i put the pain outside my body

fuccck i love a character who genuinely can’t help but put himself in danger. it’s just in his nature. a slave to impulse. a dog going back to its vomit.

Ephraim (The Troop), Clayton (The Deep), Minerva (Little Heaven), and Harry (The Queen) are all the same character in this way…

Clayton and Charity are also the same character for those with eyes to see… the protagonists’ missing loved ones who they have complicated feelings about. doomed playthings for forces beyond their control. incest. phone calls. bodily mutations. their suffering is cold and sterile like unethical experimentation but also hot and wet like sexual violence..

WE HAVE GOT TO START LOVING THE PROCESS MORE THAN THE PRODUCT AGAIN

i dont want a childproofed internet i am almost 30 fucking years old. give your kid an internet safety talk and stop making it the problem of every adult on the planet every time some cryptkeeper legislator gets the brilliant idea (via conservative lobbying) to push through yet another bill gutting our access to free expression + increasing the powers of the surveillance state + lining the pockets of Big Data in the name of Protecting The Kids they wont even feed. this shit is exhausting i can’t believe we’re going to be fighting about it for the rest of my life

People on Tumblr love sharing information about themselves no matter how asinine it is. And I'm the same way. Everybody tell me what the last thing you drank was.

fuccck i love a character who genuinely can’t help but put himself in danger. it’s just in his nature. a slave to impulse. a dog going back to its vomit.

Ephraim (The Troop), Clayton (The Deep), Minerva (Little Heaven), and Harry (The Queen) are all the same character in this way…

Clayton and Charity are also the same character for those with eyes to see… the protagonists’ missing loved ones who they have complicated feelings about. doomed playthings for forces beyond their control. incest. phone calls. bodily mutations. their suffering is cold and sterile like unethical experimentation but also hot and wet like sexual violence..

that scene in The Deep where Luke literally gets to crawl inside Clayton’s head and dig around in his memories and just hang out inside of him for a little bit and experience Clayton’s life through Clayton’s eyes… that was raw sex

only real ones remember when i was tumblr user cancermice

and if you remember when i was tumblr user eyerevolts… we’re married