| PersonalTrainer!Billy who has a major thing for the gym’s aerobics instructor, often finding himself fantasising about her sessions, “it’s all in the hips” constantly replaying in his head.

💪🏼| PersonalTrainer!Billy who revels in all the attention he gets from the women who flock to the new gym. All willing to receive a workout that they’ll never forget.

💪🏼| PersonalTrainer!Billy , will be the sole reason for a new wave of fitness fanatics in California, husbands pondering their wives new motivation to get back into shape, mothers stuck on their daughter’s new fascination with weights and cardio.

💪🏼| PersonalTrainer!Billy who often uses his workplace as his bedroom, the sauna, the studio, the office, he’s had a woman everywhere in that gym and he can’t help but smirk about it every time he sees a steroid abusing fitness buff trying to flirt with the women in his gym.

I wholeheartedly believe that the great love of Billy’s life would’ve been a girl who completely matched his energy, he probably met her back in California and she certainly gave him a run for his money. Embodied the 80s video vixen type, hot yet crazy, and wouldn’t let him get away with a single thing.

YET, I also believe that he would’ve settled down with someone the complete opposite to her. A girl within a caring profession, something like nursing, someone inherently maternal, a softer kind of beauty. It would be a woman that would naturally take on a caregiver role, not complaining about having a meal ready for her husband when he got home from a long day of work. She ultimately gave him the healing that he needed, or allowed him to cover up his previous trauma and take on the role of provider.