Hi hi! Call me Daiya or Hazel. Welcome to my Genshin Impact/Honkai Star Rail side blog turned multifandom/writing blog. You can currently find me enthusing about: Genshin Impact, Honkai Star Rail, Love and Deepspace (deeply obsessed with it right now, send help), and any fics that currently catch my eye. I sprinkle random posts and gentle positivity here and there. I tag posts with their respective game titles, for your filtering convenience.
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Masterlist
Love and Deepspace
âDream Blooms // Sylus x MC, hurt/comfort
Part 1 // Sylus invites himself over to take care of you while you're sick. You tell him about a pleasant dream of yours and proceed to break his heart.
Part 2 (Sylus' POV) // Sylus contemplates all that has led up to finding you in this life, until the past comes back to haunt him.
Part 3 The Here, and Now // Something hangs heavy in the air ever since that night, unspoken and weighty. Determined to change that, you give Sylus a gift.
Genshin Impact
âPhantom Pains // Lumine, angst // Lumine can't sleep. She falls into old habits in an attempt to ease the pain.
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i am so genuine when i say that people love to listen to you here btw. no, you're not talking too much. no, you don't need to shut up or quiet down. no, you're not spamming the dash.
it is so easy to be unkind to yourself. keep posting your fics whether you think they are good or bad - to everyone else, especially the people who support you, they are a product of everything you are and your efforts and hard work and creativity. we'll love it all the more. share your ocs-- you created someone and brought life into them !! that's incredible. and share your selfships -- the lore, the little things!! if it is a great comfort to you, then it is a great comfort to us as well. it is okay to be yourself here and to share the things you love and care about whether you make content or not. please don't ever let doubt or anyone else push you down. you're doing just fine. you have every right to exist in this space
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Sylus stops at the mouth of the alley. He stares into the heavy darkness, listening. He thought he heard someone swearing under their breath. If itâs another one of the bastards that tried to gang up on him just minutes ago, heâs going to be pissed.
With an outstretched hand, tendrils of his Evol dive into the depths of the abyss, shoving past and under dumpsters and discarded boxes to find the source of the sound. A yowl screams out with the distinct sound of cans being knocked over. They wrap around the source and draw it out into the orange lamplight.
A cat wriggles and hisses as it tries to futilely claw out of his Evolâs grasp. He hmphs. Of course, it makes sense for a cat to be out here. The N109 Zone is probably chock full of strays and-
He frowns and draws it closer. It tries swiping at his face, but he barely flinches back. The side of its body is stained in deep crimson. Fur matted down with blood. Fresh blood, too. Itâs still dripping, landing on the sidewalk in persistent drips.
âDid you get into a fight?â He knows his question wonât receive an answer, but the cat does struggle less once heâs asked it. Perhaps itâs just growing weaker with blood loss.
He sighs. He canât leave it here in the alley; it would be dead in the next few hours if he did. And clearly it wonât let him touch it, given the way it bares its fangs at him with a sharp hiss and a swipe of its claws.
He pulls off his coat and holds it open. The tendrils deposit the cat quickly within his arms, where he wraps it securely in the leather before it can squirm away. âYouâve still got spirit,â he hums, half-amused, as he continues on his way. âHopefully youâll live through the night.â
-
âUh, Boss? Whatâcha got there?â Kieran trails just behind him, trying to peer around his arm to see the bundle wrapped up in them.
Luke is on his other side, doing just the same. âWhy is it moving like that?â
âItâs a cat.â The Twins look at each other. âCall a vet. Have them send over a doctor to look at it.â
âSure thing, Boss,â Luke says with a half-finger salute.
âAnd get some fish from the kitchen.â
âRight away, Boss,â Kieran mirrors his brother.
They break away from him to go about their tasks. He can hear their hushed conversation asking each other what they think happened. The cat manages to free a paw and claw at his hand. The scratch is deep enough to draw blood. It fades away into flecks of red and black a moment later. He sighs as he pulls open the door to his office. âYouâre going to be trouble, arenât you?â
The door shuts, his hold loosens, and the cat is squirming out as fast as possible. It jumps wildly onto the couch, staining the dark leather with blood and whatever god awful garbage stuck to its paws from that alleyway.
Now that heâs back home, he can see its injuries much better. It seems like thereâs a hole in its side, too large and too perfectly round to be from an animalâs tooth or claws. Sylus frowns deeper. Did this cat get shot? Was it a poor attempt at pest control? Humans have been known to have a poor track record with strays and ferals, and the residents of the N109 Zone arenât known to hesitate to remove what annoys them.
