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A/N: Omg. I cant believe it. I finished a fic??? I've been working on this for months and didn't mean for it to become as long as it did.
Warnings: A strong mixture of smut and angst, with some fluff dabbled in, former lovers reunite again, reader is a doctor, mutant (powers not mentioned), and former x-men, unprotected piv, premature ejacualation, f! recieving oral, creampie (accidental lol), logan almost cries during sex, he's also nervous, lots of awkward moments, doesn't follow canon Logan (2017) but that's probs obvious, i might be missing some things here, also i reread this so many times that i probably missed some grammar too
Waiting rooms are hell.
It made Logan annoyed, antsy. It was clearly busy at this clinic he has regrettably made an appointment at. Almost all the chairs in the room was taken. He had to take a seat between a mother and her daughter, who sniffles and doesn't cover her mouth when she coughs, and an old man who loudly and obnoxiously flips through the pages of a Time magazine- about mutants. He could hear the clock on the wall ticking, filling the strangely quiet room despite the crowd that filled it with a consistent tick.
Every tick made his nerves feel like they were going to snap. His eyes glanced around the room, observing everyone. Normal, every day people. One young woman caught his eye, she looked to be in her twenties. She was scrolling through her phone, and had brushed some hair behind her ear and that got his attention. It was fish-like, webbed, with a bluish tint.
She looked up from her phone and notice him staring. A brief panic appeared in her eyes as she brushes her hair back over her ear. He gives her a small nod, and looks away. Mutant.
"Logan Howlett?"
His name being called caused a sense of relief. He was close to leaving- Not even sure why he came in the first place. He cleared his throat and stood up, walking to the door where the nurse waits and smiles at him.
"Follow me."
The nurse led Logan down a hall to an exam room. The hallway had art posted along the walls, opposite of the doors. One caught his eye, one of Van Gogh's with a vase of sunflowers. He once knew someone who loved that particular painting. It does add a bit of cheeriness to the sterile atmosphere of the office.
"Right here Mr.Howlett."
"Thanks."
"I'm going to take your vitals real quickβ¦"
She checked his pulse, and took his blood pressure, asked a few questions about his history that he left extremely vague. Asked for his chief complaint- which he also left vague, because how the hell is he supposed to tell her what's wrong with him? He didn't really know how to bring up the mutant thing any way.
"Okay, Mr. Howlett, the doctor will be with you in a few minutes." She smiles as she grabs the clipboard. "Do you need anything?"
"That's alright." He mutters with a polite nod. He'll probably sneak out in a few minutes anyway. More and more he's wondering why he even came. What is a doctor going to do for him?
It's only because of Charles, that he keeps going. There's a voice in the back of his head, that makes him promise to keep going- to find the things a man should have in his life, happiness.
He sat on the exam table. There was another clock, hanging on the wall next to him. Annoying him with it's incessant ticking in the room. He was starting to consider breaking it and hiding the evidence in the garbage can when he picked up on something.
A scent. It was familiar, yet strange to him. Enough to make his heart start to race. It'd been a long time sinceβ¦He looked at the door, just as it opened. In you walked in, staring down at a clipboard with your brows creased. You looked up to meet his eyes, and your mouth falls open.
Time felt like it froze.
"Logan." Your voice was barely a whisper as you say his name. You didn't look like you believe what you were seeing, and to be honest he didn't believe it either. You both stood there staring at each other in shock. You closed your mouth, stepping in the room and closing the door behind you. He stood up just as you did so. "You'reβ¦Hereβ¦"
"Yeah." He steps closer to you. You hold the clipboard between you both, keeping space.
"Iβ¦I didn't know you wereβ¦" Your mouth hung open, unable to say it. "After what happened."
"I survived it." He says.
There was tension buzzing between you both. Questions you both wanted to ask but neither had the courage to say. He moved to lean against the exam table, crossing his arms. He didn't take his eyes off you while you crossed the room, looking everywhere but him. It was a reunion, but extremely awkward.
Not quite how he imagined seeing you again.
"How you been?" Logan finally asks.
The tension you were holding seems to loosen. "I've be okay." You say with a small shrug. "I'm glad to see you- That you're okayβ¦"
"For the most part."
"Youβ¦You look older."
"Not sure if I should take that as a compliment, doc." He grumbles. You frowned.
"How'd you- Whyβ¦" You began to stammer, but stopped, regaining your composure as you set your papers down on the desk, and sat down on a stool. Your leg was bouncing like crazy, but your attention was fully on Logan. "Whatβ¦Brings you here?"
"Iβ¦." He trailed off. "I don't know why I'm here."
"Okayβ¦" You felt a bit a disappointment. Reaching for the clipboard again and looked down at the papers. Logan didn't fill out half the form, so you couldn't really go off on that. Typical. The form your nurse filled out left extremely vague answers that you couldn't pick up anything from.
He's never been good at communicating.
You looked up at him. He was staring at you, his expression stern but his eyes were soft. When you met them, he looked away. Fingers rapping along his arms, he instead stared at the window refusing to meet your look again.
You took the moment to really observe him, his graying hair, the lines etched into his face. He looked like Logan justβ¦aged, and so quickly. It's been quite a few years since you last saw him- but not long enough for a change this drastic. Could be the stress, after everything that happenedβ¦.
You noticed a scar on his cheek.
Logan doesn't get scars.
You stood up, walking over to his side. "How about you start with this?" You asked, a hand reaching up to his cheek, thumb brushing over the faint pink line. It looks fresh. He flinched from your touch so you dropped your hand. "You're scarring."
"Yeah," He clears his throat and straightening his posture. "I don't heal like I used too."
"No?"
"Haven't been for a bit. It happens, but it's slow."
"Do you know exactly when it started?"
He shrugged. "Didn't really pay attention. Only noticed it a few months ago. Got stabbed by a mugger while working. My gut took a bit longer to heal up than it used to."
"Ohβ¦" You let out a soft gasp, worry etched into your expression.
"I'm fine." He says quickly. "I guessβ¦I got this cough, won't go away. Think you can give me something for that? Whiskey used to help, doesn't anymore."
"Let me examine you first- Then we'll go from there." You say as you take the stethoscope around you neck and put it on. "Can you take off your jacket?"
He nods, letting the jacket slide off his shoulders. "Want me to take this off too?" He motions to the dress shirt. You shook your head, but he unbuttoned a few buttons anyway. He seemed serious, genuinely asking but you knew Logan and couldn't help if this was some subtle way of flirting by offering to take off his shirt.
You pressed the scope to his chest, listening to his heart. "Your heart is strong." You say quietly, before moving to his back. You lifted his shirt to press the scope to his bare back, making him jump.
"Cold." He mutters.
"Sorry." You smile apologetically. "Breathe in, and breathe outβ¦."
He obliges. When he takes another breath, he wheezes and begins to cough. You quickly removed the scope. A hand rubbing his back soothingly as he goes into a coughing fit. The sounds his lungs made worried you.
He stood up from the table, like he was trying to get away from your touch. Re-buttoning his shirt and grabbing his jacket.
"Are you okay?"
"Fine."
He turns back, walking to stand in front of you. "Listen you don't need to waste this time. Can you just give me something?"
"Uh, no- Logan. This- Whatever is going on with youβ¦I want to help. I need to run tests, some blood work, all of that."
"No." He waves you off turning to leave. "I don't need any of that crap."
"Logan!"
You stood there as he storms out. Again. A creeping feeling of devastation and helplessness crawled up your throat as your heart ached. You always wondered what it'd be like to see him again. Didn't expect it to go like that.
It brought on an old memory. One that only filled your heart with more ache. A late night, filled with exhaustion but comfort. Wrapped safely in his arms, his touch sending warmth through you. You could recall soft whispered promises to never leave, lips brushing over your hair as you were pulled closer. You believed him then.
"Doctor?" One of your nurses appeared in the room. "Are you okay? I saw that man storming out."
"Yeah," You shook yourself out of the funk. "I'm fine, thank you. Umβ¦Rightβ¦" You ran a hand through your hair, mussing it and making you look even more frazzled. "Who's next?"
Meanwhile, Logan had stormed out to his car. He got into the drivers seat, immediately starting the car about to pull out of the parking lot before stopping. He stared at the building where you were still inside, likely going back to work. You didn't follow him out. Not that he expected you too.
He's sure you would've been happy never seeing him again.
Yet he didn't leave. He sat there. Even as the sun slowly began to set in the desert sky. Thinking about you. You still looked gorgeous as always. Still bounced your leg like crazy when nervous. Still had that ability to make his mind go blank like a fool and his heart race.
He didn't know why, but he stayed. Sat in the damn car for hours. Thinking about everything- especially you. Why did he come here? What was the point?
He wanted to die.
So why seek out help? Treatment? To lessen the pain? To feel less alone?
Caliban was who told him about the clinic. It runs as a standard run-of-the-mill medical clinic. Yet it 's also an underground one to help mutants. Logan scoffed initially at the thought, since everyone knew mutants were disappearing but Caliban said there were more than anyone thinks out there- just hiding. He would know, apparently.
He said the doctor who ran the clinic was a mutant- He should have known.
Coincidence?
His hand came up to scratch his beard, before running down his face in frustration. Even now he can feel the inexplicable draw to the clinic, where you resided in. That same feeling he felt since the moment he met you.
Then he fucked it all up.
He stayed, watching the sky go dark and people going in and out of the building. Once it hit about 7 pm, that's when he watched a small group of staff walk out- but you weren't amongst them. The clinic looked closed now, but he never saw you leave. He didn't know why he continued to sit there and watch. You could have left through a different door and he was being a damn idiot.
Then, 9 pm hit, that's when you finally walked out. Locking the door behind you, you grabbed your bag and walked across the parking lot, a few feet down the sidewalk where an empty bus stop rests. There you sat.
He started the car, pulling up directly behind the bus stop and got out. You hadn't reacted to the sound of the engine behind you, didn't even look up when his footsteps approached. You seem lost in thought, staring at your hands that rests in your lap.
"Hey."
He didn't know what else to say. You looked up, surprise comes across your face.
"Loganβ¦" You straightened up. "I thought you left."
"You don't have a car?"
You forced a smile, "It's at the mechanics. I don't mind taking the bus. I'm only a few blocks from here, I don't walk just cause it's dark out and it can be dangerous, y'know?"
He nodded, sticking a hand in his pocket. "I could drive you home."
Your expression faltered, something he couldn't read. "Iβ¦"
"Have you eaten? We could get some dinner." He offers.
You sat in silence, staring at each other. He could see you working in your head his offer. He didn't really even know why he asked. Maybe he was hoping to have some sort of closure with you. Or he was hoping for something more, but he won't admit it to himself.
You finally let out a huff, grabbing your bag at your side and standing up. "Sure."
The diner was some off-road place that he spotted and suggested to you. You just agreed without a word. A bored waitress sat behind the counter, and he could hear clinks of dishes in the kitchen. You and him were the only customers there.
Choosing a booth in the far corner, you both sat in silence. You ordered a simple sandwich and fries, while Logan just asked for some coffee.
"You're not going to eat?" You asked. He didn't respond. You sighed. "He'll have the same." You say, grabbing the menus and handing it to the waitress who only gives a curt nod before walking away.
"Why did you do that?" Logan asks with annoyance.
"You need to eat."
He opened his mouth to retort, but closed it once you scowled at him. "Whatever going on with you, you need to take better care of yourself."
"Who says I'm not?"
"Yeah, the empty packs of cigars and bottles of whiskey in the front seat scream self-care."
He rolled his eyes, sucking in his cheek in annoyance as he looks out the window. The tension between you both was growing worse and becoming harder to ignore. You sat back in the booth, crossing your arms and staring at him.
Despite how pissed off he gets you, you still felt the urge to take care of him. Even now.
