I’m too much and not enough, in that order.

and you get to say that you fucked up. you get to come to me with tears drenching your cheeks and you get to say that you’re sorry. you get to tell me that you love me, you get to tell me that you will never hurt me again. and you won’t. because this time, i won’t let you. you may think that you won’t earn my forgiveness, but that is untrue. i will forgive you, i have forgiven you, for the sake of my own sanity, i forgive you. the weight of grudges is not something i seek to carry on my shoulders. and you get to say that you fucked up. and i promise, i will forgive you. but know one thing about my forgiveness: my forgiveness is not a second chance.