I'm Valorie! Somewhere between 30 and endless damnation. MINORS DNI Author and artist by trade, fan artist by compulsion. GhostOfValorie hold all my stupid thoughts.
A freelance artist and author, not available for commissions!
Here I mostly draw fantasy, oc's and such, but mainly my own sweet baby vampire #Kaspian and his shenanigans!
I'm also in the process of writing a book about said sweet baby vampire~
#Kaspian #Ilimaer #Avourel #ADYKM
#I love my stupid sons -> Kas and Ili shenanigans
I sometimes draw fan art, simply because I can not resist, and it varies heavily of what and who exactly. But one thing remains true, I LOVE TRAGIC ASS MEN.
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not enough time spent talking about knights with ptsd. knights who shudder under the armor and break out in cold sweats at the mention of the battles they won. knights who feel cold sick steel in their bellies when thinking of their victories. knights that hyperventilate under the helms. knights that prop themselves against the stone walls of the castle praying for air. knights who won the battle but were left in the fight.
Why are so many people apologising about their art on the internet?
"I'm sorry it's a sketch."
"Sorry I haven't drawn more."
"Sorry it's not very good."
Are we being for real???
YOU made that! MADE IT! With your own hands, imagination, time and dedication! Posting art is not your JOB, if it was you'd know you had nothing to apologise for then either! It is not your DUTY to entertain an entire fandom on your own nor could or should you! That's not what a fandom is!
The people that love art or the fandoms you are in LOVES THE ART! THE PROCESS OF MAKING! THE JOY IN CREATING! You are contributing to the brightness of the world even if you are drawing stick figures! ✨️ Stop apologising! 💖
I mainly want to focus on the fact that YOU as and ARTIST do not need to belittle YOUR art, YOUR effort and the time YOU spent on something! Art is meant to be fun or at the very least evoke emotions. It's meant for YOU as the artist to express something! You do not need to apologise for expressing yourself no matter how you chose to do it! The sketch is more than enough! The bi-monthly or bi-yearly art post is enough! Your technique IS GOOD ENOUGH!
We can say you don't owe anything to strangers on the internet, that IS true.
But most of all you owe YOURSELF the love and appreciation for doing something creative and adding something amazing to the world! 💖✨️
This is not a post about entitled fans, it's about the artists and creators that do not give themselves the space to see that they are wonderful by simply being and creating 💖
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Why are so many people apologising about their art on the internet?
"I'm sorry it's a sketch."
"Sorry I haven't drawn more."
"Sorry it's not very good."
Are we being for real???
YOU made that! MADE IT! With your own hands, imagination, time and dedication! Posting art is not your JOB, if it was you'd know you had nothing to apologise for then either! It is not your DUTY to entertain an entire fandom on your own nor could or should you! That's not what a fandom is!
The people that love art or the fandoms you are in LOVES THE ART! THE PROCESS OF MAKING! THE JOY IN CREATING! You are contributing to the brightness of the world even if you are drawing stick figures! ✨️ Stop apologising! 💖
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For the OC basics asks: 17, 18, 20, 24, 25 for all 4 please 😇😇
OH! ALL FOUR?! EXCITING!
(lol, the wildly different vibes between these couples)
edit: I've elaborated a little on some of these!
AIGHT!
I just need to google a whole bunch of stuff real quick...
These answers will be kinda short since there are so many aaaand a bunch of this stuff touches on book spoilers :D
17. What is your OC’s zodiac sign?
These are of course not entirely correct because months and such are not called the same in the book, but these would be the real world equivalent dates, I guess!
In order of birth year:
Ilimaer - SCORPIO - November 17th - 26 y.o.
Kaspian - GEMINI - June 4th - 23 y.o.
Dimora - ARIES - April 9th - 21 y.o.
Avourel - VIRGO - August 23rd - 20 y.o.
18. What is your OC’s Myers-Briggs type?
I want it stated for the record that I have absolutely no education in psychology LOL!! So these are my maybe accurate guesses based off of a bunch of googling!
To make it easier for ME I'm not gonna even look at the minor arcana, even if there might be something that is more accurate UvU Because I can't learn all 72 cards right now lol
Anyone more versed in Tarot is MORE THAN WELCOME to tell me how and why all of these picks are completely wrong!
Ilimaer - JUSTICE
Kaspian - TOWER
Dimora - WORLD
Avourel - THE FOOL
24. What is your OC afraid of?
Ilimaer - Failing those that count on him. Growing up Ilimaer has always been the ONE to count on at home, because there was no one else a lot of the time. Ilimaer's and Kaspian's father is an exceedingly distant father, despite being in the same household.
Ilimaer took it upon himself to be there from his little brother, and that mindset is coming along with him into everything in his adult life.
