I Dont Think I Can Survive This Heartbreak

“I don’t think you realize that you lost the person that loved you the most when you walked away from me.”

“you ruined me. you took every bone from my body and broke it. you ripped every organ out of my chest and butchered them. you breathed in every essence of my soul and never returned any of it. so, yes, I became lost without you. I didn’t know how to breathe or walk -let alone get out of bed- I didn’t even know who I was; but that’s only because you took all my pieces, made me a gigantic puzzle, scrambled all the pieces and never put them back together.”

You taught me to love. But you never loved me back.

“I was going through hell and your solution was to leave.”

““I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where, I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I don’t know any other way of loving.””

“Someone asked me what home was and all I could think of were the stars on the tip of your tongue, the flowers sprouting from your mouth, the roots entwined in the gaps between your fingers, the ocean echoing inside of your ribcage.”

“After we said goodbye I thought hating him would be easier than loving him but I couldn’t do it. No matter how hard I tried my heart still skipped a beat at the mention of his name.”