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as someone who has never tried to draw before- any tips or videos I should know of? i want to do cartoons lol. ty!!

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I hate how I have no energy nowadays. I feel so sick. I donāt know how to get rid of this feelings.
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June 8, 2020 - Socks
Hey guys!
I am finishing up the podcast I mentioned yesterday. IĀ āfinishedā (or BSed) the questions already. The whole time I was playing a game on my phone. Whoops.
I learned about the science project I will be doing this and next week. Itās basically like the last flipgrid I mentioned a few days ago but instead I have to make three more. I got to sign up for topics for each video too so I chose the topics I liked. One of the topics was basically the flipgrid we already made so I chose it and Iāll probably basically copy and paste what I wrote for the first flipgrid. Iāll need to add onto it but itāll be a good start.
The 50 minute classes were not that bad. Most of my classes didnāt even use all 50 minutes. Honestly, I was on my phone for a lot of them. Not my fault the class is boring though. Oops.Ā
I forgot I had some homework due at midnight and I started doing it at 11:30. Luckily it was only two pages and I did it quickly.
My puppy (Heās like 13 weeks old) got his first haircut today. Itās funny because his fur is curly but since its short and blow dried right now the hair is very fluffy and straight. So, itās not curly. Itāll probably curl up in the next week. I think heās cuter when his fur is curly because he has white spots and they stand out a lot more when his fur is longer. Itās funny though because he looks like a completely different dog.
Iām currently wearing one grey and one white sock. I usually wake up one with sock on so I grabbed whatever sock I could find, which happened not to match. It reminded me of a nickname my mom would call me when I was younger. Most people think itās weird that I wear socks to sleep but my feet get cold. I need them. I also hate the look of feet in general. This includes my feet and anyone elses feet. So, I like wearing socks so I donāt have to look at them. Kinda weird, I know.
I surprisingly woke up on time for 8:00 AM zoom today! I have another 8:00 AM zoom tomorrow which I am not excited for. Hopefully Iāll wake up for it too. I took a four hour nap earlier so I am not tired at all. Itās currently 1:36 AM. Oops. Iāll be tired probably. I have an 8:00 AM class on Wednesday too. Kill me now please. I know I talked about this a few days ago but I again do not know how I woke up at 7:00 AM everyday to go to school.
I completely forgot about myĀ weekiversary on June 4th. Iām closer to two weeks now. Whoops.Ā
Anyways goodnight!
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This is one of the most adorable Pride posts Iāve ever seen
What I love about the imagery of the turtle is that itās sending the message that they are protecting themselves by being in their shell. Itās not about deceiving straight people (like we are often told), but about the turtleās own safety. Theyāll come out when the time is right and they feel comfortable. šš³ļøāš
June 7, 2020 - Podcasts
Hey guys!
Iām currently listeningĀ to a 40 minute podcast for school. I donāt normally like podcasts but Iām kinda enjoying it. Itās on zionism. Hopefully duringĀ the summer Iāll be ableĀ to listenĀ to more. I donāt normally like podcasts because itās hardĀ to focus on somethingĀ that you canāt watch and can only listenĀ to. Itās hardĀ to writeĀ this while focusing onĀ the podcast. I haveĀ to answer specific questions which doesnāt help either. Iām trying though. I have to listen to another 40 minute podcast tomorrow too. Not fun. I was hopingĀ the podcast was posted to YouTube so I could speed it up. Itās ok. I have a few minutes left now.
My ātā key is still broken and was not helping because I needed to type quickly to answer the questions. It randomly just started working better now. Knock on wood.
I talked about this a few days ago but I am going to have 50 minute zooms instead of 25 minute zooms for two weeks starting this week. I have four zooms tomorrow and one is at 8:00 AM. My sister is going to take me to coffee after my first zoom so hopefully Iāll survive. The idea of coffee will hopefully keep me awake. Iām going to need it badly. Some of my zooms may not take up the whole 50 minutes anyway. My teachers havenāt really talked about it yet.
