Howdy post~
I’m void!
Im an American woman who is kind of fucked up.
Eating disordered, depressed and kind of an under achiever. Those things probably go together. Whatever. Anyway, say hi if you’re like me.

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Howdy post~
I’m void!
Im an American woman who is kind of fucked up.
Eating disordered, depressed and kind of an under achiever. Those things probably go together. Whatever. Anyway, say hi if you’re like me.

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In case anyone is having a bad night
(The best of this post and its reblogs, but with links that work)
Here is a website where you can scroll down to all the different levels of the ocean
Here is a website where you can see the future of the universe
Here is a website where you can press a ‘make everything okay’ button, over and over, until things really are okay
Here is a website that you can read if you feel like a burden
Here is a website where you can look at strobe illusions (TW strobe/flashing)
Here is a website where you can cut stuff up (TW blood/sh)
Here and here are websites where you can play with sand
Here is a website where you can draw with macaroni and other fun foods
Here is a website where you can paint someone’s nails
Here is a website where you can grow a garden with emojis
Here is a website with hundreds of videos of people hugging you (rightfully dubbed ‘the nicest place on the internet’ because it really is, y’all, it made me cry)
Here is a website that will take you to other useless websites
Here is a website where you can make a tiny cat play bongo drums (and other instruments!)
Here is a website to help give you gentle reminders <3
Here is a website where you can grow a tiny farm
Here is a website where you can take a bunch of scientific personality tests
Here is a website of calm rain noise
Take a breath. It’s going to be okay, I promise.
Izzy Ravas, from her novel titled Disarm: A Forbidden Romance (What We Don't Say,)
would love to hear this someday ...
just had to block a mutual for liking nazi shit . crazy that i have to say this but don't interact with me if you're a nazi or in any way right wing i want you dead

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In case y’all need it.
I’m thinking about going back on edtwt. Is anyone there? I kinda miss the toxicity lol.
i’m tired. but not just “didn’t sleep” tired. soul tired. bone tired. like my body keeps going but nothing inside knows why.
“I’ve lost it before, I’ll lose it again!”

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Daily ED self-check for harm reduction
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for the ⭐️ving and pvrg1ng peeps to stay safe <3
(not promoting, but harm reduction is so so important!!)
1. Heart and pulse
• sit quietly for 1 min
• place 2 fingers on wrist/neck
• count your pulse for 30 sec and double it
• normal: 60-100 bpm
• danger zone: <50, >120 bpm or irregular/skipping beats
2. Blood pressure/dizziness
• stand up from sitting
• notice: do you get lightheaded, see black spots, feel like fainting?
• frequent dizziness/fainting = electrolyte or blood pressure crash
3. Swelling check
• press gently into your shin/ankle for 5 seconds - if a dent stays (pitting edema), your body is holding fluid from electrolyte imbalance
4. Muscle & nerves
• stretch your hand wide, then make a fist
• Notice: tingling, twitching, or cramping? That can signal low potassium or calcium.
5. Hydration & Urine
• check urine color (preferably your first pee of the day).
• Pale yellow = hydrated
• Dark yellow/amber = dehydrated
• Clear all the time = over- hydrated (can dilute electrolytes)
6. Emergency red flags (call for hospitalization!!)
• severe chest pain or irregular heartbeat
• Passing out or near fainting
• Extreme swelling in the face, hands, or legs
• Inability to keep fluids down
• Extreme shortness of breath
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I might make another post about supplements & vitamins more tailored to m1a because I never see enough about harm-reduction when it comes to pvrg1ng which is incredibly important I cannot stress this enough.
Stay safe everyone 🫶🏻💌🪶
Edit: I wanted to add this YouTube link from this video by Of Herbs and Altars. They make a lot of ED-related and recovery video essays that help a lot. One of the newest videos touches on the idea of finding compromise and harm-reduction within your disorder so it no longer takes over your life. It's helped me so so much. <3
https://youtu.be/0OM89lnEDXs?si=D9jQ0BuZMWstqbGg
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thank you.
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black coffee my belovedꨄ
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Kinda lowkey wanna crawl under my bed and never come out

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Sad because of the state of the world. I wish I could single handedly fix it and hug it and make it all better.