Neither of you knew what to talk about, how to even start a conversation. Logan snuck glances at you as you stared down at the table, finger tracing random shapes into the speckled wood pattern.
"So uhβ¦.You seeing anyone?"
You froze, eyes looking up at him and scoffed. "That is what you ask me. Of all things."
"Just curiousβ¦" He mutters.
Pinching the bridge of your nose and squeezing your eyes shut, you fought back the rising anger inside you. "No." You finally say. "I'm not. Haven't for a bit."
"But you have?"
"Yes?" You raised a brow. He nods,
"Were they nice?"
"Here you go," The waitress comes with Logan's coffee and your water. You thanked her quietly, sipping the water as a distraction for this painfully awkward conversation. Logan took the coffee, setting it on the table. "Do you want any milk or sugar?"
"No thanks."
She walked away, leaving you both alone again. Logan piddled, hand tapping against the table before he grabbed the mug to sip the coffee. Once he set it down he looked up at you again.
"So?"
"So?" You shook your head.
"What were they like?"
You smacked your hand to your face, dragging it down, heat blooming in your face. "He was fine, we just didn't work out."
"He treat you right?"
"Logan." You looked at him with disbelief. He shut his mouth, a small grumble escaping him. He looked at the window, watching a car pass by.
"You happy?" He finally asks.
Your expression softened, holding the glass of water with both hands, you let your shoulders relax. "Wellβ¦I got a good job, some nice friends. Nice little house on a quiet street. I guess so." You shrugged. He nodded. You tilted your head. "What have you been up to all these years?" You asked quietly.
"Justβ¦Surviving." He says. He takes another sip of his coffee. He doesn't plan to tell you. "So, what was the guys name?"
This time you couldn't help but laugh. That's one thing that didn't change. Stubbornness. "You want his address too?"
"If you got it."
You giggled, shaking your head, before you turned quiet and leaned in, your voice barely a whisper. "Really, Loganβ¦What happened? Whenβ¦"
"I ran." He says quietly. "With Charles."
You face fell. "Charlesβ¦.Professor is alive?"
"No."
Your mouth opened and shut and you looked down at the table. "Do youβ¦want to talk about it?"
"Not now." He mutters, sipping his coffee. You looked back up at him, he was focused on you. "I missed you." He says after he sets the coffee down on the table, and it took you aback.
Logan was never straight forward. You always had to read between the lines with him to figure out what he was thinking or feeling. You didn't know what to say. "You don't have to say anything back." he adds, fingers tapping along his coffee mug.
Truth is, you missed him too. You never forgot him, it's hard to do so- not with how he had made you feel, and the way he broke your heart. At nights you curled up in bed and your mind would wander back to him- wondering what he was doing that moment, if he thought about you as well.
The times you and Charles talked, or. Ororo, or Jean- or anyone on the team really, they'd tried to give you updates on Logan but you'd cut them off. You felt like you were picking at a scab if you continued to think or talk about him. One time Ororo managed to get some details out- Implying Logan was missing you as well, but you didn't believe her.
You've been hard on yourself for letting yourself get so worked up over him. Now apart of you wonder if that was some deeper instinct to go back to him- or to just go back to the X-men. Maybe things would be different.
Instead of saying anything, you reached out and held his hand. It seemed to make him relax.
"Soβ¦What have you been doing since you left?" He asks. "Were you always at that office orβ¦?"
"Uh no..I actually joined Shield for a bit." You say quietly. He blinked in surprise.
"Shield?"
"Yeah, but then that went to hell pretty fast after I joined, if you remember that whole Captain America thingβ¦β¦so I joined Doctors Without Borders. Due to my history they would send me to work on aftermaths of so called 'Superhero Disasters' especially in other countriesβ¦ Then eventually I settled down here- when they started cracking down on mutants. Had a friend who was also a mutant help me set up the clinic under the table, so it's still a regular family practice, but if you knew they right people and had needs you couldn't go to a regular non-mutant doctor forβ¦"
He nodded, "I was working with Shield tooβ¦Wonder how we didn't run into each otherβ¦." He clears his throat, "Sounds like you've done a lot of good stuff."
"Probably just different locations." You say with a small shrug, wondering what he was doing for Shield. "Besides it's not like you need medical careβ¦Till now."
His thumb brushes the back of your hand. "I'm fine, sweetheart."
You looked down at your coffee. "There's been a lot of weird stuff with mutants happening. I have patients who's been getting sick, losing their abilities for no obvious reason. I'm sure you heard that the population of mutants have been decreasing."
He nodded. "I've heard about it."
"I'd like to see what's going on with you Logan. I could run some tests, do a better exam. If you let me."
The expression on his face told you he wasn't a fan of that idea. The waitress came and dropped off the food. You thanked her, and you both took the food as distraction from the awkward conversation.
Despite Logan saying he wasn't hungry, he ate quickly. You picked at your own plate- his sudden appearance has left you little appetite with the way your mind wondered about everything that has happened in the last few years since you last saw him.
You looked out the window, looking at the limo he was driving. He looked up and caught you staring. You met his eyes and nodded your head towards it.
"Sweet ride." You say with a hint of humor. "You uhβ¦Chauffering now?"
"It's money."
"I never thought you being a driver."
"What's that supposed to mean?" He asks with a scoff.
You raised a brow, "That I never thought of you being a driver. Logan."
He pressed his lips together and looked away, unsure why he had to become snappy- and figures it'd be best if he just kept his mouth closed.
The rest of the meal went by in silence. You could feel Logan staring at you whenever you weren't looking, and when you were, he looks away. When you're done and the waitress drops the check off, you try to pay but Logan takes it before you could.
"I got it." He says as he pulls out his wallet.
"I can pay-"
"I got it." He says more firmly, not looking at you as he counts the cash in his wallet. He leaves it on the table for the waitress and stands up, adjusting his jacket before looking at you. You sigh, standing up with him and leaving the dinner, back to his car.
He opens the door passenger door for you, "Need to stop anywhere else?"
"No. Home is good. I don't live far." You say as you climb into the passenger seat. Logan closes the door, walking around and gets into the drivers seat. He starts it and you direct him in where to go. It was silent for a few minutes.
The radio was on, at a low volume but you listened to the song. It brought back an old memory.
"Remember that one timeβ¦" You started up, turning to look at him. Your eyes fall on his hands that grip the steering wheel. You notice the scars the line with his knuckles. "We got sent on a road tripβ¦.I remember this song came on all the time, like every station you flipped to would play it."
A hint of a smile played on his lips. "Yeah."
"You hated this song."
"Yeah, and you would turn it up to sing along to it loud as you could."
You laughed.
"Didn't hate it so much after that." He continues, looking ahead. "Specially seeing you so happy singing it."
Your smile faltered, and you looked away. The memory was happiness in your heart, but an ache too. One that hurt too much. "It was a nice time." You say, concluding the small-talk.
He reached your house and parks in the front. It was a small house- You didn't need anything big seeing you were by yourself with only occasional visitors. The front of the house had a small covered porch with a bench swing that you read books on in the evening, along with a small garden you work on whenever you have time- lately you haven't, so the garden could use some weeding but not bad enough that you couldn't still enjoy the flowers.
"It's cute." He says looking at it past you. "β¦Can I walk you to the door?"
You nod, and both get out of the car and walking up the small pathway to your porch. You started rifling through your bag to pull out your house keys. Once you found them, pushed them in a lock before stopping.
"Do you have a place to stay?" You ask.
He raised a brow. "Sometimes I just sleep in the limo. Usually get a motel room."
Your brows furrowed and you sighed. "You're staying here tonight." You turned the key and unlocked your front door, and walking inside.
"You're the boss."
You shot him a look, but didn't say another word. Kicked off your shoes at the door, and he did the same. You dropped your keys in a little decorative bowl which Logan took notice of.
"Is that�"
You stopped, looked at him, then the bowl. You nodded. One of your students made it for you as a gift.He looked at the bowl a little longer before tearing his eyes away to look at your home. "It's cozy,"
"Thanks."
You walked further into the house with him following you, not really sure what to do- or say.
"Kitchen here," You showed him. "Bathroom is here, and I have a guest room you can sleep in."
He nods, "Thank you."
"Yeahβ¦" You looked at him. "Well, make yourself comfortable. I'm going to shower."
"Alright."
He watched you go down the hall until you went into the bathroom, where he lets out a sigh and runs his hand through his hair. This wasn't how he expected his day to go, but he couldn't complain.
At least he gets to see you again.
He moved to sit on the couch in your living room. Taking in your place. He could see you everywhere in it. The furniture, the decorations, the aesthetics. He turned to look at a table, where a lamp and plenty of pictures take up space.
Some he recognized as people in your family, others are people he didn't know. Then one, with familiar faces. A large group photo. He picked it up to examine it.
There was Jean and Scott, arms wrapped around each other. Then Hank, and you. Next to you was him, Logan- barely cracking a smile, but he had his hand on your back. The others, Ororo, Rogue- Faces that feel like it's been years since he's since them. Charles was in the center- it filled him with grief to look at Charles.
He set the picture down, opting to now grab the remote and turn the tv on. Flipped through channels but didn't find anything he cared to watch, so he turned it back off.
He could hear your shower running, so he sat there and listened to the water. You seemed to be taking forever- probably on purpose. To avoid having more awkward conversations. Or just dealing with him.
Eventually the shower turned off, and he heard you in the hall until another door closed. You came back out after a few minutes. Your hair still damp, with the smell of shampoo and the same body wash you used back when you still at the mansion- he knows because he buys them for himself sometimes just to remember you. You were dressed in a simple t-shirt and pajamas. He had been staring off into space when he heard you, turning his head where you gave him a small smile.
You walked over to sit next to him on the couch, closer than he expected but still leaving some space between you.
"Are you okay?" You asked softly.
"Yeah."
"Um, I can look around, see if I got some spare clothes that might fit you." You wave your hand.
He raised a brow.
"Might be more comfortable than that suit you're wearing. As good as it looks."
He lets out a chuckle. "I'm fine. Don't waste your time."
"It's notβ¦" You shook your head. Then sighed in frustration. The room became filled with a tense silence and Logan started feeling guilty again.
Desperate for you to not continue being mad at him, he changed the subject. "I uhβ¦Saw your family pictures." He nods to the table. "Your uncle finally get married?"
"Uh, yeah." You let out a quiet laugh, standing up to walk over to the table, examining your collage of photos. "He eloped to some girl he met in Vegas. They got a baby on the way now. She's nice."
"Last time I saw him he was pretty arrogant."
"Yeah. She settled him down though."
Logan nodded, leaving another silence.
"Grandma still sticking around too." You smile. "She loved you."
He smirks. "She was a sweet woman."
"She was all over you at the parties remember? Lil old woman in a wheel chair, she wanted in your pants."
Logan laughed. "She did like to flirt. In front of your granddad tooβ¦."
It caused you both to laugh. You shook your head. "Yeah sheβ¦She was crushed when she found out we broke up. Told me to give her your number and she'll give you a try."
Logan sighed, looking at you with an expression of hopefulness. He looks back at the pictures. "You've been doing great."
"It's beenβ¦Something." You walk over to the pictures. Picking up the photo that Logan had looked at, with the X-men. You stare at the photo for a long time in silence, your expression showing a range of emotions. "I haven't seen any of them in a long time." You say. "These pictures are all I have leftβ¦.Well, and these."
You set the frame down, and moved to open the drawer of the table filled with photos. There you pulled out a plastic bag, unzipping it and handing him a small bundle of photos.
He flipped through each one, finding they were photos of your old friends of the x-men, but a lot of them were you and him- and a lot of just him. One on his motorcycle, smirking at the camera. Another was in the kitchen of the mansion, sipping on a root beer and looking deep in thought. One more, was him in bed with morning sunlight shining over his half-awake figure.