This podcast is due on Tuesday so I again, did not procrastinate for once. Good thing. I wouldāve had to listen to over an hour of podcasts tomorrow if I didnāt get this one out of the way. It honestly wasnāt even that bad. I checked the second question sheet and it only has three questions when this one had four. So it should take even less time.Ā
I have a lot of homework tomorrow though which isnāt good. Itās my fault though because I procrastinated all weekend.Ā
Update: Nevermind the thing I was supposed to do over the weekend I just did. I suddenly got motivated.
Sorry this isnāt longer but itās almost 2AM and as I said I have to be up at 8:00 AM.
Goodnight!
June 7, 2020 - Keyboard & Typing Loudly
Hey guys!
MyĀ āTā key randomly stopped working on my laptop today. I have to press very hard on it to work which is annoying. But, it is kinda funny too. I was talking in a discord server and I gave up on trying to get the key to work so I made a lot of typos. Itās kinda interesting when keys stop working because then you realize how many words really have the letter in it.Ā
I remember a few years ago a few keys on my laptop stopped working. I think it wasĀ āEā andĀ āXā. There was a few moreĀ too. TheĀ āXā key is probably because it was my sprint key on minecraft, so I was contantly using it. āEā is a vowel so of course I used it a lot. But, āXā is not that common in words so you wouldnāt think that would be the key to stop working. But again, I used it a lot for minecraft. Also, when the first key stopped working, in a few days a few more of my keys stopped working. HopefullyĀ that is not what is happening right now.
Using command F, the amount of Tās Iāve used so far is 152. So... very common. I find that funny idk. Hopefully it fixes itself.
My return key is also broken. The key somehow broke in half. Because of that, I have to use two fingers for the key to work. Itās funny because Iāve noticed on school chromebooks (tbt when I wasnāt online schooled) Iāll use two fingers when I press the return key. I really got ino the habit.
I type very loudly. I used to think it was just my laptops keyboard (I have a 2015 macbook air), but then I was using a chromebook at school and someone told me to type quieter and I realized itās the way I type, not my keyboard. I got a PC for my birthday a few months ago so when I was looking for a keyboard I was specifically trying to find a quiet one. The one I got is definitely quieter than my macās keyboard but because of the way I type itās still pretty loud.
I now have to press very hard to get theĀ āTā key to work now which doesnāt help.Ā
When I used to call a lot on discord I made my push to talk theĀ āZā key. One time while I was at school I was using a chromebook while talking to one of my school friends and I remember catching myself pressingĀ āZā when I talked to them. It was so stupid but thats me I guess.Ā
I spent way too much time on discord. I still do just now I mostly type rather than call. I tried to make up with one of my ex-friends. Itās a long story and I donāt want to explain it but it was both of our faults. We had a normal conversation until she had to go. So, thatās a good sign. IĀ told her I wantedĀ to be on good terms and she said she didĀ too.
I donāt really wantĀ toĀ talk aboutĀ that though.
Oh no. Pressing hard on the key stopped working so I started copying and pastingĀ the letterĀ āTā.Ā Thatās goingĀ to get old quick.
Anyway goodnight!
I was tagged by @dancewithyoutodayĀ thank you!!Ā Iām honored šš
rules: tag 9 ppl you want to get to know better
top 3 ships:
Gallavich and Gallavich again from Shameless. Gallavich x3. Those two have the best chemistry in the world. Period. But okĀ Klaine from Glee.Ā Even if I donāt ship them like I used to, Kurtās one of my favorite character ever and he will always be my baby.Ā Cazzie from Atypical, I was so happy with those girls, gimme more.
last movie:
AladdinĀ live action.Ā It was all I needed.
currently reading:
Iām reading El JardĆn de al ladoĀ by JosĆ© Donoso,Ā I bought it from my neighbor in a yard sale and it has been helped me a lot during this quarantine. But like, literally in this right moment Iām re-reading this lovely Gallavich fanfic āNone the wiserā byĀ LoftecĀ because it always makes my heart feel better.
food im craving:
I donāt feel like eating too much right now, my appetite closes every time iām nervous and well, you know, hard times for the world. BUT maybe some homemade pizza could help š„ŗ?