Thereâs a knock at the door behind him. The cat sits up straighter, like itâs ready to bolt the second it opens. He quirks a challenging brow at it. Who will win this fight, he wonders.
He turns the knob without looking away. The door opens up enough for someone to slip inside. He turns to address Kieran, and the cat makes a break for it.
It collides into a wall of smoke.
âHereâs the fish, Boss. Vetâs on their way.â
He pays no attention to the yowling and hissing of the cat as he examines the container in his hand. Itâs certainly a bit fancy for a stray. Hopefully itâll be enough to calm it down.
The door closes with a hum of dismissal. The wall vanishes, leaving only a worn-out cat and a scratched up rug behind. It looks up at him with narrowed eyes.
âHungry?â He hooks a finger around the pull tab and removes the lid on the can. Immediately, the overbearing scent of fish fills the room. He sets it down a foot or so away from the cat, steps back, and watches.
It continues to stare at him for a minute. Itâs almost unsettling. Like thereâs something more behind its eyes that heâs not privy to.
Soon enough, though, the hunger must be too much for the little thing. It slowly stands up. He watches it carefully as it limps over to the fish. Its back leg doesnât appear to be damaged; maybe it just hurts to move too much with how close it is to the hole in its side. The cat lowers itself down on its stomach, shoulders hunched, prepared to run at any given moment, and gives the can a distrusting sniff.
The first bite feels like a major success. If it can fight and it can eat, maybe it really can pull through this.
-
The cat glares at him from across the room. Its tail flicks angrily from side to side. And there is no way in hell he can take it seriously.
If the cone around its neck didnât remove any and all intimidation, its shaved fur certainly did.
âI donât think Iâve ever seen a cat look so pissed!â Luke cackles. Heâs sitting on the floor. For the last few days, heâs been trying to âbe one with the catâ in order to get close enough to pet it. Heâs got bandages all over his hands to show for it.
âDo you think it knows it wouldâve died without that surgery?â Kieran asks. Heâs sitting on the couch behind his brother, arms crossed. Of all three of them, the cat seems to like him the best. Though, the bar really is in hell.
Sylus shakes his head. âDo you think it would be so angry if it did?â
âHmm, good point.â
âOh!â Luke suddenly jumps up, startling the cat, and runs over to a bag by the door. âI almost forgot I got these! Thereâs gotta be something in here it likes.â
He hauls the bag over and drops it onto the nice mahogany desk of their leader. Sylus doesnât say anything, merely watches as Luke pulls out various items. Two kinds of brushes, little catnip mice toys, feathers dangling from a stick, at least three kinds of treats-
Kieran laughs. âWhen did you get all of this stuff?â Heâs suddenly by Lukeâs side, picking up one of the dangle toys and bouncing it in front of Mephisto, resting on his perch nearby. The crow squawks indignantly.
Luke shrugs with a proud expression. âI have my ways. Here, letâs try these!â He grabs one of the treat bags and tears it open. He returns to his place on the floor. The cat stares up at him with interest. âWant this?â
Its tail slows down slightly, a smidge less irritated than before. Luke nearly squeals with excitement when it leans forward to smell the morsel in his hand.
A sharp ringtone startles it. It backs away, tucking itself into the corner of its makeshift bed made out of spare blankets far too expensive for a cat to be laying on like it does.
Sylus lifts his phone to his ear. âSpeak.â
The Twins both turn to watch. He listens silently to the man on the other end. It seems the boss of the men who ambushed him the other night is trying to cover his ass, offering up apologies and âI had no ideaâs and âHow can I make it up to you?âs. He hums noncommittally into the receiver as he stands up and heads for the door. He nods to the Twins, a silent message for them to follow. The crow flies and lands on his shoulder as he leaves. Luke sets the treat down on the carpet. Kieran nudges him. The door shuts behind them.
The cat stares at the door for a minute longer. It listens carefully to the footsteps of its captors. Once it canât hear them anymore, it waits a few more minutesâŚ
Fucking finally.
-
Sylus's steps slow to a stop just inside the room. The cone lay abandoned on the couch. All the furniture and rugs are destroyed, clawed up and torn apart. The culprit is sitting on the desk. It stares at him blankly.
The door closes with a click. He walks over to the couch, leaning over the back to pick up the abandoned cone. He turns it over. There's no scratches, no bite marks, and the cord that holds it shut has been tied with a different knot than the vet used.
He looks back over at the cat. Its tail twitches anxiously beside it.
Trouble. Just like he suspected. Though, not quite like this.
"As long as you aren't licking at your stitches," he concedes. He steps over to the desk and drops the cone on top, near the cat. "Hm. You need more pain medication, don't you?"