"You kept them." He says, his voice carrying more surprise than he meant to let on.
"Felt wrong not to." You say softly. "We may of had a roughβ¦ending, but we still had a nice time when it lasted."
"Was it an ending?" He looks away from a picture of you and him, a younger version of him with you, arms wrapped around each other. He was looking at you like a lovesick puppy, while your head was thrown back in laughter.
Your expression dropped, you turned away from him, standing up from the couch to cross your arms. "You made it pretty clear back then that it was."
The tone of your voice makes him cringe. He set the photos down. Let silence fill the room between you. Before he could speak, finally finding the words he wanted to tell you; You spoke up before him.
"I don't hold it against you, really. I know I probably seem like it." You say. "And maybeβ¦You did really hurt me back then. It's the past though and everyone is gone now." Your voice began to shake. "So whatever happened between usβ¦ It sucked butβ¦At leastβ¦ At least we got to see each other again. Even if this has been incredibly awkward."
He stood up and crossed the room at the sound of your voice breaking. He waits for you to finish talking before lifting his hand, hovering over your arm like he was afraid to touch you. He finally rests it there, feeling your muscle tense at his touch. "I thought I was protecting you."
You turned to look at him with some confusion. "Protecting me?"
"I wasβ¦.Spiraling. Going down a bad road. Remember?"
You nodded slowly. "Having trouble understanding who you were. All you memories of the years you livedβ¦.But I knew who you were, Logan."
"I didn't." His hand squeezed your arm gently. "I was scared of hurting you. I was scared I'dβ¦.One day lose control. Charles saw it, Jeannie, and I know you saw it too."
You shook your head, opening your mouth to argue but he doesn't let you continue. His hand moved from your arm to your cheek.
"I thought if I chased you away it'd keep you safe from me. That I wouldn't be able to hurt you- That I wouldn'tβ¦" He didn't finish his sentence, as you looked up with him with sorrow.
"You did hurt me."
"I know." Both hands cup your face. "I was stupid. I didn'tβ¦I didn't think you'd leave. The school, the X-menβ¦."
"I almost didn'tβ¦. Then Shield called me andβ¦I just took it as a sign," You shrugged.
"Give me a chance, to make something right. To do something right for once." He says, his thumb brushing over your lip. "To make it up to you. To make you happy."
Your mind raced with thoughts, and one slipped out before you could stop yourself. "For how long?" You asked, doubt in your head, and your heart shielded. Your hand reached up to rest over one of his.
You always took it as a sign of self-preservation, to leave before it gets hard, before it hurts.
"As long as you'll have me." He says softly.
You didn't respond, unsure to give in. What else did you have to lose? You lost him once, you might lose him again. What was the point in holding out on him?
He cautiously took your silence as acceptance. He leaned down to meet your lips, hovering over them just for a moment- giving you every chance to turn him down, to pull away from him. You didn't, you let him get close. Your heart beating out of your chest- just like it was your first kiss with him all over again.
He finally sealed the space between you. Capturing your lips in a deep kiss, his calloused hands pulling you in closer. His lips felt rougher than you remember, his beard tickled your face- although that you do remember. He finally parted from you, but still left little space between the both of you. His nose gently bumped into yours, thumb brushing over your cheek.
"I really missed that." He murmurs.
"You could of had it all these years." You say softly. You didn't mean it bitterly, or to throw it in his face. "Weβ¦Could haveβ¦." You softly muttered. You ran from him too- trying to get away from the hurt, you thought you were protecting yourself. Funny how he thought he was protecting you too. Who's protected him all this time?
A small chuckle escaped him. He rests his forehead on yours. "I know, believe me. Been kicking myself over it for awhile now."
Now it was your turn to laugh. Before you could make a remark, he kissed you again. With more eagerness this time. You brought your hands up to the collar of his shirt, pulling him closer as you felt your body slowly build up with need. You hate how easily he can work you up, even now.
But not really.
His hands climbed into your hair as he licked between your lips. He was desperate, needy, he kissed you like he'll never have the chance again. You had to forcibly break yourself from him to get air. He only lets you get a few breaths in before he kisses you again. His hands left your hair, running down your back before he leaned down to grab the back of your thighs and lift you onto his hips.
Your wrapped your arms around his shoulders, and your legs around his waist.
"Bedroom?" He asks between kisses,
"Down the hall, last door on the left." You breathed, before returning to his lips. He walked down the hall, bumping into things being too focused on you and your kisses to really pay attention.
He stubs his toe on the doorframe of your bedroom door, hunching over in pain. His arms keep a steady hold on you however, so you're not dropped to the floor.
"Fuck!" He loudly curses into the kiss, resulting in a fit of giggles from you.
"Are you okay?"
"Fine," He grumbles, his pride slightly wounded, "Didn't ruin the moment did I?"
"No," You shook your head, your amusement obvious, your hands cupped his face gently, "But why don't you set us down?"
He grumbles but agrees, reaching your bed and gently placing you on your back, climbing between your legs until you were both comfortable. He took a moment to take you in, his eyes soften as he brushes a strand of hair behind your ear.
Your fingers play with the buttons of his shirt, looking up at him. "Hi." You greet.
"Hey."
"Crazy how we are here again, isn't it?"
"Maybe." He leaned forward to press a kiss to your lips, then your chin, and under into your neck.
"A lot has changed." You tipped your head back, exposing your neck to him.
"Yeah."
"You got the whole silver fox thing going on now."
He chuckled into the crook of your neck. "Not exactly what I thought of myself butβ¦"
"No, I like it." You hummed, your hands quickly sliding up his chest, into his hair as you arched into him. He nipped at your collarbone. One of his hands slid down to grab your thigh, bringing it up to his waist as he grinds into your core. He softly groaned when you tugged his hair, encouraging him to look up at you.
Your expression had turned serious, but eyes full of hope. "Do you really want to stay Logan?" You asked.
"I do." He says, before leaning into capture you in a deep kiss. You moan into his mouth, hands keeping him close.
Logan understood your doubt. He did you wrong, broke your heart- albeit he wouldn't let himself believe that for a long time. He truly thought you'd be better off without him. Tried to pretend he didn't mess up a good thing- the best thing he had in years. Even if he never got over you, with the way you haunted his dreams, and seemed to think about you every day for years. No matter how he tried distracting himself.
A few times it would hit him hard. Take his breath away how badly he messed up letting you go. He'd ask Charles to tell him where you went, what you were doing but he would never tell Logan- have a suspicion you told Charles to keep it quiet. Logan wouldn't ask the others that did still talk to you, though he's sure they wouldn't have told him either.
He doesn't know how long he's got. He figured, even with his ability to ruin everything he ever touches- He couldn't mess up worse than he already has. You'll try to help him with whatever is wrong with his body but he doesn't need or want it anymore- He just wants to be with you. Live out the rest of his days wrapped in your arms.
Hopefully you won't hate him too much for that.
Your hands moved back down to his chest, quickly unbuttoning his shirt. He sat up to tug it off, while you un-tucked his white tank top underneath from his pants, which he pulled off as well. Your hands went to his belt to undo that next. Once his shirts were discarded, he grabbed your arms and pulled you up roughly to him to kiss you.
His tongue licked into your mouth, your teeth nipping at his bottom lip. His arms wrapped around you and you both dropped back to the bed. Your hands ran up his back- feeling the array of scars.
"Loganβ¦" You broke from his kiss. Your hand come across a particular nasty scar.
"I'm fine." He quickly says, before trying to kiss you again. You push yourself up, with him following along. His chest displayed silver gray hair that ran down his belly until it disappears beneath his pants. There was another array of scars, both big and small and of various shapes littering his skin. Your fingers trace them down his chest. He lets you, watching your face as you examine every scar. "It's not a big deal."
You looked up at him. Then back down to his chest and belly. You leaned forward, carefully pressing your lips over each scar. You wonder about the story they must hold- Logan has a lot of stories, and you know you're one of them.
Your eyes opened as you brushed over another large scar, skin thick with healing tissue. They flitted up to meet his. His jaw tense as he watched you kiss up his belly, reaching his chest and kissing the scar right over his heart. Finally your hands reached up to cup the back of his neck and pull him back down atop of you as you lay back on the bed for another kiss, where Logan kept stealing another, and another- until he felt your lips finally smile.
"No more fighting." You mumble.
"Tell that to the rest of the world." He replies, his hand sliding down your thigh and up your shirt.
"I'm serious. I'll lock you up in here if I have too."
"Hm, that doesn't sound too bad." He grins. "Maybe you should tie me down tooβ¦. For good measure."
"Don't know if you remember but I tried that once," Your hands climbed into his hair. "Didn't work out very well, did it?"
He chuckles. "Hard to forget thatβ¦"
"That rope was such a waste of money."
"Still a good time."
You tipped your head back and laughed, and he took the chance to start kissing your exposed neck.
"Your turn to get this off." He tugs at your shirt. "And this." His hand moves to your pajama bottoms. "Comfy as they look."
You hum, sitting up enough to allow him to pull your shirt off over your head, and gently lying back down onto the bed. He sits back, letting you close your legs so he could pulled your pajamas off, following with your panties- Which he then had to take a brief sniff.
"Logan-" You laughed, reaching out to smack his arm. "You never changed have you?"
"For you? Hell no." He smirks, tossing your panties to the side. You bit your lip repressing a cheeky smile, but slowly spread your legs for him again. His mouth falls open with a soft whimper at the sight of your pussy, already wet and glistening for him.
He grabs your leg, leaning down to hook it over his shoulder while he kisses your ankle, continuing to press kisses up your calf, the back of your knee, and down your thigh until he was on his belly, fully settled between your thighs.
"Missed this pretty little thing." He murmurs. It makes you laugh again while he presses a few teasing kisses against the lips of your pussy. He doesn't waste another second, delving into your cunt and wrapping his lips around your clit.
You let out a sigh, tipping your head back as your hand curled into Logans hair. He sucked your clit, before releasing and flicking it with his tongue. He licks a long stripe through your folds, and lowers towards your weeping hole, his nose pressing into your clit.
"Fuck," He moaned as his tongue dipped into your hole. He missed your taste. His arms wrapped tight around your thighs to hold you in place as he laps your pussy.
You tipped your head back, your hand combing through his hair before grabbing a fistful of it. "Oh- Lo-" You moaned, biting your tongue as he licked another stripe through your folds. It shamed you to say- but no one could ever make you feel good the way Logan did, and it seems Logan hadn't forgotten what made you feel good either.
"Still taste so damn sweet," He mumbles into your skin, pressing kisses into your inner thigh while he tries to prolong this moment as much as he can. His calloused hands soothe over your thighs before tugging you closer and burying his face into your core again.
He takes your harden bud between his lips, sucking and licking in every way he remembers you enjoying. It's been awhile for him- he feels old, and rusty when it comes to something like this. The sweet sounds you're making though spur him on, giving him the confidence to make you feel good.
He lets go of your clit with a pop, tilting his head to the side to bring his hand up to your cunt. Fingers teased your entrance, gathering your wetness on the pads before rubbing small, slow circles into your cunt. You let out a shaky breath, thighs spreading apart.
"I want more, Lo." You breathed. "Pleaseβ¦."
"I know baby," He coos with a low voice, rumbling in his chest as he presses another kiss to the space where your core and inner thigh meet. "I want to enjoy every second, I'll make you feel good- promise."
Your grip on his hair tightened, as you lifted your hips to get closer. He grins, loving to see you so eager for him, you always were- are.
He - obliging to your wishes, returned to you clit. His tongue playfully flicking the bud while he circles one finger around your hole, and gently pushing inside. You moaned, tugging his hair tighter. He crooks the finger inside you, dragging along your sensitive spot and moans at the way you immediately careen against him. Soon he adds another, pumping his hand and stretching you open while his fingers continued to play with the spot that makes you cry his name. His tongue plays with your clit, swirling around, causing your hips to jump from the mattress, desperate for more.