Now I wanna know this about you š I tag @lovelyklaineĀ @milkymickeyway @loftec @imikhailo @fabreagab @babygoldfish921 @gallavich-and-millagher @mickeys-upset @tryintosurvive
Awww! I feel special š„°š
Rules: tag nine people you want to get to know better.
Top three ships: Gallavich, Larry, and any combination of pairings between the members of 5 Seconds of Summer.
Last movie: my dad and I started watching the movie called like father. We didnāt finish it.
Currently reading: Ten of Swords by forthewidowsinparadise on Ao3. They are one of the people I follow on here but I have the memory of a dead guppy so I have no idea what their tumbler handle is. If you know who they are, tag them for me.
Food Iām craving: chicken nuggets covered in teriyaki sauce. I had that for lunch and dinner and they are so good I want more.
Now I want to know more about you. - @gallavichthings @gallavich-af @grumblesandmumbles @ao3feed-gallavich @cameronmonaghanclan @fuck-me-for-giving-a-shit @hotestshit @heylilmilky @its-a-queer-thing @littlespooneven @nostalgic90s
Thank you @babygoldfish921 for the tag!
Rules: tag nine people you want to get to know better.
Top three ships: Gallavich (duh), Valeska (Jerome and Jeremiah, maybe itās twinleska? Not really sure), Reddie (From IT, Ritchie and Eddie)
Currently reading: Well, I ordered two books and Iām waiting for them to come in the mail. But my last read wasĀ āOne For Sorrowā
Food Iām craving: Tacos, greasy beef (or shrimp) tacos with lots of hot sauce and sour cream XD
Now I want to know more about you. @jamisjustanothermanic @datolya @cannibalgh0st @twinleska @decomposedgod @naydoesntlike-liarsĀ
ThankiesĀ Ā @nostalgic90s for the tag-!!!Ā
Rules: tag nine people you want to get to know better.
Top three ships: (Oh man this is a hard one!!!) Riddlebird/Nygmobblepot (Yes the same characters but I like to think Riddlebird is their villain ship name) Batjokes (Uhh..many versions of Batjokesā¦!!) oh and Iāve fallen back to Drarry..!!! but I have many ships..!!!
Currently reading: oof.. I just finished all the Harry Potter books and it was a rideā¦!!! Now after finals I can catch up on fanfictions and maybe I also can read Curse Child !!
Food Iām craving: Ahhā¦Dim Sum!!!!Ā Ā
tagging: @empressgreyofphoenix @cannibananabalism @jinxofthedesert @i-swear-its-just-me @glittergummy Ā @gh0stshrimpĀ (only do this if u wanna for fun ^-^)
oh damn thanks for tagging me
top three ships:
batjokes(all forms of it), geraskier, harrisco(iām talking about the flash, the wellsā and cisco seem to just have something happening) nygmobblepot because i can add a fourth ship if i want to
currently reading:
the hobbit
food iām craving:
the sweet taste of freedom from my school work
(i also want pot-stickers)
tagging:
@thescarypaper @imhereforthefluff @star-trek-is-my-lifesource @xx-rayne-or-shine-xx @i-ll-be-the-moon love ya @thelakehasabottom @give-roger-his-maracas-back
thatās it š
thanks for tagging me š»š»
top three ships: (ahh this is hard!)
okay⦠avalance (i just fricking love them so much), deckerstar, mckirk, and spirk. (because my shipping heart just cant choose.)
currently reading:
nothing much but soon im going to start reading the fanfics āOh God Not Again!ā By Sarah1281 on fanfiction.net and āSwitchā by Ceres_Libera on Ao3
food im craving:
pizza. Cheesy pizza. So much fricking pizza.