"Mreow."
"Oh, so you do know how to speak nicely." He rounds the desk. The cat turns to face him the whole time. At least it doesn't try to scratch him as he opens the top drawer and pulls out an orange bottle. He struggles momentarily to get just one of the small pills, resorting to dumping some into the cap just to make it easier on himself, and holds it out to the cat. It hesitantly leans out to sniff it. "Don't most animals like to have their meds hidden?"
It makes a little sound, as though trying to chastise him for his misconception. He holds the pill patiently. Waits with all the patience of someone willing to let the world disintegrate around them. He almost holds his breath when it takes the pill from his fingers and retreats to eat it safely.
Progress. Good progress, for how short the cat's been here. Eating out of his hand is a good sign, for how odd the rest of its behavior is.
-
"Ah, shit, wait!"
The cat runs down the hall. Two sets of footsteps chase after it, hissing pleas for it to come back and be a good kitty. They cartoonishly skid to a stop when it runs through another open door.
Luke turns slowly to Kieran. Both of them are horrified for what comes next.
After a quick round of rock, paper, scissors, Kieran is the one forced to crack open the door further.
Sylus is sitting up on his bed, back against the headboard. His eyes are closed, chest rising and falling in a normal pattern. Fast asleep. A frown is set deep on his face.
Kieran looks around the room. It's huge, has a lot of hiding spots, and seems to be completely devoid of the cat. Did it slip by somehow? Did it actually go into a different room? He glances at Mephisto, who seems far too busy preening its faux feathers to care about his plight.
Fearing the consequences of lingering any longer, Kieran slowly backs away and closes the door as quietly as possible. He shrugs at his brother. Luke is just as confused as he is, gesturing in a silent conversation.
Deciding they were both somehow, somehow tricked, they continue their hunt further down the hallâŚ
The cat pokes its head out from behind its cover. Honestly, it didn't mean to get trapped in here. It was just trying to lose the two goons on its tail.
The presence on the bed doesn't do a lot to put it at ease. The man confuses it with his callousness. One minute, he's manhandling it with his Evol, and the next he's giving it food and making sure its wounds are taken care of. It's not that he's mean, as far as the cat can tell. He's nice to those guys, anyway, humoring their weird little ideas and eccentricities.
Mephisto hops down beside it. The cat's back curls, fur all standing on end as it hisses at the metal bird. He seems just as unfazed by the warning as the man is.
"Leave it."
The command startles the cat, putting it on higher alert as it whips around to hiss at the man. He pays it no mind. Mephisto caws irritatedly as he flies back up to his perch.
âYou arenât supposed to be running around.â Sylus glances at the cat. "Do you want to leave?" he asks in a low murmur, words slurred slightly with sleep. He waits for a response. Waits for any sort of tell that would let him know to open the door for the cat. But nothing comes.
The cat's fur is still standing up as it cautiously makes its way over. It stops at the side of the bed, adjusting its body as it gauges the distance it needs to jump to make it onto the thick mattress. Sylus chuckles tiredly. "You can't jump that, kitten. Want some help?"
It puts its paw on the overhanging bedding, standing on its back legs. Then, it meets his eyes. "Mreoww."
He waves his hand. Red and black Evol lift the cat onto the bed before fading. It's a little unsteady on the softer surface, but it catches its balance soon enough. It takes a single step away from the edge, then lays down.
He hums, but he doesn't say anything more. If the cat wants to stay there for the rest of the day, so be it. The Twins won't come looking for it again in here, and Mephisto isn't going to snitch to them of all people.
He shuts his eyes again, ignores the cat staring at him, and falls asleep.
Slowly, the cat's fur smoothes down. It allows itself to curl up into a more comfortable position. It keeps an eye on him until it can't anymore, as sleep claims it, too.
-
Every day for the next couple weeks, this continued.
For the first few days, Sylus would head off to bed, leaving the door cracked open behind him. The cat would come in a while later. If he was awake, he'd use his Evol to lift it up. If he wasn't, well, it meowed persistently until he was.
Sylus soon set up a pet stair beside the bed. This way, it could climb up without having to wake him. With that, it also began following him in right as he went to bed. He'd been pleasantly surprised the first time, when he opened the door and it slipped in quickly through his legs, ran up the stairs and stared at him. When he woke up at sundown, he noticed that it was just a couple inches closer than before.
Every few days, it shifted closer and closer, until it was within arm's reach. Though, he never tried reaching out to pet it. It was clear by their interactions at night that it was not ready for that sort of attention, no matter how desperately Luke tried to just pat its head once. Like a silent agreement, he would offer it protection in the day while they both slept and leave it to its own devices at night.