His movements becoming faster as he listens to you cry for him until finally your body freezes. Your pussy becomes tight around his fingers, walls pulsing and he's awarded with a gush of your cum that he happily drinks up like a starved man- which he was. He kept going, not stopping even after your moans die off into whimpers- he wanted more, to drink every inch of you up. He wanted your scent all over him.
"Logan- Please," You whimpered, finally pushing him away as you go into overstimulation. Your legs shook as he pulled his fingers out gently. He climbed over you, kissing every inch of your body until he reaches your lips.
"That alright darling?" He leans his forehead against yours. Your hands grazed over his chest, down to his hips where you tugged him close and nodded.
"It was amazing.." You reassure him breathlessly. "I missed you, Lo."
He lets out a breath as he meets your eyes- his own full of relief.
"Iβ¦" He looks embarrassed. "Haven't done that in awhile."
You blinked in surprise. "No?"
"No."
He couldn't bring himself to admit that he hadn't been with anyone since you.
There had been plenty of chances- he was almost always in a bar after you left and had plenty of folks left and right offering a fun night for him- but he couldn't do it. Even though you were broken up, he felt like he would've been betraying you every single time. Eventually it just got annoying, and he moved his drinking habits back to the mansion, usually in his room- or up in the attic.
Charles didn't appreciate it but Logan kept it away from the kids, so he didn't hear to much complaining.
Now realizing how long it really has been for him, he's more nervous then ever.
He leans in, running his lips along your jawline and nipping at the spot below your ear. You let him, until your hands removed from his hips press up into his chest. He lets you,slowly following your movements where you push him off to your side.
He sits up on his elbows, a bit of confusion- even a little worry until you in turn straddle him. His cheeks up to his ears change color to a rosy pink as he lays back down, eyes grazing over your body.
His hands that found a resting spot on your thighs give them a gentle squeeze, before sliding up to your hips.
"I'm a lucky man." He murmurs under his breath, his eyes gazing into yours, before slowly lowering and admiring the rest of your body as you sit back and give him a moment to enjoy.
Slowly you began to roll your hips. His cock was nestled against your core, slipping between your wet folds. His grip on your hips grew tighter, leaving divots in your skin. You watched him swallow hard, his expression changing into concentration. He lets out a shaky breath.
"Not so fast sweetheart." He mutters, eyes glancing down where the tip of his cock peeks out between the lips of your cunt. "Told ya I haven't done this in awhileβ¦"
You grinned, rolling your hips faster. His jaw clenches, his eyes flutter, he lets out a soft moan. You leaned forward, your hands brace against the headboard above him as you glide your pussy slowly over his entire length, until your felt his tip hit your entrance. You lifted your hips, a hand reaching between you to lead his cock inside and lower yourself back over him.
"Oooh" Logan moans, head tipping back against the pillow. He continues to grunt as you lower yourself over him, "Darling-" He manages out before he lets out another guttural moan, his hips lift off the bed, and you can feel his cock inside filling you up with his cum.
You quickly leaned forward, pressing your forehead against his. "That's it, babyβ¦" You whisper, grinding your hips against his, making his climax even stronger.
He finally relaxes, panting for breath and sinking into the mattress. You stay seated over him, kissing his forehead, down to his nose.
"Shit, I'm sorry- I'm sorry-" He starts, his hands beginning to push you off him but you stay seated.
"For what?" You asked in confusion, at his sudden change in mood.
"Everything. Fuck." He sighs, his hands slides down his face in frustration. The embarrassment of cumming early hit him hard, bringing back a surge of other negative emotions- and making him feel more unworthy of you. "I didn't mean to do that so fast- I didn't mean to hurt you back then."
"Lo, Lo" You stop him before he could continue, stopping him from pushing you away- He's way too good at it. "Hey, baby, calm down. Look at me." You cup his cheek.
He finally does, meeting your eyes with his own, watery and red. You shake your head, hand softly caressing his hair, down to his cheek. "It's okay. It's all in the past. We're here now."
"Iβ¦" He trailed off, showing an internal fight inside him. "I never stopped loving you." He finally gets out. "I tried to pretend I was fine all these years. I didn't go a goddamn day without thinking about you. Terrified you would get hurt, pissed thinking about another man touching you- I can't tell you how many nights I got on the bike and just drove aimlessly hoping it'd lead me back to you."
The confession took your breath away. You took a moment to gather yourself. Logan was already turning into a mess, and you didn't need to be one either.
"Me neither." You finally say.
"What?"
"I never stopped loving you either." You hovered over his lips, closing your eyes. "I couldn't move on from you Lo, as much as I tried and told myself I could, that I didβ¦."
"I shouldn't have fucked it up-"
"Stop." You say firmly, before kissing him. He kisses you back, his hands tangle themselves into your hair. "Just love me, okay? Right now. I just want you to love me."
You're quickly rolled onto your back with him still inside you. His arms hook under your thighs and pushes them forward so he stayed close, his nose bumping into yours clumsily. His knees brace against the bed, and he slowly pulls out of you- You're both slick with his cum still. He's half hard, pushing his cock through your slit, bumping against your clit and rubbing his cum along your folds.
"Okay." He murmurs. "Alrightβ¦Whatever you want, princess."
You give him a reassuring kiss, meeting his eyes and nodding.
He continues rolling his hips, and your hand reaches down to stroke his cock to help him get hard again. "Getting old sucks." He mutters as he looks down at himself, he lets out a soft moan while you stroke his tip. You laugh,
"I don't think you're doing bad, old man." You taunt playfully, giving his cock another jerk. He lets out a low growl in response and you could feel him throbbing against your palm. You smile, leaning up towards him. "What, didn't like that, old man?" You tease again. His forehead presses against yours and he bears his teeth.
"Watch it, darling." He grits out.
"You started it." You giggled. Logan was fun to rile up- and you could see some youthfulness return in his eyes from your tease. "You going to show me what you got?"
His hands grabbed yours, pinning them above your head. "Damn straight I am." He pushes his cock back inside you until you were completely full of him, causing you to let out a joyful moan. "We got some lost time to catch up on."
You both spent the night doing just that, until eventually falling asleep in exhaustion. You were wrapped in the warmth of his arms when you drifted off, feeling hopeful for yours and Logans future together for the first time in a long time.
The morning sun rudely awakened you. Its light beaming through your half-pulled curtains and hitting your eyes. It pulled you out of a strange dream, back into the real world. For a moment sleep had made you forget everything only to remember that Logan was here- and it sent a thrill of excitement to know he was by your side again.
You reached your arm out, searching for his warmth only to find empty space. Your stomach sinks before you even opened your eyes. Your hand continued searching, hoping that maybe you're mistaken but you're not. When you open your eyes, it confirms what you dreaded.
Logan is gone.
The blankets and the pillow he slept on were disturbed- confirming that he was in fact there. You didn't dream the entire night, the conversations, the intimacy- Your body was sore too. You rolled onto your back staring up at the ceiling, holding back the ache of disappointment and hurt rising in your chest.
You thought he was serious.
Knowing him, he'd probably began to think the worst again. Realizing he couldn't handle being with you again, maybe he never did plan to stay.
You're not sure how long you laid there in bed. Your mind racing with every thought, explanation, that Logan could possibly have. You thought of excuses- maybe everything was just too much for him. Maybe he thought he was sparing you the trouble like he was in the past. Every bone inside you wanted to wallow, but you forced yourself to sit up in bed.
That's when the smell of bacon hit you. Barely there at first but grows stronger. You climbed out of bed, grabbing a robe to cover yourself. You left your bedroom, slow as you walked down the hallway with anticipation.
You reached your kitchen, where you stopped in the doorway. Logan stood in front of the oven in his briefs with light from the kitchen silhouetting his figure, looking up when you came into view. He held a fork in one hand, with two pans sat on the stove. You walked into the room staring at him, then down at the stove. Bacon sizzled in one, french toast in the other.
"You still like french toast, right?" He asks.
"I thought you left." You say softly. His face falls.
"Sorry darling, I just wanted to make you some breakfast."
You didn't say anything, just took another step and wrapped your arms around his waist and holding him tight, pressing your cheek into his chest. He responded wrapping his arms around you as well, lips pressed to the top of your head.
"Told you, I'll stay as long as you have me." You hear him murmur. "I know I haven't been good at keeping promises especially aft-"
"It's okay." You stop him, "That stuff is in the past." You stepped back, grabbing his hands in yours. "I'm glad you're here."
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Waterboy/Herman x AFAB!Reader || 9.3k+ Words || A classic coffee spill between a close friend left plenty of room for playful banter. But who knew you'd both go the whole way?
A/N: I'VE HAD THIS FIC ON THE BACKBURNER FOR MONTHS IM SO SORRY YOU GUYS!!! Thank you all for 1600 followers!! It genuinely means the world to me!!! <3 Apologies for not posting as much, as I've been busy with my recent break and new classes and work, but I'll still be posting, even if it's so scarcely!! Please enjoy!! (Please support me on my AO3 as well!!)
Warnings: 18+ MINORS DNI, smut, AFAB switch reader, switch waterboy/herman, flustered and needy waterboy YAY, romcom romance for a literal second, confessions, mutual pining, fluff and smut, plenty of kissing, praise kink, praise, dirty talk, nipple play/kink, improper use of waterboy's power, body worship, brief masturbation, caressing, HEAVY teasing, dryhumping/humping/grinding/rutting, vaginal fingering, oral sex, cunnilingus, p in v, unprotected sex, creampies, cumshot, multiple orgasms, overstimulation, aftercare/reassurance. (I have a feeling there are quite a few missing, just let me know!!)
You and Robert became instant friends when he joined the SDN, you having been there for about four months before he joined. Blonde Blazer had given you the sweet choice of picking from two new recruits, Waterboy and Phenomaman. You knew Waterboy, the sweet, brand-new janitor who was also hired around the time Robert was.
Youβve talked to the fidgety boy plenty of times, engaging in small talk about the weather and learning new information about his powers, despite them being self-explanatory. The sweet boy simply stammered over every sentence, the two of you growing closer with each stutter, each small piece of information shared nearly every day, whether it was Waterboy talking about his cats or you speaking about your favorite music.
The day Herman had shared his name, the little βH-Her..manβ¦ Herman,β the slow muster of his words had you biting back a tiny giggle before sharing your own. You both repeated your names, a stutter and a quiet voice. Two smiles were shared, yours being gentle and welcoming, Hermanβs having his lip cracked into a nervous grin.
Days after, you chose Herman to join your team, something that quickly fanned the small, kindled flame that sparked from the first few conversations with you. Although he was a guy with heavy social anxiety, he kept powering through, trying his very best on each call you sent him, simply to impress you. Each little praise you cheered in his earpiece had him fawning, mind reeling, and circling the words endlessly. It was like keeping a little coin jar for himself, but rather than coins rolling and clicking against the glass, it was the sweetness of your words buzzing through your microphone.
Day after day passes in the office, small conversations turn longer, invitations to his house or your own, careful of his power constantly soaking through each step and touch. Herman shows you his cats, who curl around your ankles like bracelets, rubbing their arching backs and swirling tails over your legs with affection.
When you chuckle over the brief tickle of hair bristling against your skin, blush couldnβt help but crawl up to Hermanβs pale cheeks, a feeling bubbling beneath his skin. The desire to grow closer to you, to share the sweet moments like these far more often.
You were brewing yourself coffee in the SDN break room, pouring the steaming beverage from the carafe into your mug. You mix in whatever sugar and creamer into the mug, watching the contents swirl and blend as you stir the beverage.
