Disordered Bxtch

i see everyone out there living their life and having fun while im laying here rotting and crying

I wanna feel excited about something again.

June 12, 3:30 65.5

June 12, 13:27 64.5

June 13, 00:58 65.7

June 14, 00:03 64.5

June 14, 10:16 63.5

June 15, 03:05 64.7

June 16, 13:30 64.4

June 18, 01:24 64.4

June 19, 11:45 62.7

June 20, 13:39 62.3

June 22, 15:12 63

July 8, 01:56 60.8 (I HIT MY GW!!)

September 13, 2025 02:32 77.1

Being with someone who wants to learn about your past history, not to punish or hurt you, but to learn how you need to be loved

sorry i pushed you away i felt abandoned and suicidal

I hate how one negative human interaction can send me into a full spiral

I wanna burn down every single bridge I built cause I’m tired of being the only person that makes sure it doesn’t fall apart

i really need to learn how to just shut the fuck up

nice personality disorder did your mom give it to you

My mental health lately: 📉📉📉

ok well im going to build a good future for myself whether i like it or not

shit i just need to feel fucking loved it aint that hard

suicidal thoughts always come back no matter how hard i try so why am i even trying?