tagging: @bangtanbambi @pistachoz @parafron123 @sunni-808 @wizzypiehigh9 @mayasigma @fablesrose (if you dont want to do it or have done it before than its fine! Its just for fun anyway)
aaw thanks for tagging me!!
top three ships: ineffable husbands (they are so cute, my heart canāt take it), whoffle, bellarke (on the book bc in the show im all clexa), peraltiago (i needed to mention my bbys)
currently reading: ok so this is definitely hard bc i have this weird habit of reading more than one book at the time, so rn im reading ācall me by your nameā and rereading āaristotle and dante discover the secrets of the universeā
food im craving: SUSHI, I MISS IT SO MUCH seriously if i could, i would eat it daily
tagging: @plxstic-rose @kisstherainwriting @nyeddleblog @the-timeless-doctor @mca-attack21 (and anyone else who wants to do this)
Thanks for tagging me hon, sorry an actual eternity has passed š
top three ships: Ack, I change these every time. š¬ Right now, Harlivy, Doctor/Master, aaaaaaand Crowley/Aziraphale
(shout out to Fuffy and Chansaw)
currently reading: Masks of Conquest byĀ Gauri Viswanathan and Bridget Jonesās Diary by Helen Fielding, both from my exam readings. My reading lists are⦠a little all over the place tbh
food iām craving: update since the last time I responded to this tag game: I GOT THAT BURGER!! My burger place opened up for takeout!! I ate a burger in my car and cried!!Ā
So right now I am craving chocolate pudding, which I never eat or buy and have no reason to crave
tagging: @alysswit1325,Ā @aufish79Ā @annabel-lee-the-timelord,Ā @dodie-y3llow, @megth3dinosaur, and anyone else who wants to do it!
Thank you for the tag! I want to get to know you better too! @kisstherainwriting
Top three ships: 13 x Yaz, Yennefer x Tissaia, Mel x Abigael
Currently reading: We Unleash the Merciless Storm (second book in the We Set The Dark On Fire series), also a bunch of rando shit on Wattpad
Food Iām craving: The southwest egg rolls from Chiliās, also literally Mexican food in general.
9 ppl I want to get to know better:
@oldschooltardis @whiro-sh @some-unfunny-url @notorioussora @little-loonyluna @ellaprime7 @nea-the-nerd @normal-cosmonaut @thejinxmaster
Thank you for the tag @annabel-lee-the-timelord! Iād love to get to know you better!
Top Three Ships: Thoschei, Villaneve and Avalance
Currently Reading: I just finished reading The Toll, the third book in the Arc of a Scythe series (by Neal Schusterman). Itās an amazing series and I loved it so much!
Food Iām Craving: I actually just ate breakfast, so nothing really, but I love cheeseburgers!
9 People I Want to Know Better:
@italians-in-paris @sclfmastery @lgbt-alex-16 @tickingclockheart @une-bichette-blanche @timelordsandspace @bellabart12 @koschei-taylor @truthbehindthemysteries
Oh wow thank you for the tag @thejinxmaster ā„ļø
Top 3 ships: Zari Tarazi / John Constantine, Tony Stark / Rose Tyler / The Doctor, and Amaya / Mick / Nate
Currently Reading: The Midnight Lie by Marie Rutkoski.
Food Iām craving: Chipotle sofritas salad with corn salsa and a Mexican Coca-Cola.