You turn to the table to sit for a moment, contemplate the possible calls youβd receive, maybe how Herman and your team would handle it all under your supervision. Maybe you and Herm could hang out again afterwards, maybe spend some time at his house? As you pondered, you kept your eyes on the mahogany color swirl in the mug, not even processing how youβve bumped into a body behind you, a yelp following from Herman, but an even louder gasp when the coffee spilled over your button-up.
Herman paused in shock, not expecting you to turn around when he walked into the break room, his soaked gloves trembling and stuck in the air in front of his chest, heaving from stress.
βMβ s-soβsorry, so sorry..!! Uhm, I-Iβ¦ I didnβt m-meanββ
βItβs an accident, Herm, please donβt worry!β You quickly chimed in, trying to soothe his nerves despite the burning over your skin. There was still a shift to complete, and you wanted Herman to be focused on the next few calls. The sensation was brutal, white-hot pain clinging to your skin and fabric, a large dark patch of the brew settling over your chest. The heat was so strong that it felt cold initially.
Your body trembled, hands quick to set down the mug on the counter rather than dropping it once the beverage spilled over your fingers. Herman quickly notices your distress, water already pooling in his mouth, ready to spill over. He gives you a look, furrowed brows full of concern, blue eyes watching yours for permission to further drench you despite the mixture of anxiety and guilt bubbling up in his system.
You nod quickly, a plea to rid yourself of the burning sensation. Herman jots forward a moment, slick hands gripping your shoulders for purchase as he allows the water to spill over your collar and chest, diluting the brown tint on your button-up slightly. More importantly, he soothed the burning ache of the brew, the sizzling feeling finally dwindling down as the flood from Hermanβs mouth came to a halt.
Despite the heat slowly dying, tension hummed within the room. The scent of coffee was wafting from your button-up along with Hermanβs guilt and your stinging pain. The water from Hermanβs gloves seeps through the fabric at the top of your shoulders, trickling down uncomfortably. βY-Youβa-areβAre y-you okay..?β He stammers, fingers trembling over your skin.
βY-Yeah, thank youβjustβ¦ Iβm just dampβ¦β Your top clung to your chest, noticing the way Hermanβs gaze darted from your face to your chest, where the stain resided. The residue left the piece see-through, the straps and ends of your bra now easily visible, blood rushing to your cheeks in response to such embarrassment.
There was a clear shame in his eyes as he tried to stammer out a proper apology, his gaze managing to peel itself away from you, not without stealing a few glances at the garment that was visible beneath. Hermanβs lanky body finally jolted forward and past youβTowelβ¦ I-Iβll get y-you a towelβhe huffed while walking past you, his cheeks just as red as yours.
The silence in the room afterwards was thick and heavy, the only sound of water rolling from your soaked shirt onto the tile floor below. He comes back into the break room rather quickly, holding a towel in his hands and a new SDN button-upβpresumably his, considering the length of the fabric. His Adamβs apple bobbed nervously, eyes shakily darting around the room and your face, painfully fighting to look down at your soaked chest.
ββ¦Didnβt expect this to happen.β You chuckled, cracking the silence in the air, his eyes instantly gluing to yours the moment you spoke. You take the towel and shirt with a nod, gratitude laced in your hand that pats his damp, gloved palm. You smile. βThank you, HermβWaterboy. Chin-up! Youβve been a great help, and I know youβll do even better during the last dispatch tonight.β
You passed by him, making your way to the womenβs lockers to change up, simply guessing that Hermanβs eyes were boring into the back of your head as you walked off.
-
You peeled the drenched button-up, wincing as the fabric stubbornly stuck to your skin, goosebumps pattering over your body. The fabric gives after a few tugs, placing it in your locker before sliding on Hermanβs. The size difference was clear, the fabric far more lengthy, the hem of the button-up reaching your mid-thighs as you properly tucked it into your pants before leaving.
You tried to peel your mind away from the way Herman looked at your chest, how his cheeks simply flared up from a glance at your bra from beneath. You adjusted the large collar around your neck, now giving a wider view of your collarbone as you emerged from the lockers. Herman had just finished cleaning up the mess of water and coffee on the tile when you gave him a gentle tap on his shoulders.
βO-Oh..!β He stammered, looking up at you as he moved to sit back on his haunches, a cloth in hand, before you gently tugged his arm up.
βNext shift is in fiveβIβll help you out, Herm.β
βAhβIβ¦ r-rightβ¦β The jittery male nods, another obvious glance to your collarbone had blood rushing back to his pale cheeks once more. You could only giggle, hand tapping his shoulder reassuringly. βEyes up, Herm. Canβt have you too distracted. It was an accident!β
Herman let out an awkward sound between a laugh and a choked-back cough, eyes quick to stare at yours. βR-Right, I k-know... HappenβW-wonβt happen againβ¦β He nods timidly.
βLetβs get to work, yeah?β
-
Hours later, the rest of the team had gone home, Waterboy being the last person out on a call. He completed all of his calls surprisingly well, even exceeding in most missions that you assigned him to. Herman easily returns to the SDN with hardly any scratches, a small, quirky smile plastered on his face.
βYou still owe me a new shirt, Waterboy.β You giggle, covering up your small smile with a hand to your lips. βEven with the hard work youβve done today, but thatβs for another day. Great work out there!β
You return the gleeful expression, giving him a head nod and thumbs up as you slide off the headset. You began to gather a few of your belongings, ready to head back to your special little apartment.
βY-Yeah, mβreal s-sorryβ¦β Waterboy blabbed, following you like an apologetic dog, practically pouting as the two of you continued to speak, walking to your car.
βRelax, Waterboy. Iβm teasing, I promise.β You pat his shoulder softly.
βI know!β He squeaks, the guilt more than obvious on his face. βItβs justβu-uhβ¦ I did burning coβcoffee over youβ¦β
Hermanβs eyes wince as he looks at your chest, but he couldnβt even tell if it was over the thought of your bra being previously visible, or just from the look of his shirt hugging your collar loosely.
βYβknow, for someone that controls water, youβre just a bit worse at keeping yourself from spilling.β You lightly joked, a gentle bump of your shoulder against his.
βS-Sβnot my f-fault youβreβd-distracting..!β
Hermanβs words immediately died in his throat, cheeks quickly burning at the slip of his admission. You had even paused in opening your car door, the words sending the smallest hint of shock through your body.
βDistracting?β You cock your head, eyes widening a fraction, and arms crossing over your chest while leaning against your car. Your fingers curled around the parted door, thumb toying with the dull edge of its frame.
He continued to stutter, desperately trying to dig in his mind for words until he whimpersβactually whimpered.
ββ¦I like you! R-Reallyβ¦ really, really like y-youβoh godβ¦then when I spilled y-your coffee, IβI couldnβt s-stop thinking a-aboutβ¦β Hermanβs words continued to trail off, cheeks growing notably redder the more he went on, his hands coming up to shield his face, fingertips causing the tips of his hair to crimp against the digits.
Despite the initial wave of shock that ran through your mind, you could only admit how you reciprocated these feelings towards Herman. How heβd kindly offer to clean your cubicle after a long day, long chats just like this one after a shift, hanging out together with Robert, even alone sometimes. All of the moments that you spent together all built up to this opening now, and you couldnβt feel any more grateful.
You let out a small exhale, a hint of laughter at the end of your breath before you began to pry his hands gently away from his reddened face.
βHerm, deep breaths now.β You spoke softly, quiet as if you were attempting to pet a shaky newborn fawn. βMβnot mad, pleaseβ¦ IβI really like you backβ¦ really, really.β
ββ¦R-Really?β He stutters, his hands shaking and wrist trembling in your hands.
βReally.β
Hermanβs eyes search yours as if to detect any lies. Maybe he misheard you? What if youβre trying to make him feel better? Thereβs no way youβd like him after spilling your coffeeβfumbling every word he spoke. His eyes wandered down again. They roamed to the curve of your lips, noting how they were slightly parted, back down to your chest, where the coffee was once spilled.
His throat bobbed nervously, βIβmβ¦ Iβm justβ¦ β Hermanβs words caught in his throat, unsure of how to portray the rush of emotions swirling inside his mind, like a blend of ice cream, sweet thoughts blending with the rocky toppings of doubt.
You move so your hands wrap around his, fingers curling between the gaps tenderly, giving them a gentle squeeze. βYouβre you. Clumsy, sweet, far too kind to the others. Considerateβ¦ handsomeβ¦ I wouldnβt want you any other way, Herm.β You smile warmly.
Your words snapped the trembling male out of his trance, breathing out, tension and traces of doubt leaving with the exhale. βO-Oh,β His lip quirked, slowly forming into a tiny smile, small and nervous.
βThenβ¦ does that m-mean youβd w-wanna goβto go outβ¦ sometime? Likeβ¦ properly..?β
You couldnβt help the toothy smile plastered to your face, sweet and dorky. You carefully lean close to his glossy, slick cheek, giving him enough time to move from your advance. You gently press your lips to his cheek, slow and careful so as not stress Herman out too much.
You pull yourself back, hands still intertwined with Hermanβs, giving them a gentle squeeze again. βHow about tonight? At my place?β
βY-Yeahβ¦ Yeah.β He breathed. βIβd l-love that...β With the clumsy lift of his hands, Herman brings your hands to his lips, the slightly damp press leaving a small ring of moisture over your knuckles. He looks up, stunning blue eyes bearing into yours.
βL-Lead the way..!β
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The door of your apartment clicks shut behind you. You gave Herman a moment to breathe while you went to fetch some towels, placing them down to lead your room, wanting him to feel as comfortable as possible. You ended up placing some upon your bed, which had Herman grow just a bit flustered.
βYouβreβpreparedβr-really preparedβ¦β He mutters, gloved hands fumbling with each other.
βWouldnβt want you to flood the apartment, yeah?β You giggle softly, moving to sit down on your bed, patting the space beside you as an offer. Herman nods timidly, stepping closer like a tide to the shore.
Herman remains quiet for a few moments, taking in the feeling of the mattress sinking between your shared weight, examining the posters and other items in your room that made you⦠you. The two of you may have spent plenty of time together in and out of SDN, but Herman wanted to learn everything. His heart felt so full for you.
You peel your eyes away from your knees to glance at him, letting your knee knock gently against his. βYou okay?β
βHappy, j-justβ¦ happy.β He nods, his gaze flicking to your own, full of vulnerability, yet never more certain. His words were so deeply honest that they stole your breath for a moment, a gentle smile forming on your lips.
βIβ¦ I donβt want to rush things with you, Hermie.β You spoke gently, body turning to fully face him, tilting your head to properly look at him. βCan you tell me that youβre comfortable here? I know youβre happy, I am too! I just would like to make sure.β
Hermanβs head dips slightly in embarrassment, cheeks flushed red. He was entranced by your beauty beneath the dim lamplights in your room, the small shine of white in your eyes acting as a hypnotizing spiral to his mind. He swallowed, throat bobbing, heart beating rapidly in his chest.
βI amβ¦ M-Moreβ¦ more than comfortable w-with you, y-you makeβsafeβ¦ make me f-feel safe.β
The admission was soft, nearly causing his voice to crack. The moment of vulnerability quickly washed away, he locked eyes with yours, a small wave of panic now rising over, brows quirking up. Your fingers brush his knee reassuringly, a small, gentle squeeze over the fabric of his suit.
βI was going to say that I was planning on changing my shirt, since, yβknow.β You tapped the divot in your shirt just above your chest, the large button-up Herman had given you a bit loose over your frame. βDonβt wanna make you feel rushed or anything, even if you were looking at me a little funny when you spilt that coffee, a little lower, maybeβ¦β
βIβI wasnβt!! N-Notβ¦ not on p-purposeβ¦β Herman squeaked, ears turning a bright red as he hid his face behind his gloved palms.