-
âCat seems to be feeling a lot better, huh?â Kieran follows the feline around the room as it wanders gracefully along shelf after shelf of lethal weapons.
âShouldnât we get it down from there?â Luke wonders. His phone is lifted, taking photos of the cat, just as heâd been doing for all the time itâs been living in the base.
Sylus looks up to watch with them, the gun in his own hand going ignored.
The cat walks slowly. Its focus is solely on the guns on display, observing each one like itâs a museum. He watches as it comes to a stop in front of one - one he himself altered and upgraded. It stares. Paws lightly at it. Itâs not loaded, thereâs no danger, but there is an intense interest heâs never seen a cat have before. Like itâs thinking, trying to work something out with knowledge it shouldnât have.
A camera shutter startles it from its focus. It turns its head toward the Twins and meows annoyedly at them.
Sylus shakes his head. âLeave it be. Start gathering product for our client.â
Luke slips his phone into his pocket with a half-salute. Both of them look a moment longer at the cat, staring down at them with a twitching tail, before getting back to work. They pack enhanced rifles into a sturdy case, fitting them into foam cutouts in layers. Big metal clasps hold the case shut. Each rifle glows dimly with protocore energy. Mostly red, some blue, a couple yellow. Sylus looks over one, turning it over in his hands, checking the quality. From the corner of his eye, the cat keeps watch, tail flicking back and forth all the while.
-
âIâm so sorry again for my menâs ambush, Mr. Qin.â The man bows solemnly, hands rubbing together. Heâs shorter than Sylus, but heâs bulky, with thick arms and a barrel chest. His smile is disarming. Eyes too bright and kind. When he straightens out again, heâs rubbing his wrist, as though realigning the joint. âMy child ran away, you see. I sent them out looking for them, but they saw you and decided not to waste the opportunity.â
Sylus quirks an eyebrow. âDid you men have a reason to try taking my life?â
The man laughs, quite undisturbed by the question. âTo prove their capabilities, no doubt. You are quite famous for your strength, after all, and those young men did not understand the consequences to come from failing. To be sure, in their minds, they must have believed themselves so capable as to not fail.â
âMust have.â
With a nod, one of his henchmen steps forward with a bulky case. He deposits it in front of the Onychinus leader, clicking it open where it rests on his desk. Stacks of protocores, gleaming in a rainbow of colors, fill the case to the brim. They arenât run of the mill either; a case of this size with this many authentically powerful crystals would take the Hunterâs Association years to amass. Yet here they are, for the taking.
âYou should know these are worth more than the weapons you requested.â
âBut of course! Consider it a gift of good will, and a hope for future business between our groups.â
Thereâs a scratch at the door. Soft, yet recognizable to Sylus, who flicks a finger and opens the door a crack. Just as always, the cat squeezes through. But this time, it pauses when it sees Sylusâs client. When he looks at the client, he looks just as caught as the cat.
The air becomes tense and stifling. No sound to be heard as the cat moves silently and quickly across the floor. The man and his lackeys watch, wide-eyed, as the cat leaps up into Sylusâs lap. Itâs the first time itâs ever found a place there. For all these weeks, it has always kept a careful distance from everyone, even the Twins and their persistent desire to pet it. Now, out of nowhere, it chooses to cross that boundary it set entirely?
It lays down, front paws tucked under itself, large eyes with slit-pupils staring at the man on the other side of the desk.
The manâs jaw tightens. He swallows, Adamâs apple bobbing. Heâs on a thin wire; Sylus can feel the rage beginning to leak off of his being. Even without looking into his soul, he can see the truth behind that easy-going mask he wears; the blackened heart rotting inside. When he finally looks back up at Sylus, he forces a strained grin and chokes out a sharp laugh without mirth.
âMr. Qin, I believe you said you had no involvement in my childâs disappearance.â
Sylusâs brow furrows, an intimidating warning. âI stand by that.â
The manâs cheek twitches. âYou do? Ha!â His hands fall to his sides, hands clenched in tight fists. âThen the little fuck has been pulling you along like a fool. Hiding away as a cat this whole fucking time, havenât you?â
He feels the cat tense in his lap. It sits stock-still. Even its tail is stiff. Like one small move would pull the pin to set everything off. He doesnât even notice himself sitting up straighter in return. Doesnât realize heâs as tense until his finger begins tapping at the arm of his chair, ready for what could happen next.
âTell you what, Mr. Qin. Hand them over and Iâll send over three more boxes just like that,â he offers through grit teeth, nodding to the case on his desk.
