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i fell for a guy awhile back who told me he loved me, i experienced romance with him. genuine romance, kindness and companionship, and when he said he loved me i didn’t know what to say. eventually i said it back to him and after 3 months of dating but not even having a relationship, he just ended it. i had never been so heart broken before. i mean heart broken, shattered into pieces, i sobbed for hours until my chest hurt, until i practically vomited. i wrote him love letters, something i hadn’t done in years, something i yearned to do, i wanted to put pen to paper to profess that i wanted him wholeheartedly as i thought he did me. anyways afterwards i went to mexico and practically drank my body weight in tequila and lost 10 lbs and his car broke down.

When my fwb was actually fucking crazy and don’t like me 🧍🏽‍♀️ like bro really acted insane but it’s been like almost three weeks since then and now I have a Boyfren soooo who’s winning