βSoβ¦ did you notice how it made my shirt kinda see through?β
ββ¦Maybe...β He drags his hands down, eyes barely peeking out of embarrassment, looking practically scandalized, red face growing even darker. βY-Yβknow, youβ¦ youβgoodβy-you looked g-goodβ¦ despite the coffeeβ¦β
You couldnβt help the brief shock that showed in the raise of your brows, eyes widening a fraction at the admission. Your mouth was slightly agape, closing in a silent, flustered daze, trying to round your thoughts back up. βEven with the coffee...?β
Herman nods, the small curls at the ends of his hair bouncing with his movement. βI s-still felt bad, obviouslyβ¦ I-Iβ¦ just couldnβt keep my e-eyesβ¦ BeautifulβY-youβre just s-so beautifulβ¦β
You already noticed the way his eyes jotted down to the stain in the moment of the spill, his stare burning far more than the coffee itself. But god, Herman's confession truly left your thighs pressing together with a small, growing heat between them.
βYou couldnβt keep your eyesβ¦ what?β You shifted just a tad bit closer to Herman, thighs and knees now fully touching, hands resting over your lap.
He let out a choked noiseβsomewhere between a whimper and a groan of embarrassmentβwhile the question hung heavily between the two of you. His own hands drop to his lap, gripping the rubbery texture of his suit, a poor attempt at trying to cope with the fact that he was simply in your vicinity, in your room, being questioned as if he were in a damn interrogation.
βEverywhere,β he quickly admitted, voice cracking, βIβ¦ I tried to b-be respectful, andβ¦ the s-shirtβthe shirt w-was so wet, I-Iβ¦β He faces you, beads of sweat and water clinging to his cheeks, brows furrowed in shame like a poor, guilty puppy. That precious, sorrowful look alone made the heat curl more intensely within your belly.
His fingers twist in his lap, curling and catching onto each other as his leg bounces anxiously. You couldnβt help the small, appreciative chuckle that spat past your lips at how adorable he looked. βRelax, relax!β You quickly simmered him down, teasing yet gentle. You take one of his gloved hands tugged the fabric at the tip of his finger for approval. His brain short-circuits, nodding after a brief pause.
You pull the glove from its snug fit on his hand before guiding it to the collar of your button-upβhis shirtβwith his fingers hovering just over the first button. βI think itβs reallyβ¦ hot,β you huff, βI really wouldnβt mind if youβdβuhmβ¦ like to take another lookβ¦β
Hermanβs fingers twitch over the button, breath hitching from the thought. βIβ¦ r-really..?β He breathed, water already beginning to slowly dribble down his digits and onto the button-up, a great contrast to the heat continuing to pool in your belly.
βMhm, I think Iβd really like that, Hermie.β
Hermanβs poor chest heaved as he swallowed, trying to mentally prepare himself while his fingers already went to work, slender digits popping the first button out of its loop. One by one, the buttons came undone, each growing expanse of skin making his mind spin, purely drunk on you. The reveal of your cleavage, the basic black bra that was impossibly a tint darker from the coffee, supporting your breasts so nicely, Herman thought he was going to black out.
Your eyes followed his every move, watching the intricate way his fingers worked to undo the buttons, unraveling his beautiful reward. Your gaze moves up to his, nose scrunching in a small flinch when he realizes youβre staring.
Beads of water began to stick to your skin, slowly dribbling down your collarbone and down the swell of your breasts, the look nearly making him groan in appreciation. He takes a moment to pull the other glove off his hand, then carefully slips the sleeves off your arms. He wanted to remain silent for the moment, finally shut up, keep his silly stutter down while he practically drooled over youβbut god, did you look beautiful.
His hands felt oddly cool against your body, goosebumps breaking out from the damp touch of his slender fingers against your skin. The moment he watches a bead of water trail down, disappearing between the valley of your breasts, he whimpers, a desperate choked gasp quickly following behind.
βY-Youβreβ¦ oh godβ¦β He mustered up, voice a complete wreck. βCan Iβ¦ P-Please, uhmβ¦β
You grab his wrists, gentle yet equally as desperate as his trembling voice. βPlease, Hermie. I want you to touch me.β
He nods, eyes glossy with need despite the permission, hands running up your sides and meeting behind your back. Herman unclips your bra with time, his hands still shaking as he helps pull the fabric off your chest. He couldnβt help that silly, awe-filled look when he sees your bare breasts, nipples tightening in the air.
βYouβYouβre s-so beautifulβ¦ Pretty, so p-prettyβ¦β He whispers, half-lidded eyes glued to your mounds, hands slowly coming up to cup them, the cold, damp sensation making you shiver and whine. Your brows furrowed, his cool, clammy hands blissful against your sensitive nipples. He began to thumb the pebbled skin, eyes widening at the way you instantly arch into his touch, the heat in your belly now bubbling from his touch.
βSoftβp-perfectβ¦ Isβ¦ Is this g-good? Please tell m-meβ¦β Hermanβs voice trembled, thumbs circling over his nipples, rotating between fast and slow movement, wanting to savor the precious look of your desperation for more. You nod, biting your lip with the delicious feeling of the cool droplets of water dribbling down your heated skin. βH-Hermieβ¦ Please keep going...β You whine, fingers gripping his wrists tight, but not enough to stir any panic within him.
A guttural moan escaped Herman when you clenched his wrists, the needy plea that bubbled in your voice making him shudder, his suit gradually growing tighter. βPleaseβg-god, pleaseβsay m-my name again...β He spoke, voice wrecked, his control slipping with each prod of his thumbs and fingers. βPlease, I-I wanna hear y-you say itβ¦ p-please tell me Iβm g-goodβIβm good, s-so goodβ¦β
βHermieβyouβre perfectβ¦ y-youβre soβ¦ nghβ¦β Your words are broken, whimpers and small moans spilling between each word as his thumbs sped up, digging gently into your sensitive buds, occasionally tugging and pinching just enough for your thighs to press even more harshly together. βSo good, so good to me..!β
Herman let out a breathless gasp, brows furrowing, hands moving more boldly, his hips jerking into nothing. βW-WantβNeedβ¦β He could hardly muster up anything when his hands began to squeeze your mounds, his arousal now noticeable from the fabric of his suit. He buries his head into your shoulder, water beginning to drench the ends of your hair and skin, rolling down your back like melting ice cubes.
You watched in awe as he shifted, letting a hand move away from your breasts to help move your legs on either side of him, his clothed heat finally rutting between your own. His hand quickly returns to your breasts, kneading the soft flesh as he continues to moan, breathing heavily into your neck in shame. Your breathing matched his, ragged and desperate for more.
βP-Pleaseβ¦! I-I, oh f-fuck, god..!β Herman couldnβt hold himself anymore, practically melting from your words and body, his hips grinding a few more times into your clothed arousal before he came in his suit, a loud, strangled moan muffling into your shoulder. His clammy hands slowed their movements, head gone lax over the crook of your neck while the aftershocks of his orgasm ran through his body.
You were left in utter awe, the delicious press of his clothed cock nudging right against your clit had your breath stuttering. βH-Holy shit, Herm.β You mustered up, hands still holding onto his wrist, gently moving up his arms to cup his reddened cheeks. You gently guide his head from its hiding space, getting a good look at his destroyed form.
βIβmβI-Iβm so sorry, s-sorryβ¦ I didnβt l-lastβ¦ gahhhβ¦β His voice came out in a pathetic whimper, and those eyesβgod those eyesβfull of worship and gratitude. He looked like the incarnation of defeat, large blue eyes shaking, mouth left agape and trembling.
Hermanβs face was beet red, eyes wide like a frightened fawn, panting uncontrollably with sweat and water coating his skin. Your thumbs rub over his cheekbones, slow and calm, attempting to cool his poor little head. βYouβre beautiful, wonderfulβyou wereβ¦ so good.β
βB-but I didnβtβ¦ I d-didnβt get to y-youβ¦β His voice was quiet, another hard swallow, eyes looking down into your eyes, full of guilt even while melting into your touch. Β
βAnd thatβs okay, I canβ¦ take care of myself.β You hum, fingers slowly trailing up to the zipper on his suit, fingers resting above his collarbone. βI just may need some of your help, if you donβt mindβ¦β
God, just the way he was so willing to help you indulge in such pleasure despite being in such a ruined state sent a cold thrill down your spine, heat pooling more intensely in your belly. His hands absently ran down to your waist, thumbs idly running circles over your soft skin, even with your deadly stare, and tease down his zipper.
βA-Anythingβ¦ I wantβIβll do a-anything I can, g-give what you n-need.β A gentle, soft promise, the fractional tightening of his hands on your sides making you nearly gasp. His lip trembled just watching your index and thumb slowly drag the zipper of his suit down his chest. It was like opening a present, mapping out the contents beneath, a true gift to be opened and revealed.
βYouβre so sweet, Hermie.β The metal of the zipper clicked with each slow pull, the water-sweat mixture making his skin seem glossy beneath your dim room light. You give him a moment to back out the moment you begin to slip his arms out of the sleeves, gently tugging his white undershirt off, to which his eyes practically begged for more.
You left him with his suit pooling at his waist, pale torso bare to the warm glint in the room, hands reaching up to remove his goggles, gently running a hand through his slick hair, relishing in the cool feeling.
βCan I kiss you?β
βO-Oh, pleaseβp-please.β Herman nods with a gentle bite of his lip, right as yours came to press against his. They were soft and moisturized from the constant water production, small droplets of water dribbling down your chin and neck, cool streaks causing your goosebumps to resurface. You cupped your Hands over his cheeks, eyes closed, and kissed him passionately, letting whatever hints of lipstick and lip gloss gently smear over his lips.
As you began to trail them down to his neck, Herman whimpers from the initial loss of your lips on his, something he never knew he wanted, needed so badly. Either way, you leave a wake of kisses over his collarbone, hands roaming down his toned torso. They run down the hint of abs, coming up to eventually thumb at his own nipples, earning a cute moan out of him.
Hermanβs eyes close in pure bliss, brows pinching, his own hands gripping your waist tighter as you toy with his pebbled peaks. His head was spinning, spiraling with just the thought of you alone, breath catching in his throat, feeling you litter his body in kisses and touch. In the moment, you pull one hand away, falling down to the button on your pants while the other hand rests on his forearm.
βOhβWould you like to..?β You paused, a genuine question to Herman, your own breath nearly catching when you looked up once more to catch a glimpse of his wrecked state.
βYes,β his response was instant, βY-Yes, pleaseβ¦β
You smile warmly, hands guiding his trembling ones down to the button and zipper. βGo ahead,β you breathed, a quiet encouragement.
His hands shook with a mixture of nervousness and excitement, shakily undoing the button and unzipping your pants, to which you lift your hips without instruction, leaving you in just your panties. βYouβre doing so well, Herm,β you murmured, hand reaching to cup his cheek once more, thumb running over his quivering bottom lip.
Herman poorly attempted to steady his breathing, but the hypnotizing feel of your hand on his cheek made his breath catch once again, a quiet whimper bubbling past his lips when he looked at you. Those pretty blue eyes were looking up at you like a puppy waiting for instructions, and you fucking loved it.
You keep your hips lifted with the help of one hand pushing into your mattress, the other taking one of Hermanβs hands and resting it on your hip, right over the elastic of your panties. You tugged your joined hands down slowly, so slowly, watching beads of sweat and water roll down Hermanβs temple as you went on.
It didnβt even register within his mind that he had held his breath, a mixture of a groan and exhale spilling shamelessly with the drag of your hands together. He watches with wide eyes, hand soaking the waistband of your panties easily, and the groan that leaves him when you finally kick your panties off after the painfully slow drag. It sounded like he was about to die, looking at your bare body as if you were a genuine piece of art, looking at beauty reincarnate.
