Welcome Survivor of the Apocolypse

I met two of my exes on here. I shared some of the better moments of my adult life with them. The way things ended soured my memories for a while but now I can appreciate those times as something special despite how the relationships attached to them ended. I used to wonder how something can change so fast but a lot of the time there's stuff happening behind the scenes that one or both parties never communicated.

I don't hate where I am in my life right now. I might be in a job I enjoy more if I went back to school but I'm not sure I'd be happier. It'd likely just would become my new normal. I should make some life change soon though. Sometimes it's just hard to do things for yourself when it feels you don't have anyone to share in your joys with.

I used to have so many dreams and aspirations for myself. Now I'm just waiting for something to change but I think it's not likely to happen unless I start the ball rolling.