Blood Warning, no gore though

It's genuinely good, i enjoy her content generally

im 17 minutes into the video and it feels sky good to finally have someone talk about us online who isn’t just saying absolute lies and blaming us for things we aren’t and don’t do, someone who doesn’t judge us

100%! She's generally really cool, but yeah, this video is honestly the best i could find on sanguinarians and real vampires in general. The only other ones are either with Father Sebastian (yikes) or with a lifestyle vampire that calls themselves a real vampire and gets the two mixed up

That is SO true. And I’m glad to see I’m not the only one who hates father Sebastian haha

Im so wary of those who dont hate him, wdym you support that guy TwT

Indeed. I am totally rejecting any vampyre who supports him and his stupid cult. That’s just the most unethical thing ever and it’s what casts a shadow on us, I hate it.

Yup, it's very sad that he's made some of the most popular resources, so most sanguinarians get information from him when they get into researching it, and only later find out what a piece of shit he is

I remember after my awakening searching for information and trying to hold it together and when I found his videos I thought cool at first and as soon as I saw him..I don’t know, I could just feel that he was a total cunt. Turns out I was right.

Yeah, same. He just felt weird and i couldnt put my finger on it

It's genuinely good, i enjoy her content generally

im 17 minutes into the video and it feels sky good to finally have someone talk about us online who isn’t just saying absolute lies and blaming us for things we aren’t and don’t do, someone who doesn’t judge us

100%! She's generally really cool, but yeah, this video is honestly the best i could find on sanguinarians and real vampires in general. The only other ones are either with Father Sebastian (yikes) or with a lifestyle vampire that calls themselves a real vampire and gets the two mixed up

That is SO true. And I’m glad to see I’m not the only one who hates father Sebastian haha

Im so wary of those who dont hate him, wdym you support that guy TwT

Indeed. I am totally rejecting any vampyre who supports him and his stupid cult. That’s just the most unethical thing ever and it’s what casts a shadow on us, I hate it.

Yup, it's very sad that he's made some of the most popular resources, so most sanguinarians get information from him when they get into researching it, and only later find out what a piece of shit he is

Wild to think that sangs get info from any of his resources when he is violently anti sanguinarian. I won't say all, because I don't know that that is true, but his influence has caused most of the schism between the sides of the community.

Not really good info obviously, but for me, interviews with him were some of the first things that came up when looking into sanguinarians and irl vampires in general, and ive heard so from lots of others

It's genuinely good, i enjoy her content generally

im 17 minutes into the video and it feels sky good to finally have someone talk about us online who isn’t just saying absolute lies and blaming us for things we aren’t and don’t do, someone who doesn’t judge us

100%! She's generally really cool, but yeah, this video is honestly the best i could find on sanguinarians and real vampires in general. The only other ones are either with Father Sebastian (yikes) or with a lifestyle vampire that calls themselves a real vampire and gets the two mixed up

That is SO true. And I’m glad to see I’m not the only one who hates father Sebastian haha

Im so wary of those who dont hate him, wdym you support that guy TwT

Indeed. I am totally rejecting any vampyre who supports him and his stupid cult. That’s just the most unethical thing ever and it’s what casts a shadow on us, I hate it.

Yup, it's very sad that he's made some of the most popular resources, so most sanguinarians get information from him when they get into researching it, and only later find out what a piece of shit he is

It's genuinely good, i enjoy her content generally

im 17 minutes into the video and it feels sky good to finally have someone talk about us online who isn’t just saying absolute lies and blaming us for things we aren’t and don’t do, someone who doesn’t judge us

100%! She's generally really cool, but yeah, this video is honestly the best i could find on sanguinarians and real vampires in general. The only other ones are either with Father Sebastian (yikes) or with a lifestyle vampire that calls themselves a real vampire and gets the two mixed up

That is SO true. And I’m glad to see I’m not the only one who hates father Sebastian haha

Im so wary of those who dont hate him, wdym you support that guy TwT

It's genuinely good, i enjoy her content generally

im 17 minutes into the video and it feels sky good to finally have someone talk about us online who isn’t just saying absolute lies and blaming us for things we aren’t and don’t do, someone who doesn’t judge us

100%! She's generally really cool, but yeah, this video is honestly the best i could find on sanguinarians and real vampires in general. The only other ones are either with Father Sebastian (yikes) or with a lifestyle vampire that calls themselves a real vampire and gets the two mixed up

Get it, it comes in waves for me

It has been a long time since I've talked about it, but I had a very similar awakening. They're much quieter now, but during my awakening, darker cravings ran rampant in my mind almost every second of every day. You're definitely not alone in that experience. I've met a few other vamps who feel the same. And I really appreciate you sharing this experience, it's validating and relieving to hear someone clarify that those cravings weren't borne from a desire for violence, just craving. The way I make sense of it is that my body had a need it needed to fill, but I had no reference point for where that craving needed to stop, so it spun out of control.

Same here. For me, it was/is an urge for violence and death, but luckily its juat that- an urge, not what i actually want to or would do- im the kind of person that feels bad about killing a fly, but has horrible violent urges. Drinking blood helps supress it though, and also helps with health issues, so yeah. Happy to see it talked about!

I feel called out 😅

I don’t struggle with vampirism, i’m actually very good at it thank you

It's genuinely good, i enjoy her content generally