negative vibes only

The best thing about smoking is that ik with each cig im coming closer to my grave

Getting back on track with not eating after a period of not caring is so fucking hard

Im not pretty im not funny im not smart im not important to no one

I just wanna kms and be reincarnated as a cat is that too much to ask for

The most painful thing when ur ed works and u lose weight but ur still insecure the only difference is u have nothing to look for or think will make u love urself

Im sitting here debating if i should eat the boiled egg and thinking was it ever fcking worth it being like this

Have any other ed bitch that achieved their goal and became skinny realized that the confidence boost was limited edition cuz my subscription fucking ended

I know its missed up but I was always jealous of ppl that have “good” reasons to be sad and break down publicly like yk their sadness is justified everyone knows that but me no i cant tell why i cry myself to sleep every now and then or what im thinking of when im staring into nothingness then my mood switch, its really selfish tho

Do ppl generally have two states either distracted by something stupid or suicidal or is it just me??

How the fuck do ppl make friends i just wanna ppl i can relate to

Sometimes I remember the me before when I wouldnt even look in the mirror or take pictures and had literally no concept of how i looked like i just disconnected from my physical body to be in the body i imagined in my head didnt hyper fixate on every little part or even knew how every part looked like to do that, i didnt care about anything in the physical world because my true self didnt exist in it, past me wasnt attached to life or enjoyed existing either but they had a good coping mechanism and a nice escape from their meaningless stupid existence it was their everyday surviving strategy and it definitely felt better than whatever the fuck im doing now i miss it

My favorite liquid is Diet Coke and i literally can not remember the last time i actually had any will to live but i like coffee or raspberry juice from time to time whats ur favorite liquid?

You know ur organized when crying urself to sleep becomes part of ur night routine