Kaspian - Being lonely. Because of Kaspian's... condition, he was rather confined to home, not out of malice or hate for what he became, but from over-protectiveness. So Kaspian spent a lot of time growing up surrounded mostly by maids and guards, but that was an exceedingly lonely existence.
Then he figured out he could invite people to him, instead of leaving, which led to THE PARTIES.
Needless to say, the parties did not fix the loneliness.
Dimora - Dying and having done nothing/being unimportant in the world.
Dimora is the 7th Lician princess. 7th in line to the throne. 7th to learn new skills to dazzle their parents. 7th to be introduced to nobles and ambassadors and at that point every older sibling has already made an impression.
She desperately wants to make something of her own that will be SEEN.
Avourel - Being trapped in a situation they can't escape. Avourel HATES not having options. They want to chose. They might chose badly, but still it was their choice. So being put into situations, more often than not by others, is something they hate to the point where they dread the very idea.
25. What does your OC want most?
Ilimaer - Personal peace. Ilimaer wants to wake up and not immediately worry about EVERYTHING. He has been through a lot already in his 26 years, poor guy.
Kaspian - Kaspian wants love. True and unshakable love with someone. He doesn't KNOW that that's what he wants, because he doesn't really have the words for it. But he feels what he has been missing once he meets Avourel.
Dimora - Dimora wants familial love. She wants to feel the love in the halls she walks down.
Again, being the 7th daughter, the Castle in which she grew up was always full, but not only by love. Often it felt cold and like she was born into a competition she didn't want to participate in. More than anything she wants to be surrounded by people that she can relax around and love freely.
Avourel - Freedom. Avourel want to be free to chose, any and everything they want. Ties into the hate for being trapped. A lot of their life they'd been told exactly what to do, how to sit and stand, how to dress. Once Avourel hits their teens ALL of it goes out the window. From then on they refuse, and everything is an act of rebellion from HOW they dress to WHO they chose to talk to.
knights who are tense, wound tight and spring-loaded after battle, ready to fight at a moments notice. their bodies carrying the heavy ache of their armor with stoic determination, even after the danger has passed.
there is nothing more rewarding than the noises they make as you wring that tension from the meat of their shoulders, pushing survival instinct and hard knots from taut flesh until they’re melting into the touch.
force them to remember a life outside the battlefield, one where they can surrender their pride, place their face in the sheets, and lay their safety and trust in you as you pull them apart, piece by piece
10, 19, 29, and 51 from the smut asks. About Ilimaer please
Of course Anon! OF COURSE!
More Ilimaer smut lore for the people!
10. How well do they communicate with their sexual partners?
Fairly terribly actually, lol! No, that's unfair of me, he knows how to speak up and listen to a partner!! So it's not that he is pushy or abusive or anything, but Ilimaer straight up don't know what to ask for. He's not very experienced, not until Dimora anyway, and while he's not sex repulsed, he has been sex avoidant because of the environment he grew up in.
So once he has a partner he usually follows their lead without much complaint, because he really can't think of any alternatives! He has one mission during sex and it's to be good.
19. Do they like to take charge in the bedroom?
Nah!
Partially because of the point above, but mainly because his days are pretty stressful and his position as Knight Captain and Heir demands that he is always decisive. So he finds he rather let's go and follows someone else's lead for once, almost to the point where he becomes super attentive, until they've turned his brain into goop.
29. Do they like to be praised?
Yes. YES HE DOES! PRAISE HIM!!!
He'd never openly admit to it, except to his current partner. And even then he'd probably ask them to not share that piece of information.
Most people wouldn't of course, but he has a reputation to maintain and an empire to protect, so he'd rather be on the safe side.
Also he grew up around Kaspian and his antics. Not that Kaspian is one to kiss and tell, but he's overheard more about Kaspian than he'd ever wished to know from other people.
He has valid concerns about rumors spreading.
51. Do they consider foreplay essential?
Ilimaer, bless him, wouldn't know exactly where foreplay ends and sex begins. lol!
But don't worry, Dimora will teach him all about that too!
And again... he would just follow his partner's lead.
If they want foreplay then they are getting foreplay until they say to move on.
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1, 2, 3, 8, 14, 34, 42, 43, 46, 60, 69 for Ili please 🙏 ♥️ ❤️
OOHHH!! MY MAN! <3 <3 <3 Ilimaer <3 <3 <3
Oh boy, the difference between these two, BROTHERS, I might add!The divide is canyon-esq!
1.What is your OCs sexual orientation?
Ilimaer is actually on the demi-spectrum. He rarely finds himself sexually attracted to anyone, it almost always starts with deep affection before he is interested in sex.
But he is pretty firmly only romantically attracted to very feminine women, which then extends to rare sexual attraction.