I would love to get to know these 9 people better: @writingdreamer @xxlegendsneverdiexx @phoebemaybe @meganwritesbooks @the-little-librarian @chelseaellie @lenalikesllamas @nayanuwa @zaritomeowmeow
Thanks for the tag @une-bichette-blanche š„ŗ
My top 3 ships (Iām terrible at choosing favorites so š”) : Caitlin SnowxBarry Allen, Nancy DrewxFrank Hardy, ReyxBen Solo
Currently reading: What Kind of Girl by Alyssa Sheinmel
Food Iām craving: Chinese food, always Chinese food
Idk that many people yet but imma tag: @gardenrose2017 @redāopti @timetravelingisjustcool @treesofgreen @helloitsroseee
Tysm for the tag @xxlegendsneverdiexx
Top three ships: John / Zari, Deckerstar, and Crowley / AziraphaleĀ
Currently reading: The boy in the striped pajamas by John Boyne and The twisted ones(the second book in the Fnaf series) by Scott Cawthon just for the lore
Food Iām craving: Noodles and Ramen all the way
Iām not sure if yāall been tagged before but: @waverider-to-gallifrey @legendsofgay @thoughtfully-elegant-bitch @captainmarvel17 @puppetsoftomorrow @starcitysirens @lovevalley45
Thanks so much for the tag, @timetravelingisjustcool
Favourite ships: Avalance from DCās Legends of Tomorrow, Deckerstar from Lucifer, and Caskett from Castle.
Currently reading: I finish book, Carry on by Rainbow Rowell few months ago I believe. Iām start itās sequel, Wayward Sons.
Food Iām craving: nothing actually because I just have dinner.
I would love to get know people better: @legends-of-shield @korra-the-red-lion @smoaknsnow6 @decads @zai-sc234 @asnsl @legends-of-beebo @captainpantsuit
Thank you for the tag, @captainmarvel17 ! (:
Favorite ships: Misa, (Prison Break) Natari, (Legends of Tomorrow) Reylo, (Star Wars) and Lams. (Hamilton)
Currently reading: Things I Should Have Known by Claire Lazebnik (Nice book, by the way.)
Food Iām Craving: I just really want some Leche Flan right now⦠šā
Now Iām not sure if you guys got tagged before, but, I would love to get to know;
@iamntsatisfied @unmotivatedintrovert @jackieasia @csengelck @kkingnatalie @yo-let-me-get-a-milkyway @ikeachild08
And for anyone elso who wants to do it. ((:
Thank you @zai-sc234ā
Favorite ships: Calzona (Greyās Anatomy), Jecile (Flash), Slexie (Greyās Anatomy).Ā
(Note: I havenāt finished Greyās Anatomy yet and Calzona could possibly turn toxic and I donāt know)
Currently Reading: Iām not currently reading anything but I just finished reading The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath last week. It was good.
Food Iām Craving: A pokĆ© bowl with specificially tuna, spicy mayo, and this ingredient thatās basically chow mein but I forgot what the place I get them at is called.Ā
Tags: @unforgettable-sensations @the-true-lucifer-morningstar @violentvioletone I donāt really talk to anyone so thats all I have to tag but enjoy.
June 5, 2020 - School & Distractions
Hey guys!
I did not have much homework today which was great! I had this assignment due on Saturday at 11:59 but I did it today. I didnāt procrastinate! Thatās so unlike me.Ā
The boredoms already getting to me. Because of quarantine, I am not nearly as busy since I donāt have 7 hour school days. I have I think four or five zooms a day at most and each are 25 minutes so it wasnāt that bad. Then a lot of my classes did not give much work. Each assignment, for the most part, did not take up a lot of time. This is only going to get a lot worse with summer.
