gremlin time

okay so I love being single. And also I historically dislike being in a relationship. But also my deepest desire is to be loved and cared for. So where does that leave us.

Just got a hard "are you in therapy" from my guitar teacher. 😔 I do not have the jazz mindset. "No mistakes, no wrong notes" okay well my mistakes are an unending spiral of despair and failure and must be crumbled under.

when y'all write platonic sex between a conscious and vast machine intelligence in the body of a spaceship and a fucked up little genderless security android with a lot of trauma and no sex organs it makes me appreciate the complexity and amorphous nature of sex and sexuality and the creative ability of humans to come up with ways to fuck that involve none of the standard human physical or mental capabilities. you're so right, robots would fuck and would fuck nothing like people. Cheers to you my perverts, you've brilliant minds.

Obsessed with fanfiction that has footnotes, not like diagetic footnotes, or really footnotes about lore. Like footnotes where you, the author, explain the thing you had to research to get it written right. I would love to see your hard core research, leave me a bibliography. Barely reference something and I'll check the footnote for a detailed explanation of the offhanded remark you spent an hour thinking about. I want to appreciate your hard work and also learn new fun facts