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and now she’s single. again.
it’s just too much. five months, four people close to me hospitalized. one dead. another dangerously close. two of the four being clients. two clients in five months? what am i the grim reaper!? this isn’t normal. if one more person tells me this is normal for this field or that every field has anxiety, i swear they’re getting punched straight in the jaw. I don’t care if i need a step stool to reach, they’re getting punched. it’s too much. two of these hospitalizations are concurrent on top of crazy school stress. i have a case presentation in four days and im not even close to prepared. i have to change me theoretical model and im not on track for capstone. i’m someone who likes to be prepared. i dont like not knowing and so much is unknown. the last five months. the last one week. and i have no guidance. my supervisor is useless. my faculty is going in academic leave for a month next week. i just i cant. i’m doing everything to hold it together but im failing. i’m just im failing.
do u know what pisses me off? a lot of things where do i start
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please don’t make me go
death is hardest on the living
a list of firsts i’ve had as a therapist in training over the last four months:
1. a kid walking out of session
2. reporting a client to adult protective services
3. having to terminate with a couple because of active abuse
4. terminating with a suicidal teenager not because i couldn’t handle it but because of a language barrier with her parents
5. feeling like i’m failing this family that needs help because i have zero experience with young kids with sensory processing issues
and today, possibly the most difficult…
being rejected by a client and told she won’t be continuing because we aren’t the right fit
i know she’s right. i’ve felt it since i read her intake paperwork. she’s almost 70 and her biggest problem is that her marriage sucks. we didn’t connect or relate. logically, intellectually, clinically, i understand. emotionally? ouch..
to make myself feel better i will now list some happy firsts:
1. being told a teenage client was looking forward to our session
2. a client explicitly expressing that he feels a lot better since he’s been working with me
3. sitting comfortably with men with violent or risky histories
4. setting boundaries between myself and my clients to preserve my wellbeing
5. no longer avoiding topics regarding religion/ faith
and most importantly as of last night
✨✨choosing a theoretical focus and population of choice ✨✨
18 weeks down, 34 to go 🫠
and now a client is dead.
this first came too soon. they don’t teach you how to deal with this in school.
just wanna say i am a big fan of this trope specifically
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thanks for the pain, i need it for my art
a list of firsts i’ve had as a therapist in training over the last four months:
1. a kid walking out of session
2. reporting a client to adult protective services
3. having to terminate with a couple because of active abuse
4. terminating with a suicidal teenager not because i couldn’t handle it but because of a language barrier with her parents
5. feeling like i’m failing this family that needs help because i have zero experience with young kids with sensory processing issues
and today, possibly the most difficult…
being rejected by a client and told she won’t be continuing because we aren’t the right fit
i know she’s right. i’ve felt it since i read her intake paperwork. she’s almost 70 and her biggest problem is that her marriage sucks. we didn’t connect or relate. logically, intellectually, clinically, i understand. emotionally? ouch..
to make myself feel better i will now list some happy firsts:
1. being told a teenage client was looking forward to our session
2. a client explicitly expressing that he feels a lot better since he’s been working with me
3. sitting comfortably with men with violent or risky histories
4. setting boundaries between myself and my clients to preserve my wellbeing
5. no longer avoiding topics regarding religion/ faith
and most importantly as of last night
✨✨choosing a theoretical focus and population of choice ✨✨
18 weeks down, 34 to go 🫠
i think it’s really essential as an adult to stay silly and goofy and weird
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What did you think was going to happen?
my life is a mess. i don’t wanna do it anymore.