I found out I have no more writing assignments in English! Last week I asked my teacher if we had any more writing assignments and she said she was not sure because she was behind on grading. But, our last zoom is next Wednesday and she said she wonāt be assigning anything. This is great because if she did give us a writing assignment it wouldāve been on the play weāreĀ āreadingā in class and I have not been paying attention at all. Oops. She also has been grading A LOT easier on the writing assignments since school got cancelled and Iāve been doing really well because of that. So Iām happy about that too.Ā
I also found out I at least have some work in one class the week after next week. My teacherās going to explain the project on Monday, so the project will take two weeks. Not excited. He didnāt say much but he said we would have to use flipgrid to record videos which is not fun. If you do not know what flipgrid is, its a website where a teacher can give you an assignment and youāll have to record urself. I found out today you can record just your screen which is useful. But, you can also record using your camera. After you finish recording it makes you take aĀ āselfieā and itās so annoying. You can add stickers to the photo though so if you look bad you can cover it up. LOL. The assignment that was due tomorrow was a flipgrid. Although this is the first time Iāve used flipgrid in that class, Iāve used flipgrid before because my Spanish teacher has been requiring us to use it. I unfortunately had to actually record myself and take an actual selfie for that class. Everyone else in the class did so I felt like I had to. Itās kinda funny when people add a bunch of stickers to their selfie because it just looks silly.Ā
Because of the boredom, I feel really sad. I canāt be bored ever because I need distractions. If Iām not distracted, I get sad. Whatās ironic is that when Iām sad Iām also unmotivated to do things. Things that could distract me. Itās a vicious cycle. I was very unmotivated to post but hey Iām doing it! I talked about this a few days ago but I need to work through my unmotivation. Itās difficult though. Still, Iām trying.Ā
Iāve been listening to a lot of Falsettos the musical (including right now) the past few days too. Iām glad. I havenāt really listened to the cast recording in a while. When I took a bus last year, Iād listen to it on the bus. I think I only did that for maybe 2 months at most though. I get bored of musicals quickly. I used to be OBSESSED with Hamilton. I also love Rent, Six, Heathers, Legally Blonde and In The Heights.
Anyways...
Goodnight!

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June 4, 2020 - Schoolās almost over
Hey guys!
Today wasnāt great lol. Remember how I said my summer program got cancelled but I was possibly going to take online classes instead? Well, I wonāt be taking the online classes because they did not change the price. With the price, I was at least studying at a campus. If its just online, itās not worth it. I did a quick search for some online summer programs I could do and they were all either full or the deadline to apply had already passed. Thereās still hope but not a lot. If I donāt find a program or a job or literally anything this summer is going to be horrible. I will be so bored.Ā
As I also mentioned earlier, I was supposed to learn about criminal psychology and forensic science. There are some YouTube videos on those topics so I can still learn about it a little, but it wonāt be nearly the same. Iāll just have to make do with what I have.
The post where I mentioned the Try Guys got a few notes from people who do not even follow me. I think itās because I tagged it with The Try Guys. I just found that interesting. My goal of this blog is to have fun and actually commit to something, not be popular.Ā
I did not have much schoolwork today which is great. Next week though is going to be a lot more busy. I am not excited. But, Iām almost done. Basically two more weeks now. Maybe even only one more week because some of my teachers havenāt really mentioned their plans for the next two weeks. I do know a few of my classes will end next week for sure though. Hopefully they all do so I can finally be done for the year.Ā
The hardest part is waking up for the zooms honestly. Itās weird because my earliest zoom is at 8:30 AM, meaning I wake up at 8:25 to get on the zoom. For regular school, I would wake up at 7:00 AM everyday. I donāt know how I did it. My zoom classes have all been 25 minutes too instead of the regular 45. Next week though, theyāre going to be 45 minutes. Thatās going to be torture. I donāt know how I sat through 45 minute lectures everyday either. When we finally are back in school, the days are going to feel so long. Each class will feel like forever.
Besides my summer program being cancelled, Iāve honestly been enjoying quarantine. I get to sleep in (for the most part), I get to nap whenever (for the most part). I also am able to control what I eat more. There was a cafeteria at school with things like cookies, so Iād buy something from there everyday. My house doesnāt have the same stuff the cafeteria has so I am eating a lot healthier which is good. Peanutbutter and jelly sandwiches have been my go-to lunch lately. Iāve also discovered a yogurt I love, so I eat that everyday for breakfast. Since I have extra time too, Iām able to make coffee in the morning and trust me, I NEED IT.Ā
Anyway, goodnight!
You will get through this. You always get through it.
June 3, 2020 - New Learning Strategies
Hey guys!
