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Dmc4 (Deadly Fortune?) Nero sketches!🩵✨️ He's just a baby, an angry baby >:3

Izaya gets a bday cake

idk, he doesn't have to have his own lore on the server, most fans don't mind. just maybe, idk, don't be a dick about the lore on the server you're currently in? if you're in a server like the realm and you wanna interact with people, you gotta accept that maybe, just maybe, you're gonna play a 'character' (even if said character doesn't have lore) that interacts with some server lore and just play off of what happens; that's kind of a given in a server like this?? trying to ignore it all is both nearly impossible and just going to make you come across like a dick.

sorry about the wall of text. my feelings on this have been building up the past few weeks. i love my streamer but realm streams have been unbearable. and i really really hope that changes soon.

While I cant speak on his streams, nor can I give an indepth analysis of his actions I feel validated hearing that a lot of Phil viewers are sharing my feelings. I don't hate streamer and enjoy his content and his interactions with my streamer(s), but it's a little disheartening? Frustrating? To hear all of the hard work people are putting in be brushed off with a simple "I ain't doing that shit" and the like.

I don't even want him to play a character, truly I couldn't give less of a fuck what streamer does as I don't watch him. What I, and seemingly a lot of other people, want is for him to stop unkindly dismissing the work people are putting in to make a fun story. I get being burnt out from it, I get not wanting to engage! I'm happy he's setting boundaries about what he does and does not want to do.

I even think it's okay to reference other servers/lore, and even I think it's okay to compare them critically as critical comparison and criticism (how many times can i say a word with "crit" in it) are healthy and necessary to make a server flow properly, but not so much when it comes to people's story telling and the thing that they are ultimately having fun doing!

yeah, same. I won’t get too into the reasons why I’m not comfortable with how phil’s been treating the realm lore (I fear it may be a bit parasocial and I’d rather not talk about that publically), but yeah, the way he was instigating sneeg to just break the crying obsidian felt like BM to me. either interact with the lore and accept that you interacting with it is lore or ignore it and do your chopping. especially when the crying obsidian showing up is unobtrusive to him.

(also, not to mention, whether he likes it or not- him being on the server I would say still counts as lore. like, it’s the same argument that people have had about the lore on smplive or off-shoots of that - tr!phil exists in that he doesn’t care about factions, he spends a lot of time with tr!sneeg, and he does care/want to help people on the server. that’s him just hanging out but it can also be used for his character. there’s no established “lore” development compared to tr!aimsey or tr!pili for example, but it’s still there. so I don’t appreciate him disregarding the overall server lore the way he has recently.

Water to me has always been an element of mindfulness— an intelligence of concentration and self-control, where their logicality plays strength to their ability to go with the flow, and their power to bring survival is balanced with their power to bring death

I can’t stop thinking about how fitting of a visual that is to tr!sneeg— how easily his playfulness turns dangerous (“Oweeeen is it Monday?/It’s Monday Owen.” Immediately comes to mind) Or how much weight he carries himself with, ESPECIALLY in the stillness of his body language (usually to play for laughs but on rare occasions meant for tension) versus his moments of hyperactivity— the clarity he brings to a situation, a sense of controlled power and composure