emma

oh my gosh so much has happened since my last post. Too much to explain actually. So the guy that I mentioned in my last post yeah so something interesting went down and long story short he got a girl and his girl blocked me. For no reason btw.

Uhh the girl that I had a crush on that’s pretty much nonexistent now too. Nothing happened and I pretty much got over it.

And finally the big update is I fell in love with someone. And he happens to be a year younger than me which is crazy considering yall know this whole account was about me going crazy for older men. But uh yeah I could talk about him forever but I’ll spare the details.

We’re not officially together but it’s definitely happening very soon. Maybe I’ll do a few story times or share some moments. Idk yet.

Honestly idk what to do about this account. Im thinking ill just keep ranting to the void. But definitely no more of what I was posting/talking about.

We’ve texted a few times but I’m unsure if he’s into me. Like yes we matched but idk he’s giving mixed signals kinda. Or maybe I’m overthinking it.

Anyways I wanna meet him so bad that I’m like literally contemplating asking him out myself. But ugh lowkey I have a thing that like a man should take the initiative yk so I’m like hmm well if he isn’t asking me then he’s probably not actually interested.

I honestly thought I was over my crush on my friend. But I hung out w her yesterday after like two months and yeah… all the feelings came back. This time it was different though. We’re not really close since again we met through a mutual friend (who was also there yesterday) but we got closer yesterday.

We hung out pretty much the whole day and it was just the best. I got to know more about her story and she even told me a little secret of hers. (She’s so cute) As I mentioned before, I am more shy and introverted until I really get to know someone but with her everything feels natural. I can be my sarcastic self and she finds it funny. She actually told me I’m funny 😛.

Im glad she likes my humor and joins in.

Anyways long story short, it was a fun day w her. I honestly think she talked to me more than she talked with our mutual friend yesterday 😭 which again is new because we don’t hangout a lot and we don’t know each other much. It did help that she was a little drunk lol. She kept saying the funniest things and asking me the craziest questions. I tried answering them all because she was so cute when she asked.