kiki

you have to let yourself be a weird woman or you will not survive

I find the fact that the Barbie movie is simultaneously being criticized by the right as “too radical”, and criticized by the left as “too nice to men” and/or “too pandering”, quite funny, given that America’s WHOLE SPEECH was about how, no matter what women (like the director of the Barbie movie) do, it will simultaneously always be too little and too much.

i love you insane, unhinged female characters who fuck everything up. i love you female rage that ruins everything else. i love you evil women who don't give a shit.

More thoughts likely to follow, but the main spoiler-free one that’s been churning in my head since I finished Queen Charlotte is that the show is fundamentally about the question of whether it is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.

aftg top three dripping in sex moments™️ no particular order - kevin you-know-i’ve-never-been-skiing day tapping the butt of his racquet on the floor before passing it to his other hand, andrew don’t-nothing-me minyard telling wymack to pick a number and letting the opposing team score that many before absolutely obliterating their offense, neil me-and-kevin-talk-about-your-intricate-and-endless-daddy-issues-all-the-goddamn-time josten telling the king of exy on national fucking television risking the wrath of his father and the fucking japanese yakuza that ‘pity only gets you so many concessions and you used yours up about six insults ago’ bc wHO is doing it like them not a goddamn soul

this whole “never repeat outfits” shit is not working for me. i get attached to one oversized sweater and that’s all you’ll see me in for a week