--eternal peace is probably overrated

I’m in my mid-thirties and I have never had sex. I’ve thought about it and could have had one or two opportunities if I put in more effort, but I always decided against it because I just wasn’t into it at the time.

I can safely say that I do not feel I have missed out on anything. I was perfectly capable, by myself, of learning about my own body and boundaries without anyone else there to muddy the waters. The immense pressure that was there in my teens/twenties to Have Sex Just Do It is basically gone. I’m vibing. I’ve got my routine by myself in bed that I enjoy, and that’s enough for me.

And in the unlikely event that I ever decide to have sex with someone in the future, I don’t feel at all like I’m lacking some essential Knowledge or Skill that would “make it good” for someone else. I fully expect to ask my partner out loud what they like and to receive an answer clearly communicated and to relax and have fun. And if it’s a disappointing experience, I’m fine with that too. It is what it is.

"I never lie when I talk about the blood Because death's an invitation Rivers flow into the flood"

Fresh new commission for the lovely Katie - This time Sinners themed (SUCH an excellent movie!) giving Remmick a rich backstory alongside her OC. This commission is a 2-parter too: This image the distant past. Up next, we’re going full 1930’s vampire horror. Can’t wait!

We was never gonna be free. We've been running around everywhere looking for freedom. You know damn well you was never gonna find it. Until this.

"Something's wrong." "Yeah. We're up here, away from the fun." — The Wigmaker Job, Courtney Woods