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I bet it can look conceited when gifmakers complain about how few reblogs we get on our stuff but the record must state I also get offended seeing how bad the reblog ratio is on my mutuals posts. And also total strangers, too. Like man thats a cute set why does it have only 2 reblogs is everyone evil
Actually maybe it's more the fact that reposted memes of twitter/reddit/tiktok screenshots and the like still get reblogs in the tens of thousands but art, photoedits, gifs, creative writing, photography, meta, etc. are suddenly something people are very reticent to reblog for some reason
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fanfiction is a rare gem and a solid, living proof that, in a world of tiktok, influencers and content posting, not everything is about money and going viral. art can still be art just for the sake of the artists’ pure love, joy and passion for the art they create. fanfic writers write 100k words and more about the characters they love for free. just because they love these characters and the art of writing so much. art is not dead and the world is still beautiful.
really love keeping up with my mutuals through their little tags and vent posts. getting updates on how they’re doing is something like: glad to know your job at the library is going well. i’m sorry you haven’t gotten that raise. glad your finals went well. i’m sorry your teacher is so unhelpful. glad your tv show got renewed. i’m sorry they killed your favorite character. glad that you scored tickets to see your favorite artist. i’m sorry they aren’t touring near you at all. glad your cat is doing well. i’m sorry your mom is sick again. glad you’re feeling better now that it’s your favorite season. i’m sorry your meds aren’t working. glad you’re married now. i’m sorry you have to step back for your mental health. glad you’re still here. i’m sorry life is so hard. glad you’re alive, i hope things get easier for you soon
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You can enjoy things in fiction that would be awful in the real world. Like playing a murderhobo in a game! In the real world, being or supporting a murderer-thief would be pretty damn awful, while in the game it's just good fun. Same with anything else you choose to do with the pixels on the screen, like kinks that don't affect anyone real, so they're okay in fiction, but would be pretty damn bad in real life.
No one else is responsible for your online experience. They are required not to harass you, but they are not and never will be obligated to not post about ships, kinks, or tropes you dislike just to avoid you seeing them. It's up to you to blacklist words or phrases, block tags, or even block users as needed to avoid seeing content that upsets you.
No one can force you to read anything against your consent. Any content you don't like seeing can be instantly avoided by closing out of the offending post/fic.
You are not owed an online experience free of discomfort.
Nothing that happens in your imagination can ever make you a bad person. Words you write or read about fictional characters will never make you a bad person.
The claim that media consumption influences real-life behavior is intellectually dishonest and serves only to excuse the behavior of real offenders.
Fiction is a safe way to explore horrifying or confusing concepts. Therapists agree that fiction, even (or especially) about taboo topics is a good coping mechanism, especially, but not exclusively, for trauma survivors. Fiction is to adults what play therapy is to children. This doesn't stop being true if the work in question is of a sexual nature.
Sex isn't an inherently worse or better motivation than anything else. A work written to create feelings of arousal isn't dirty, shameful, or in any way less pure than works written to entertain, provoke moral questions, or for other reasons. And worth noting is that multiple purposes can exist in the same story, especially fanfiction.
You aren't entitled to an explanation for why someone reads, writes, or otherwise enjoys certain works, kinks, tropes, ships, etc.
Please share the conclusions of your scientific inquiries into the perversions of Beomgyu and Taehyun of TXT, at your leisure.
I await with high hopes and tinging anticipation.
Erasing my Stray Kids fan identity like this is wild /j.
Don't get your hopes too high lol. I can't say my own dissertation will be as rigorous as yours and I've been pretty tapped out of kpop lately. Not for controversial or major reasons, my interests have just been elsewhere lately.
However, I'm always happy to talk about my strange, perverse polyamorous boyfriends.
(This got so long and kind of horny I'm so sorry lmfao)
I was debating how to do this but, I think I'll start with Beomgyu.
I largely agree with your assessment of him. Not that he's not batshit insane and built for variety but, it definitely feels part of his idol persona to me. In a somewhat similar way to Yeonjun, I think he's way more sentimental, delicate and soft than people realise. Which makes the juxtaposition all the more fun and inticing. Because unlike Yeonjun, while I do think a lot of this is performance from Beomgyu, 1. He commits and 2. There is truth to it. Or maybe it feels like truth because he commits so hard.
It takes a lot, I think, for Beomgyu to break and/or cringe at himself and his actions. He also does the typical dude kpop idol thing where part of the appeal for him seems to be making his members cringe (usually YeonBin because Tyunning (Taehyun and Kai) have stronger resolves/thresholds. Though you could also argue the age dynamics of it all with Beomgyu playing the annoying younger brother to YeonBin's long suffering and deeply tired older brothers and Tyunning being like there goes weirdo older brother Beomgyu again).
I think the appeals of Beomgyu's brand of being a freak is how far he's willing to go and, the gap that exists between screaming, barking, occasionally grabbing his dick on stage Beomgyu and the Beomgyu that speaks soooo softly and sweetly and writes songs (rather sincerely at least coming from a non-native Korean speaker) about wanting to be a comfort for his fans. I know this is a selling point for a lot of idols but, I think he's one of the few that do it quite well and it doesn't come across forced to me.
