uhm...idk

So a while ago I posted about how hot it is to be denied and not know for how long, or not know how often you have to edge or slap your cunt until you're allowed to come.

That's when I built this little free website and just never shared it here. I think now's the time where I need testers! You can either set limits for yourself and generate some code or you can import a code. You won't know how long you'll be denied until you hit your goal ♡

And as a little overstim bonus, you can set an amount of (forced?) orgasms you're required to have afterwards!

well of course such a polite little emoticon can have a treat!

imagine waking up in a bathtub full of ice, but when you check you still got your kidneys and such, so you just brush it off as getting too drunk. a month later, you start getting hairier and have no clue why. voice dropping, muscles getting bigger, clit looking like its starting to grow into a dick. libido going through the roof thanks to that, and you realize, damn, maybe i *like* these changes

I need every single person to understand how horrible tumblr’s tagging system is

I go into the tag for epilepsy and its all flashing lights. We can’t use our own tag because people without epilepsy fill it up with improper warnings.

Use ‘flashing’ in place of ‘epilepsy’ in your tags. You aren’t warning people of epileptics, you’re warning us of flashing lights. Please please tag properly. Epileptics say this endlessly and constantly and it’s ignored. You are risking lives by doing this.

Here’s proof of what I mean:

I peed outside for the first time…

It was late, very dark out about 2am so no one could see me. I knew a place where I could go, a place with abandoned stables.

I walked there which took me about 20 minutes and I was bursting to go. I think at one point I leaked in my underwear just a little. I got there, making sure to be cautious of oncoming cars. I was holding myself and potty dancing a little when walking over there, just hurrying to get to coverage so I could let go. When a car passed I took my hands off from holding my pussy and tried not to squirm as it passes, my bladder was just so ready to give up and have an accident at any moment. I made it to the stable, which was good coverage because of the walls and trees that surrounded the areas.

I hurriedly took my shoes off to remove my pants and undies (was careful to not stand on the ground with socks) and put my clothes onto my bag. I could not get undressed any faster and I was bursting, small drips of pee spurting out of me, getting a little on my pants and the ground below. Finally, I had my bottoms off and then crouched down for the best piss of my life.

It felt SOO good. I was gushing all over the grass below me and moaning. I felt so exposed and vulnerable, but knew there was absolutely no way anyone could see me. I was far away from the roads, somewhat in the woods, and completely covered, so my worry faded away the longer I stayed squatted down peeing. I’m a way, it made me feel kinda good, like I was able to just let go right here outside and it would just be my own secret. (That you guys now know about 🤭)

I got so horny too, was shaking so much and I started playing with myself a little.. it was probably naughty of me to do, but as long as no one would see I thought it didn’t matter. So as I was pissing all over the grass, starting a little puddle in the dirt, I started rubbing myself and came really hard and fast.

https://pickerwheel.com/pw?id=N8r9U

if you are being pissed on

very very minimal safety risks here

close those eyes baby! the second piss is anywhere near the face— close your eyes. that shit stings. have you ever had cum in your eye? it’s like that, but way harder to wipe off.

try not to do this with any fresh piercings, new tattoos, open wounds, or anything else that’s begging to get infected

if you are ingesting urine

what medications is your partner on? can they be passed through urine? (most likely they can be— in very trace amounts. but those trace amounts can be important to be aware of depending on your situation)

has your partner recently ingested something (medication, food, etc) that you are allergic to? or something that interacts with your meds? if they have, is it worth that risk?

has your partner recently taken any drugs? can they be passed through urine? (most likely they can be— in very trace amounts. those trace amounts may or may not be enough to cause a reaction, and may or may not be enough to fail a drug test <- has happened to people!)

on one non-safety note… you’re probably not going to love the taste of piss. regardless. you might! but most do not. it’s piss. really well hydrated piss can be very enjoyable (I like it a lot!), really dehydrated piss might make you puke. diet changes the taste— just like cum, but more directly. coffee, asparagus, lots of meat… all things that can make it particularly strong (and some people love that! some people do that on purpose! but I would maybe not… start there). lots of juice + lots and lots of water can make it very mild. medications and supplements can change the taste. lots of people anecdotally like the way beer or diet soda makes it taste. first piss of the day is considerably stronger and more unpleasant than any other time.

if you are doing internal pissing (anal)

if you are getting it straight from the tap (penis or funneled in): minimal to no risk. pee is not sterile! urine is not sterile. but you’re not gonna run into a ton of issues here. the real concern is if you’re dealing with abnormal abrasions, likely from particularly rough anal sex, you’re going to be more at risk for infection. keep an eye on it, take a shower, etc. you’re probably all good.

if you are getting a larger volume than one normal pee (bottle, etc, any amount of built-up fluid from multiple pees): this is less a safety risk and more just a heads up. chances are this will kind of accidentally enema you. and then you will shit. pretty immediately. if you’ve done a ton of anal prep (including enema) beforehand, you’re likely going to be fine.

if you are doing internal pissing (vaginal)

now we’re looking at pH balances. urine is more basic than the natural flora of a vaginal ecosystem, which can cause problems.

if you are prone to UTIs, yeast infections, or bacterial vaginosis, you should probably prepare for that. if that’s the risk you’d like to take, that’s your choice! but if your pH balance is delicate, piss is absolutely going to disrupt it.

even if you’re not prone, the risk for all of the above is there!

PEE. AFTER. BEING. PEED IN. please 😚 you’ll save yourself so much trouble. and I mean pee, don’t just evacuate the foreign piss. if you’re not already peeing after sex in general… start now!

if you’re doing any kind of holding:

any long-term holding (and I mean, like, having holding your pee for long periods of time become a part of your life for years) can result in slight to moderate incontinence (leaking) and weakened pelvic floor muscles. make sure you’re doing pelvic floor exercises! it’s best to sometimes give yourself an extended break from a holding kink, but I won’t tell you what to do.

there’s no real One Answer for “how long is it okay to hold at one time?”, but it’s better to do high hydration/stronger desperation/shorter hold than it is to do low hydration/less need to pee/longer hold, for hydration purposes. the longer you hold, the more you are at risk for UTIs and potentially bladder infections (cystitis, a kind of UTI). bladder infections have a chance of becoming kidney infections. no, there’s no One Set Time, but no, it’s not safe to hold all day either. listen to your body as best you can.

find your limits and set them. I’m prone to UTIs (and have a weak bladder), so I have different levels of “okay to hold”. I have found the maximum amount of water and its correlating hold times that work for me— and hold time is never over an hour. that’s my risk profile.

if you’re wetting

sitting in your wet mess can be fun and humiliating, but can also cause rashes. I literally cannot speak to diaper instances, I have no experience there, but most fabrics will start to be uncomfortable while wet after a while, and sitting in your piss can cause chafing, rashes, skin irritation… and again, sitting in pissed in underwear (or garments close to the genitalia) can cause UTIs + yeast infections, especially in vulvas.