disciple of pedante

"be yourself, everybody else is taken" ok but that only really works when you are a person! and i am an entity that only gets fleeting glimpses into what people call joy

well the good news is i'm not having the obnoxiously scary version of a breakdown like last month! just the standard one where i feel so stuck i can't move for hours at a time

i need it to be over now so that i can rest before i try to do it. but that's not how it works, is it?

if i play music i have to hear sounds but if i don't then i'm sitting in silence for the next ten hours while i look at a wall so who's to say what the best option is really

brb just gonna do nothing ever again

i actually can't do anything wtf

if shields does end up cutting the hair off for tcas then he'd better have at least one week with a mullet while it's long enough