riddles!

So I've come to the conclusion that I actually like the ending. WOAAAHHHH TOMATO TOMATO TOMATO no don't get it twisted, I don't LOVE it, but the idea makes sense. I've come to terms with it.

What I CANNOT come to terms with is that it lowkey feels like Crowley gives up on any chance of a life with aziraphale. He's wanted to run off with him for 2 seasons and now that he gets to ask GOD HERSELF to reshape the world as THEY WANT IT he doesn't even stop to consider like hey, maybe I wanna spend time with Aziraphale. Especially after he hears from Aziraphale and again, GOD HERSELF, that he loves him back. That plus the lack of a proper kiss made it kind of feel like they were trying to make it seem like Crowley had lost his romantic feelings for Aziraphale but that might just be me.....

Speaking of the kiss, I'm not too mad that there wasn't one. As an aspec person I love when love is expressed in other ways, but they didn't even HUG??? A little hand holding?? That's it??????? Nah that doesn't sit right with me.

In my personal ideal ending, they get to be together as they are for all eternity because they deserve that. If I only got to change small things and end up with the same human ending, I would've made their goodbye different.

A lot of people are upset (rightfully) that the versions of them that got a happy ending was not them, which I do somewhat agree with. But also, is that not them to a t? Crowley still loves his stars, Aziraphale still loves his books. They go to dinner together. They love each other. They bicker like an old married couple because that's what they are. They loved humanity and whether their souls still remember it or not, they became what they loved and found each other.