Unfortunately, the summer program got cancelled ;((. Theyāre possibly going to offer online classes. Unfortunatel,y apart of the program was visiting a college/state I had never been to and have always wanted to go, as well as I thought Iād make some friends. But, at least if its online, I wonāt be bored during the summer, as well as be learning about something Iām interested in. I always get bored during the summer when I have nothing to do. I could still possibly make friends through online courses but I donāt know how theyāll work. Itāll definitely be more difficult.Ā
I was doing history homework today and I think I realized something. Iāve always struggled in history. Itās just never clicked for me. Iāve always been confused in that subject and have never gotten good grades in it. I specifically found the wars confusing. But, because of online learning, my teacher has been using the textbook to teach us instead of lectures. And for once in my whole academic career, I feel pretty good about what Iām learning in history class. I think the textbook helps me because I can reread whatever I want whenever I want. I can take my time in understanding. If I wanted the teacher to slow down, I would have to raise my hand in class. But, Iām shy. I also find it very awkward and uncomfortable to meet a teacher privately. I know I should talk to the teacher either way and Iām definitely not a good role model right now, but it is what it is. Hopefully the textbook will help me in the future too. What Iāve been learning about the past few months has happened fairly recently and I already knew some background knowledge on it which is also likely why its been easier. But, Iām relieved and proud of myself.
Even if the textbook doesnāt help me next year, hopefully I can use this newly-found confidence try to talk to my teacher. I didnāt think it was possible for me to understand what was going on in history class, let alone enjoy it. The reason I hadnāt been enjoying it is because I never understood what was happening. But now I do know I can not only understand it, but I can enjoy it. And thats amazing. I should enjoy learning. This can possibly seriously motivate me next year.Ā
Goodnight!
Happy Pride, yaāll
June 2, 2020 - Hobbies
Hey guys!
Again, today was not very eventful. I didnāt have time to practice coding.
I read The Hidden Power of F*cking Up by The Try GuysĀ a few months ago. In one of the chapters, they talk about how if you want to successfully have a hobby, you canāt just do that hobby for a week. You need to continue doing it for several months for it to actually become a hobby. Since I havenāt been able to practice coding the past few days, I was thinking about that chapter. If I really want coding to become an actual hobby of mine, I need to stick to it. I canāt miss days like I have been. The same thing happened with the book I mentioned I had been reading for school. My plan was to read two chapters a night and I did do this for a few nights until one night I had extra time and I read four chapters instead of two. So, I skipped the next dayās reading. This inevitably led me to miss more than one day. Missing one day will just make me miss several. I might not even go back to it sometimes. Although, this book was for school, so I did eventually go back to it after missing a few days. I even stuck to the new schedule I made for it!Ā Same thing happened with a journal/diary I would write in. I wrote in it every night for several days until I missed one because I was ātiredā. This ultimately led me to never come back to that journal (unless you count this blog as my new journal).
This blog is supposed to be a hobby for me and Iām already experiencing some unmotivation. This is my fifth post and I havenāt missed one yet. Hopefully I can continue this streak. I really want to. I know if I miss one day, Iāll likely miss several and not come back to this blog. I need to work through my unmotivation and do it anyway. Wish me luck.Ā
Iāve been thinking a lot about hobbies and passions lately because well... I donāt have any (unless you count this blog but again I havenāt had it for long yet). Whenever someone asks me what Iām interested in, I never know what to say. I canāt say that I have no interests.Ā Iāve been trying to use quarantine to help me find a passion or hobby, even just an interest. I havenāt been very successful but I havenāt completely failed. I learned that I love true crime. I find the stories interesting and I love learning the psychology behind them. Iām supposed to take a summer program in criminal psychology and forensic science starting late June. Luckily, it hasnāt been cancelled yet due to Corona. Since the program is only a few weeks, its possible itāll just be pushed back to later in the summer. Iāve been looking forward to it for several months so I really hope I get to go ASAP.Ā
Goodnight!

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