âI think if theyâd wanted to go with you, theyâd have done so already,â he rebuts. âConsidering they could have run back home weeks ago, it seems to me their choice is already clear.â
His jaw shifts. Teeth grinding, smile starting to sour into an ugly grimace. âMr. Qin-â
âThe dealâs off,â Sylus interrupts sharply. The man blinks, wide-eyed in shock. âIf you refuse to respect my guests in my own home-â
âTHEYâRE MY CHILD!â he roars.
âIn my home.â He gestures. Luke and Kieran step out from behind him, grabbing the cases of guns and settling them behind his chair, safely out of reach. He tilts his head. Shadows cast over his eyes until theyâre embers in the dark. âWhy would you send trigger-happy men to retrieve them?â
The man is silent. Fuming. Steam would be pouring from his ears if it could. His fists shake by his side with force, aching to hurt something - someone.
A large, protective hand rests gently over the catâs back. Barely even touching.
âGet out.â
The man stays still. His guards stand rigid.
Sylus tsks. Red and black tendrils of mist erupt from his hand. They shoot out, grabbing hold of the man and his guards, contorting their legs and arms and bodies like dolls. Sickening cracks, gut-wrenching screams. Their bodies puppeteered out the door, down the hall.
He uncovers the cat. âMake sure they leave without a fuss,â he commands, nodding at the case on the desk. âTake that with you.â
The Twins shut and lock the case back up, whispering questions to themselves as they glance back on their way out. They donât fully understand what happened. To them, it just sounds like this guy was a crazy pet-dad whose cat got out.
The cat slowly stands from his lap. He watches as it hops on top of his desk, turning back around to face him as it sits. Its tail still shifts anxiously. Paws shift nervously against the wood, as though itâs trying to knead it.
Sylusâs lips quirk into a slight smirk. âJigâs up, kitten.â
It looks away from him. Fur begins to recede and shift. Limbs elongate and the body sits upright. In a matter of seconds, where once a cat sat, sits a person. You rub your arm, still looking away. He shifts to uncross his legs and you flinch. He slowly finishes the action with a sigh. All of your attitude, your defiance, locked away from the presence of your father alone. He can only imagine how such cruelty against you began. Every scenario makes him wish heâd done worse when âescortingâ him out.
âI wonât hurt you,â he promises.
You glance at him. âI used you.â
He nods. âI knew something was strange weeks ago,â he admits. You look at him wide-eyed and he chuckles. âEver since your cone was removed and I gave you medicine. You removed it yourself, didnât you?â
â... It was uncomfortable.â
He grins, but continues with an edge of softness, âYou used me for your own protection. And given what I just witnessed, Iâd say it was well justified.â
You let out a soft breath. Your shoulders relax slightly, adjusting to his kindness. It was nothing you didnât already witness in your time here, with you in your cat form and the two kids he keeps around, but itâs still quite foreign. âI would have left sooner, but then you kept getting phone calls from my dad. I was scared heâd still be looking for me, so I stayed⌠Iâm sorry.â
âDonât apologize. You have no reason to.â He glances at the time. When he stands, he moves carefully, but you donât flinch away. He holds out a hand, an offering. âIâd imagine youâre getting tired of eating cat food every day. Iâll have my chef prepare something for you. Anything youâd like.â
You look down at his open palm. Then up at his face. Thereâs nothing guarded or threatening, outside of his height and aura. And the promise of real food - your stomach growls at the thought alone.
You put your hand in his. His touch is soft and gentle. He helps you down from his desk and leads you out of the room, down familiar halls. âWhat about after?â you ask uncertainly.
He shrugs a shoulder, like heâd already thought of every outcome before you even thought of the question. âThatâs up to you, kitten. Youâre welcome to stay here, or you can leave. Either way, Iâll make sure you remain protected.â
Itâs like a weight lifts off your shoulders. Freedom and protection rolled into one. Youâre no longer confined to your home, in fear for your very life. You can go anywhere, do anything, and know, no matter how far, youâll be safe. You hold on tighter to his hand, catching up to walk directly by his side. âY/N.â
âHm?â
âThatâs my name.â
He smiles. âItâs a pleasure to finally meet you.â
That night, a familiar cat curls up tightly in his lap, fast asleep and purring loudly.
you misunderstand, this isn't 'I look like the ground so predators walk right past me' camouflage, this is 'I look like the savannah grass so I can pounce on unsuspecting prey' camouflage
they're hiding in the hoards to bite the hands of unsuspecting humans who sneak past mama
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What they don't tell you about writing is that as you write, you discover scenes and entire plots that you hadn't accounted for that need to be written. So you can spend two hours writing and editing only to realise you're further away from the finish line than you thought you were when you started
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