disciple of pedante

if i had to explain how i feel i'd say "imagine the entirety of yorkshire was replace with spiders and you're driving through the dales while being chased by all the emergency services and military AND instead of air there's caffeinated vape cloud so your heartbeat is palpable in your eyes"

they should do deliveroo but for a weighted blanket to me right now

“normal side effects of re-starting meds” yes sure but consider it’s still unpleasant and I feel like I’m going to explode or be eaten by indominus rex

brain’s wires are so badly fried that they’d be at home among ea nasir’s wares

I think they should invent a cure specifically for my autism. everyone else is fine but I’m the worst and need the meat grinder

recently discovered that if I am active a lot (e.g. walk for a few hours) in the day I can focus and sleep which is all well and good except I’m quite sick and can’t go out but also cannot sleep because I haven’t filled The Quota. so I’m just restless on the sofa staring at my phone or the walls waiting for this stupid cold to bugger off

why is it only when I’m ill and need to rest that I become restless and stressed about productivity