2. What age did they realize that they were said orientation?
Ilimaer would not have such a realization.
He just... kinda goes on with it, he don't need any lables and frankly I don't think he knows there are such things as labes. He straight up doesn't care. He's got more important things to worry about that sexuality, like keeping his idiot vampire brother in line.
3. Did they have an experience they consider their "sexual awakening?"
Yes. Sort of.
Being on the demisexual side of things, along with being an Heir AND designated vampire wrangler, he had other things to think about in his adolescent years. He probably didn't even THINK about stuff like sex aside from the fact that the other boys were doing it, and the overhanging idea of the fact that one day he has to produce an heir to the Ruler seat.
It wasn't until his later teens/early 20's when he found his first passing fancy for one of the girls in the city. It ended fairly quick, like most young romances do.
It wasn't as much of a sexual awakening in that sense, rather than a huge relief, since being attracted to someone meant he didn't have to worry too much about the whole Heir thing... to much.
8. Do they prefer ass, tits, thighs, shoulders, or something else entirely as a characteristic they find attractive in others?
He likes women that preferably have a bit of everything. He likes them curvy and soft all over. And he especially appreciates the parts that are very squishy: thighs, ass, tits, stomach too, a soft arm or calf. He loves big breasts, but not so much so that he'd not consider a flat chested girl if he was already falling in love with her.
But from a sexual stand point, he just wants to be crushed between those thighs, man. And feel the squish against his cheeks and hands.
14. How many people/partners have they had sex with at once?
Ha! One. And that's plenty.
He doesn't have anything against people who have sex with more, not in a general sense. Strangers are allowed to do whatever they want as long as he is not involved.
But Kaspian being his brother, Ilimaer would have a sort of resentment for the idea on a much more personal level.
Because of Ilimaer's and Kaspian's rather antagonistic, yet caring relationship and Kaspian's sometimes unhealthy relationship to sex, following in that same pattern would be very hard for Ilimaer.
So it's less about taking a stance on the practice, and more about not wanting to be associated with Kaspian's chosen lifestyle.
34.What's the most adventurous thing they've tried during sex?
Oh you KNOW it was all vanilla, missionary, soft love making, until he meets Dimora.
She'd have that man tied down and pegged like he deserves. She'd have his head spinning from both praise and degradation at the same time. She would show him sides of sex he'd never even wanted to consider before, but now can't stop thinking about.
42. Top 5 turn ons
It's more about their personality for him, since he's rather demi, but physical attraction does account for something.
In no particular order:
1 Someone fiercely clever
2 Someone who is not afraid to speak their mind
3 SQUISH
4 Someone who will take the reins for the duration.
You heard me. I said sub Ilimaer. Y'all know I'm right. That man needs to relax.
5 Adrenaline highs, of which there are plenty.
43. Top 5 turn offs
1 Idiots
2 most extreme kinks
3 physical pain
4 humiliation
5 and bc he is Kaspian's brother and basically the one to raise said vampire: any non consensual stuff. Even consensual non consent. Kaspian learned the importance of it from him.
46. Have they faked an orgasm?
Yes. On one awful occasion when he was brought to a brothel, early in his knight career. The squad egged him on to take a whore and he did mostly to get them to shut up and be allowed to leave the room for a while.
Needless to say neither of them enjoyed that evening that much, but they parted without any hard feelings.
Just LOTS of embarrassment.
60. What, if anything, do they fantasize about when they masturbate?
Honestly, up until Dimora, probably nothing really. He would be more of a in the moment kind of guy, focusing on the feeling rather than any fantasy.
After Dimora though, he'd probably fantasize about what she'd say or call him, and the imagined feeling of her. Of her thighs against his cheeks as he puts his mouth and tongue to her core (<- his favorite place in the world)
69. Do they have anything that they once considered a squick but is now a turn on?
Yes. So.
Being the Knight Captain and Heir to the Ruler seat, he has a lot of responsibilities, a lot of stresses.
And one of the many responsibilities he has is to make sure the monsters don't over run the country side. He quite frequently has to go on raids to deal with vermin.
Fighting monsters, especially bigger and more dangerous ones spike the adrenaline QUITE high. Getting aroused after a fight as the adrenaline spike dies down is not unheard of, and for years he thought that was something that happened to OTHER people, and considered killing bests in raids a good stress relief already, after days of boring meetings and paper work.
But eventually, as he got more jaded to the gore and blood, the arousal started to spike after raids.
And as an orgasm is in itself a sort of reward, and the brain LOVES to make funny connections, the idea of raids even started to become something he looked forward to after a while.
Not that the idea of raids are directly arousing to him.
But they are exciting now, rather than straight up terrifying.
And more often then not he gets aroused afterwards.
