self destructive thoughts eating me up from the inside
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KIROKAZE
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Janaina Medeiros
Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her
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NASA

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Jules of Nature
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me

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cherry valley forever
"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"
occasionally subtle

#extradirty
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@venting-deer
self destructive thoughts eating me up from the inside

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What I was saying on theĀ āLiving Wild: LGBTQ Animal Comicsā panel at the Queers & Comics Conference in a nutshell.
Thank you so much to my fellow panelists Jac, Aim Ren, Nicole, Penina, and Coyote;Ā Kiernan for being an awesome moderator, and to everyone that came out to see us speak!
I feel like making everything worse just by being me.
Iām never good enough for anything. I wasnāt enough to make him stay after everything. Clearly the problem here is just me.
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āI can be there for you
when you are sad and alone and desperate.
I can hold your hand and hold you together
through your darkest times.
I can come to you when no one else would
and care for you like no one else could.
But I cannot make you love me.ā
So true. I can do and be all these things but I canāt do that which I want most of all. š¢
going back
back to obsessing.
back to late night thoughts.
back to self destruction.
back to compulsive behaviors.
back to wasting time.
back to procrastinating.
back to spending most of my time in bed.
back to self sabotage.
back to ruining everything i touch.
back to not getting shit done.
back to posting on all my accounts.
back to overthinking.
back to spending too much time on my phone.
back to feeling helpless.
back to oversharing.
back to feeling lonely.
back to feeling worthless.
back to spending too much time my socials.
back to feeling hopeless.
back to realizing i donāt have a purpose.
back to binging.
back to being fat.
back to having urges.
back to being stuck in a cycle.
back to going too far.
back to my bed.
iām going backwards instead of forwards.
i canāt be who i was before.
what if i become worse than that?

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trauma didnt make me soft itās made me angry and empty
I always felt so invisible.
Maybe, theyāll only notice my existence when I am finally gone or dead.
I feel like Iām being forced to live.
I donāt even want to.
Iāve wanted to die for so long that now Iām afraid to live

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do you ever just sit there and realize that you mean nothing to anyone and you start feeling lost, alone, unloved, and truly unwanted.
you ever wanna cry but thereās too many reasons on your mind at once so you just sit there numbly bc same
me: i am totally rocking this whole coping thing, i donāt even feel like myself! Sometimes i donāt feel anything at all! Isnāt that great??
my therapist: ā¦youāre dissociatingā¦.Ā
me:

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reminders
Algunas cosas nunca se irƔn por completo.
Pero tampoco volverƔn por completo.
I love this addition ā¤ā¤ for my non Spanish speakers, it says "Some things will never go away completely. But they will not come back completely either."
boy I sure do love adhd and the way it makes me wanna just *clenches fist*
give up on everything Iāve ever cared about for immobilizing painful fear of not doing it right