βGodβ¦β The sound that left him was a desperate little gasp, eyes trying to drink in all of your beauty, the soft perfection that laid infant of him. His hands rest on either thigh, palms dampening the skin with water, giving them a bold, gentle squeeze. βC-Can I..?β
Even with the desperation in Hermanβs eyes, voice thick with need, you shake your head, wanting to follow through with your little plan to fluster him further. You simply couldnβt get enough.
βLubeβ¦lubeβ¦β you mutter, fingers reaching up to his lips, to which he parted open to protest in embarrassment at how close the digits have gotten to his quivering lips. Herman looked as if he were shot, truly stuck in a trance as his eyes remained on yours before your voice broke through the lust fogging his mind.
βHermieβ¦ lube, please?β
β¦Oh.
The cogs and gears in his mind began to turn. He hesitantly parts his lips, your fingers sinking past his teeth and resting on his tongue before feeling a gentle flood of water fill his mouth, cooling and drenching your digits. The water dribbled down your hand and your other fingers with ease as the water spilled from his inviting mouth.
The sensation was truly strange at first, the gush of water trickling down the side of his lips, which you generously lapped up on your own mouth. This earns another hushed groan from the man, his whole fawn-like body shaking from you.
For you.
βYou always listen to my calls so wellβ¦ You did so great today tooβ¦β
You trailed your slick fingers down to your folds, dragging them along with sensitive flesh, body shivering from the cold sensation before delving two into your already drenched heat. Herman lets out a breathless gasp, watching in awe as your middle and ring fingers are swallowed whole by your cunt.
Your digits worked slowly, letting Herman savor the view, each wet little squelch that filled the silence, mixed in with your low whimpers and gasps. He caught every little movement, your head tipping back occasionally, the way you looked at him like you wanted him to devour him whole, or even the other way around. The look of passion in your eyes had a lick of heat shoot up his spine and straight to his cock, to where his length began to harden once more. The fact that your thighs were twitching beneath his touch had him reeling, water glazing over your skin and onto the towels below the two of you.
βIβ¦ I would do this after youβd leaveβa-ahh fuckβ¦ After weβd hang out, youβve always made me so happyβ¦β
Hermanβs breath hitched againβeyes only locked onto your fingers, soaked with his water and your arousal. His hips thrust into the mattress without thought, a filthy, lust-filled exhale shuddering past his lips as he shifts his body, cock now pressed against your inner thigh. ββ¦M-Me t-too... I-IβOh my g-godβ¦β Just the idea of you sitting on your bed every night, touching yourself to the point of ecstasy after spending time with him, made his mind melt.
You take a moment to remove your fingers, sticky arousal coating the two before slowly holding them up to Hermanβs lips, to which he quickly parted, this time, letting himself finally get a taste. He whimpers loudly, eyes glossy as if he were going to cry in the very heat of the moment. You taste so divine on his tongue. The fleshy muscle swirls around your digits, trying to lick the substance clean off your fingers while also lubricating them with water a second time.
You gently peel your fingers from his mouth and circle them over your folds again, playing with your clit enough to draw louder moans from yourself.
βY-You taste so, s-so good, please, Iβ¦ I want toβ¦β Herman mustered, his hand reaching to grasp your wrist, his other hand trailing close, thumb hovering above your bundle over nerves. βPlease, p-please let me h-helpβI want to s-so badβ¦β
βYes,β you whispered, almost too soft to hear. βYes, please, HermieβO-Oh, fuck..!β
He quickly starts the second you nod, thumb working circles over your clit while his middle and ring sink into your heat, curling up and prodding against the sensitive gummy spot within that had you mewling. You bring a hand up to his hair, gripping to ground yourself, not quite tugging. Your other hand held onto the wrist of his working hand, gently guiding him.
Hermanβs hips continue to rut against your thigh, face a deep red color, panting like a damn animal, wanting to watch you truly unravel. Your heart pounds against your ribcage like a drum from the feeling of his long fingers filling you so nicely and the stunning look of his form melting for you, desperate for you.
βG-Goodβso good, Hermie!β You moan out, already growing close to how quickly his fingers were working to bring you to the point of pleasure. βO-Ohβohhh my godβ¦ P-Please, Herm..!β
Youβre already guessing he was close with how quickly he rutted his clothed cock against the meat of your thigh, taking advantage of the plushness of your skin. You mentally note the mess in his boxers that had occurred earlier from toying with your breasts and grinding into your clothed heat, the stains obvious in the fabric, enough to make you moan again. In the blink of an eye, you tug his hand away and tug his boxers and suit down again, now pooling at his knees. You wince at the brief loss of stimulation, but bring his hips closer to yours, shaft now lined up with your slick heat.
You lift your hips, moaning when his cock head glides through your folds, kissing your clit each time with ease, a bridge of precum breaking and appearing with each press of his sensitive head against your nerves.
Only the wet sound of your sexes grinding against each other and broken cries and pleas filled the air. You press your palm down on his cock, making sure the pressure is added as he humps your sex, the friction making you squirm far more, that burning inferno of an orgasm nearing. βC-Cum on me, Hermie, p-please, youβve been so good, youβre s-so, so goodβ¦β
βG-Gahhβ¦ I canβtβOhβ¦ p-please,β he moans your name like a prayer, chanting along at your praise and encouragement, βO-Ohβ¦ I-I canβtβ¦ f-fuck!β
The pitch of his voice rises, a broken cry tearing from his throat as he came hard, cock twitching against your folds, pulsing with each thrust while rope after rope of thick, hot semen pumped from his shaft. The moment he comes, you follow shortly after, thighs trembling, hips rutting against his own, walls clenching around nothing. His body shakes as he comes down from his high, riding it out with each careful thrust against your overstimulated clit. He pants into your shoulder, breath hot and heavy, full of appreciation for you.
You couldnβt help but kiss him, one hand still in his hair, the other cupping his cheek as you smash your lips against his, giving all you could pour into the spent work of art. Herman only continued to further melt into your attention, his hands skimming up your sides, feeling you all over, unable to truly get enough to satisfy his want and desire for you.
The two of you kiss for a good few moments longer before parting for air, Hermanβs tongue darting out to dampen your lips, eyes dizzily refocusing on yours, his hands gently gripping your waist again, as if her were making sure you were real. Youβre both panting, attempting to catch your breath, bellies and chests heaving. Your own cunt and abdomen were coated from his release, your thigh slick with the mixed arousal and water.
He doesnβt even speak before his head dips into your shoulder, pressing slow, damp kisses along your collarbone, his body shifting lower as her moved further. Heβs kissing your breasts, tongue and teeth, occasionally teasing either nipple before traversing further, the flat of his tongue drawing a drenched swipe over some of his arousal.
Hermanβs brows furrow at his own taste, more than willing to clean you of his release. He continues a gentle mixture of kisses and drag of his tongue over your skin, Β working on kicking off his wetsuit and boxers, discarding the two on the ground while he grows closer to the apex of your thighs.
βO-Oh, Hermie, you donβt have toβnghβ¦β Your small protest died in your throat from the flat of his tongue gliding over your folds, already drenched from the slick mixture of your slick, his cum, and water.
His tongue was relentlessly working over your clit, lapping at your folds like a starving man. His arms hook beneath your thighs in order to pull you closer, keeping himself nicely settled between them. Herman groans low from the tasteβhis cum and yoursβmingling on his tongue almost hypnotically. Your hands quickly coarse through his ginger hair, gently gripping the short locks as he continued to feast on your cunt.
Hermanβs cock is already twitching back to life, painful throbs inflicted by such a sensual ache for more despite his cheeks being squished by your thighs. He could die happy right now, looking up at you, drinking you all in as if you were a lifelineβhell, at this point, you are. He couldnβt possibly stop. He inhaled deeply, the smell of your water-sweat slick skin, the scent of sex polluting the air, making him even dizzier.
His tongue worked slowly and sensually, each lick desperate to map every inch of your arousal to memory. Herman wanted to savor you, give you that wonderful pleasure you had been giving him from simply being in his presence. There was the occasional bump of his nose against your clit that made your hips stutter, rolling into his mouth mindlessly, hands gripping his hair harder every few moments, and it had him practically drooling over your cunt.
Herman parts from your sex for a moment, a lewd bridge of his saliva and water mixed with your juices stuck to his tongue, breaking when his lips moved to speak.
βCould Iβ¦ t-try something..?β His head cocks to the side like a curious little puppy.
βY-Yeah,β you muttered, trying to regain the air that heβd basically stolen from you the moment his head dipped down, and god, that stupid little look again, the look that made your heart throb and walls clench around nothing once more. βGo ahead, Hermie, youβre too good for me...β
He thanks you immediately, your name rolling off his tongue like honey as his head dips down. βI wanna m-make you feel so goodβ¦ m-much better...β
You then feel a sudden jet stream of fluid clash against your clit, causing your back to arch into Hermanβs mouth, body hunching over his head, heels digging into his soaking back. The constant stream of pressure battering against your nerves and his tongue flicking and grazing your inner walls had you nearly screaming, your head turning into the side of your pillow with gasps of pure bliss shocking your system.
Your eyes simply lodge back further into your skull, eyes struggling to remain open. βF-FuckβFuck, HermβIβm alreadyβ¦ h-holyβ!β
βIβI know, pleaseβ¦ W-Wanna tasteβgodβ¦ you taste so g-good...β Herman mutters into your sex, vibrations going straight to your sensitive core.
The grip you had on his hair made him groan, his own hands mimicking the pressure on your thighs. He continues the jet against your clit, tongue working overtime to bring you to that desired peak. You soon begin to sob in broken gasps, the feeling overwhelming, orgasm deathly close. Herman was about to pick his head up to check on you, but you simply kept his head between your trembling thighs, giving him a small nod of approval even through your cries.
Water slid down your thighs in thick rivulets, his entire mouth closing over your cunt at once, tongue digging deeper. βC-cum for me,β he pleads, voice barely audible from pressing his face so deeply into your sex. He keeps up his motions before latching his lips entirely on your clit, water still clashing before his fingers mixed in, two delving back into your heat just like before, and it was enough to make you scream into your hand.
The cry that tore through your throat was easily heard from behind your hand, but neither of you two cared, stars exploding behind closed eyes, determined to make the other feel good. Your thighs pressed closed, Herman's cute, freckle-dusted cheeks squishing between your soft flesh as your orgasm washed over. He slowly lowered the pressure of the water stream, fingers and tongue slowly coming to a halt after helping through the waves of aftershock, overstimulation hitting you like a truck.
Your heavy breathing took a few moments to return to normal, heart twisting at another breathtaking view of Hermanβs drenched lips and chin, the smallest, nervous smile plastered on his face.
βThatβyouβIβ¦β You muster up, now at a true loss for words.
βWasβ¦ w-was that good? Was I good...?β Hermanβs voice was vulnerable, soft, and quiet. His hair was messy from your previous grip, mouth was soaked with the mixture of fluids. You bring up a shaky hand to his cheek, palm gently cupping his soaked face, thumb wiping away some of the arousal that was smeared over his skin.
ββ¦S-So good, so, so good.β You managed after a weak nod, voice still somewhat gone with the small, airy chuckle you exerted.
He nuzzled into your warm palm, wetness dragging over your skin, the towels you laid upon your bed utterly soaked from your activities. You gently guide Herman to sit up on your bed, only to watch his hardened cock barely slap against his torso. The sound of his water-glazed chest and sticky precum sounded delectableβ¦ and you couldnβt help but want another bite.
That predatory stare you gave him had another lick of both desire and nervousness down his spine. He had no idea if you were asking for more, and if this was your way of asking, and it was working. Herman only stuttered, breath hitching under your gaze, a high-pitched moan spiking past his nervousness when your fingers brush over his pulsing head.
You gave him the sweetest smile, loving the look of his body tensing from the brief contact. Feeling Herman twitch in your palm makes you swoon, head full of lust, and dizzy. You give his length a few strong pumps, fingers pressing down at the base and adding pressure whenever they find their way to his mushroom tip.