I also think it's fascinating that he's such a menace but, he's also so deeply modest. It's very cute to me actually. I think a lot of people think unhingedness translates to the stage as well but, that's not really the case for Beomgyu. He covers up a lot. He rarely gets sexual. The only person more pg13 than him in TxT is Kai (who seems to be stepping away from this recently. Interesting. Can you tell I have a lot of feelings and thoughts about Kai and this topic? Which is terrible of me. I'm being an awful girlfriend right now). The literal baby of the group. He'll grab his dick and bite his lip and heavily imply he could fold you like a pretzel when needed but, usually his brand of fanservice tends to be quite sweet, actually. Fascinated by him. Love him. Desire him carnally. Need to study him like a bug.
I was going to preface the Taehyun section by saying I have a lot to say about him but, that's before I realised I typed an entire novel about Beomgyu 💀
Taehyun is the inverse of Beomgyu. He appears sweet and soft and cute. To me, he's the cutest looking member of TxT. The fact that his voice is what it is helps to make people assume he's nothing but, a sweetiepie too, I think. Also, stereotypes people have about main vocalists generally. Him being the shortest adds to the all this too I think. Not to mention his affinity for making cute noises that make me want to weep at my big age of 25 and his more calm, lowkey personality, even in variety settings.
Taehyun uses this misunderstanding of who he is to his advantage. I think where Beomgyu plays into the gap to give us a best of both worlds experience, Taehyun uses it in a way that is meant to jar us. Startle us. Catch us off-guard. And I say that because of the ways he tends to go about exploiting the differences in his appearance/idol presentation.
As you've said, Taehyun has a more quiet insanity about him. Quite Seonghwa-like actually Free me help me get me out of here. He'll some wild shit in a tone that sounds so normal that you'll have to take a second to make sure you read the subtitles correctly. One of my all time favourite Taehyun clips is when he was playing a game with Beomgyu and Kai I believe and Kai kept doing some fuck shit and Taehyun threatened to break his hand if he did it again. All blasé and with his disarmingly cute face. I think he even smiled afterwards. Just an insane man. I love him. Also, Taehyun has a knack for making his bits not sound like bits. He's very good at sounding serious and/or playing things off. Which I think he knows adds to his appeal in general but, particularly when he says or does something fucking crazy.
Also, Taehyun is an exhibitionist. He is the exhibitionist in TxT. He's also the most comfortable being sexual. He's perverse in a very typical way. I'm particularly thinking about how he loves to show off his body in a way he knows will get his fans hot and bothered. He loves that shit. He lives for it. I'm not sure how familiar you are with his posting habits but, Taehyun loves to post photos of his back or torso or a front facing selfie where he's shirtless and it cuts off before you can see below his collarbone and caption it with some shit like 'oh, I love the weather today.' He loves being a little shit and he loves the reactions he gets for it. I think out of everyone in the group, he enjoys being the object of his fans' lust and enjoys that power that gives him the most. He's also been very vocal about wanting more horny songs (of course he didn't say it like that but, we all know what he means) and he's very at home performing the horny songs. He's very comfortable selling the I'll put you through the mattress fantasy to his fans. Probably because it's not a fantasy and he's very capable and willing to do just that.
So people see this dude who is so sweet looking and sounding and expect his actions to reflect that only for him to send the idol equivalent of a 'you up?' text on Weverse, be very comfortable talking about inflicting pain on people and use his very pretty voice and face and body to perform how he's more than happy to eat you out and dick down (we should talk about Upside Down Kiss more. What a fucking crazy song).
God, he really is the Seonghwa brand of being a sick freak. Help me.
I think him being a gymrat adds to the whole exhibitionist thing and he's typically regarded as the strongest TxT member. I'm sure that feeds into his whole condescending I'm not as sweet and nice as you think I am and I am very comfortable throwing my members around and I can very easily throw you around too thing. Maybe that's projection on my part though, who knows.
On the two of them together, as a woman who has thought way too much about this dynamic, you'd think they'd clash but, I think Beomgyu and Taehyun feed off each other extremely well. They also generally seem comfortable with each other. They seem to be able to tell where the line is (for the most part) and are wiling to yes and each other's brand of depravity. Taehyun does tend to take the more dominant role though and Beomgyu is pretty chill with following his lead/taking orders from him. Yeah, I'm super normal and chill about that why do you ask?
people who don't use or spend time on tumblr don't really understand how solid this place is for creatives and how we could be living in artist utopia if they fully undid the nsfw ban. the tag system? the dashboard? the silly anons who will send you the most insane sentences known to mankind? having your very old, shitty art make the rounds again because somebody finds value from it and wants to show their friends? no other place even comes close
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so many titles/pet names in sexual roleplay are based on sexist cisheteronormative capitalist or monarchist hierarchy. ridiculous. regressive. from now on I'm calling my domme "Comrade Commissar" and calling my sub "Comrade Corporal," like a good revolutionary People's Soldier should