Herman holds his weight on his hands pressing into the mattress behind his body, hips jolting and jerking into your fist helplessly, strangled gasps and choked moans spilling endlessly.
βP-Pleaseeeβ¦ please, p-please..!β His voice was hardly audible, trembling in pure pleasure with how well you were stroking him. βI-Itβs finallyβ¦ f-finally the real thingggβ¦ gahhhβ¦β He referred to the moments he imagined you in front of his body, pumping his shaft, staring at him as if he were a hypno-disc. To feel, to see the real thing right in front of him, the very thing he dreamt of, it made his stomach churn in pure satisfaction and appreciation for you.
Not to mention the way your thumb would swipe up the precum that would bead at the very top just to smear it all over his cock, it made him mentally drool.
You stopped your ministrations, letting Hermanβs overflowing pleasure slowly simmer, a low boil. You both know what you want. You look at each other with an understanding, bodies glossy with water, sexes slick with arousal, and eyes full of an unexplainable greed.
Hermanβs eyes go to your dripping sex, thighs parted like you were welcoming him into a sacred temple.
βD-Do youβuhmβc-condomβ¦ H-have a condom..?β His voice wavered, face and body burning like an overheating engine. βI-I never thought Iβd b-beβ¦ know.β
βIβ¦ donβt.β You wince at your own words, reality quickly slicing through the thick fog of desire that clouded your minds. βI havenβt been active in a while, Iβm clean, on birth controlβif that makes you feel betterβI trust you, Herm.β
ββ¦I trust you.β
You were staring at each other a bit too long, the realization creating a sweet moment, a sudden, shy chuckle emitting from both of you. In the meantime, you both started timidly adjust position, you moving to your stomach, hips rising in the air, just to make Herman a bit more comfortable. He lets out an audible exhale, his eyes latching on to your soaked thighs and sex, another throb coursing through his length.
Herman rests his hand on your hip while the other was at the base of his cock, mushroom tip gently pressing against your entrance, the occasional grind making you whimper into your arm as your head is supported between the two crossed appendages.
βP-Please let me know if a-anythingβs wrong.β He mustered up, and you nod with a small thrust of your hips to his, wanting to only feel himβfinally sheathing inside your walls. The moment the head breached past your folds, Herman immediately moaned, hands gripping your hips tight as if they were going to disappear. The sudden heat had him locking up, fingers digging deep into your plush skin.
Hermanβs words, his actions, everything he did in the moment left you speechless. The way his head dipped low, pressing against your shoulder as he slowly inched further and further inside of you, water dripping down your skinβhe was an utter mess. He let out a small noise of strangled pleasure the moment he finally bottomed out inside of you, less girth, but more length, prodding at all of the right spots inside of you without even trying.
The feeling was overwhelming, easily knocking the breath you were holding in at the initial penetration. So fullβstretched perfectly around his cock, the heat between your bodies practically scorching. βA-Are youβ¦ o-okay..?β He summered against your skin, pressing bold kisses in between your shoulder blades and the back of your neck.
You turn your head slightly, the smallest smile painted over your lips. βMhm. More than okay.β
You choke back a whimper when you feel Hermanβs cock twitch inside of your walls, your head falling limp in your folded arms once more. He took a moment to recover from your sweet expression, sharing a gasp when he gave an experimental roll forward, cockhead kissing you deep enough to make you dizzy. Herman gave another, then another, each thrust slowly becoming impossibly deeper, his moans muffled from his lips buried against your skin.
He slowly worked his thrust, although they may have seemed sloppy, he gained a proper rhythmβthrusts growing more confident with each roll of his hips. Water continued to glaze the back of your thighs, making the filthy, wet slaps of skin to skin sound even more lewd in your ears. Not to mention the ragged breathing, muffled moans, and sweet nothings being whispered to each other with each time Herman hit the perfect spot inside of youβand did he do that often.
Herman loved this, loved watching you beneath him, watching your hands grip your own forearms like your life depended on it. Hearing each little breath you took, each moan he managed to tear from your throat, each little thought of how long he wanted to indulge in his perverted and lewd fantasy of finally touching youβit made his cock throb again inside of you.
You are the only thing that matters to him, the way he was able to satisfy you, kiss you, fuck you so good that he moans when he watches the tears of pure pleasure rolling down your cheeks. Your combined love, so real and intenseβit was mind-shattering.
βH-Herm!β You muster up a choked sob that followed with a deep slam of his hips against you, damp and filthy, the slap of his scrotum against your clit Β making you squirm.
The cry of ecstasy encourages Herman to adjust your positions again, gently, yet hastily flipping your body so your head was over your pillow, back against the water-soaked towels on your bed. You gave him the neediest look of the night, one that had his eyes widening, fingers digging into your hips impossibly tighter. Your eyes caught his attention within an instant, hands gripping his hips, a quiet plea for moreβany friction.
His heart skipped a beat upon seeing you spread out and desperate, and knowing itβs just for him had him reeling. His hips snapped forward without another thought, hands reaching beneath the backs of your knees, holding them back just enough to help him prod deeper inside of you. You mewled loudly, quickly turning into another husky moan from the delicious feeling, reminded of his strength as he held them back, moving your heels to rest on his shoulders.
Herman cried out when he felt your walls squeeze him even tighter, learning that your orgasm is looming near. The thought slips past for just a moment before his head dips and his mouth latches onto one of your breasts. His tongue instantly goes to work, extra damp from water production as he swirls the fleshy muscle around your hardened nipple. His other hand clumsily draws a circle over your clit while his thrust quickens, his breath growing hotter and heavier against your skin.
After a few moments, his hand flies back up to hold your legs with the other, pressing wet kisses against both ankles, him saying that you were doing a wonderful job, and it made you utterly weak.
He simply groans like the whole act was agony, something that he shouldnβt be doingβsomething that he doesnβt deserve, but the thought is quickly hushed from his mind when you slip your fingers through his hands. Your hands were now curled with the ones keeping your ankles settled over his shoulders, the groaning of your bed and Hermanβs movements continuing to fill the air.
βH-Hermie..! H-Holy shit, p-pleaseeeβplease, Iβ¦ I w-want you to cum..! I-Insideβoh, godβ¦ inside..!β You barley mange, thighs beginning to tremble from your looming orgasm.
The thought of being able to fill you to the brimβwanting to fill you so badlyβand another simple look of your red face, tears rolling down your cheeks endlessly, was enough to push him over the edge. Herman began to thrust far more erratically, cock throbbing and pulsing with each noise and cry that spilled past your lips, a slew of his own crashing against yours.
Everything was too much. The clench of your heat around his shaft, the desperation in your face, but the gentleness in your hands had Herman crying into your shoulder. He buries himself in your heat for a final timeβcock throbbing near-painfully as thick ropes of his cum spilled into your walls, you orgasm crashing against his moments later. The prod of his cock head so deep within had you seeing stars, hands clenching his as tight as your walls were squeezing his cock.
He gave you more small, jittery thrusts, making sure his release was lodged in you as far as possible, sniffling into your shoulder while trying to catch his breath. It took a few minutes for both of you to come down from that mind-breaking high. βA-are you okayβuhmβ¦ o-oh myβ¦β Herman spoke while gently lowering your legs down to the damp towels beneath your bodies. His hands reach for your cheeks to brush away the tears, even though he replaced them with his water-soaked palms.
βIβ¦ I literally have no words. Hermieβjustβ¦ h-holy shit.β
βT-Thats good, right??β He looked like he was about to combust in shame, but he quickly settled when your hands pampered his face in return, palms cupping his cheeks soothingly.
βYeah. Really good. Butβ¦ this isnβt just a one-time thing, right?β
βN-No!β Herman blurted out instantly, his heart clenching at the thought. βI l-like youβ¦ I like y-youβ¦ a lot.β He takes a moment to slowly ease his softening cock out of your cunt, the mixture of cum dribbling down your swollen lips and onto the towel below. He carefully moves to spoon you, his cold chest against your back, while his hand carefully cleans your cum-slick hole.
Herman peppers kisses all over your shoulders, between your shoulder blades, and the back of your neck. Heβs slow and gentle just in case you were not wanting such needy affection in the moment, but you easily relaxed into his touch with a soft sigh. Both of your hearts swelled with love.
βI love t-thisβyou.β He murmured once more, quiet against your skin.
It was ironic, really. Herman was so gentle with you as if you were made of porcelain, yet he was a trembling little dog wherever he trotted. Youβd be lying if you say you didnβt want him to be any gentler, perhaps be as rough as he pleases, but now wasnβt the time. Your body was still buzzing in pleasure, sensitive from the pure bliss Herman had given you.
You shift in his hold while you feel his hands slowly wrapping around your torso, to which you rest your own.
Unfortunately, the reality crept back into your mind. Your inner thighs were still sticky from your mixed release, towels on your bed completely soaking through your bedsheets, and the small yawn topped everything off. The adrenaline crash finally hits hard after everything youβve given each other.
βWould you like to share a bath with me, then sleep..?β You hum, βProbably on the couch too. My bed isβ¦ pretty soaked.β
βY-Yeah,β Herman squeaked, βthat s-sounds niceβ¦ just a f-few minutesβ¦β He continued to press gentle kisses to your heated skin, hands gently drawing soothing circles over your skin. You could only giggle, a sigh of defeat following as you leaned closer into his body.
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A/N: Okay, I was never allowed to play COD when I was younger, so my first game was Cold War, but Konig is my literal wife, Adler and Price too I guesssss,,,,, ANYWAYS ENJOY WATERBOY FIC IS STILL A WORK IN PROCESS IM SO SO SORRY
Warnings: 18+ MINORS DNI, twitter/twt/x visuals/links, AFAB switch/sub/bottom reader, switch/dom/top/hyperspermia! Konig, unprotected sex, p in v, size difference, vaginal fingering, overstimulation, squirting, riding, spanking, face sitting, cunnilingus, cumshot, leashes, grinding, nipple play, nipple sucking, handjobs, teasing, thighjob, creampie, breeding kink, prone bone. (If anything is missing, let me know!!)
(GIF) Konig cheerishing you before leaving for a long mission.
Konig overstimulating your poor cunt.
Taking care of Konig after a long day.
Konig staining your panties, he may be obsessed with your thighs...
Konig is simply hypnotized by watching his barely fitting. β1.
Konig enjoys the fact that you're so eager to ride him. β1.
Recording things before Konig leaves to keep you both on edge.
β1. β2. β3. β4.
Hyperspermia!Konig would be away for weeks on end, only fucking his fists wishing to dump himself inside of you. β1.
-> Then when he'd come back... β1. β2. β3. β4. β5. β6.
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Warnings: 18+ MINOR DNI, twitter/twt/x visuals/links, AFAB switch reader, switch adrian chase, unprotected sex, sex toys, p in v, fingering, squirting, overstimulation, cum shot, thigh job, cunnilingus, pegging, size difference, size kink, riding. Probably more missing, but let me know!!
Riding the real Adrian while stroking the other. Double trouble!
Chris told Adrian to fuck with someone else while you were out on a missionβhe found something...
It blows your mind how big Adrian is.
Adrian easily gets lost in your pussy when he slams away.
Adrian loves watching you fuck yourself back on his cock. PT 2.
Adrian wants to devour you whole, starting with kisses, of course.
Letting Adrian fuck you till you're weak.
You've always known that Adrian was experimental, wanted to "check a girl's stamina."
You weren't done with Adrian, yet he couldn't stop squirming.
Adrian is an absolute loser for your thighs. PT 2.
Adrian cumming over your belly.
Adrian admiring you after Harcourt's little party.
Before dating, Adrian would always grind into his bed thinking about you.
Adrian loves to prioritize your pleasure.
Adrian noticed that the toy wasn't doing its job...
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