#final destination

Tod from an old au!!

Almost crashing in your car is just the when and what ifs. And just unluckiness and coincidences. But the movies rebuke that bc nothing is about luck. Just a plan. When you believe or used to believe in Christianity it hits harder that the plan for you is just to die. There were many movies that portrayed death as evil but this one takes the cake bc for me it used to be that death is kind just doing their job. But the first movie shows me that death might just be a twisted bored motherfucker. And that's what sort of scares me. Man i don't wanna die slipping on the bathroom tile. I don't wanna die ugly. Which is why i would hate drowning or burning man. Which is also why i cringe so hard at the ugly absurdism of their deaths.

Why I think the first movie is best bc it truly portrays the tragedy, comedy and dramatic irony the essence of the movies. The deaths are so absurd it's comedic and it's tragic in the way it could have been prevented if death wasn't some twisted freak. Also the grief of their classmates is felt throughout the movie even the second a true tragedy but the second doesn't hit the same. I had my jaw on the floor when Kims friends died tho. Thought they would stay somehow till the end.

Just saying that if death wanted me all they had to do was send a storm my way or make it snow to kill my anemic ass or drown me in a pool bc I'm scared of water my feet can't touch that's why I'm learning to swin duhh.

Most probably the irony of my death would be that i die by heat trying to warm up bc that's what's these movies are about the irony of death you don't choose your death bc there it has been decided for you by defying death it's going to show you who's boss highway to hell stuck in my brain bc death is doing it's job but also having fun

Now i don't know why they these visions in all movies yes i did lo0p at all the resumes? Of the movies and why do these visions come idk but it might be death itself sharing signs bc it's bored they're bored ig they want a challenge something fun to do so they send thses visions to see if they can defy death and the ending of the first movie shows they can't they can't defy death Alexs death is proof and also Clear?

Ahhhh my Clear sorry if I butchered her name but i was so enraged when she died fuck that she survived only to die by fire Oh orbituary man when i get you i bet he's death but not sure i mean coincidence that she has a fire burning inside her and she dies by explosion? Burnt like in the plane? When she thought she was safe? When she thought she had finally saved someone? Her relief when she saw Eugene? No, coincidences don't exist in that damn movie. The irony is death's favourite plot device. I bet they loved Shakespeare. Proof is in Alexs death. I mean iwanted a dignified death for Alex and Clear and maybe the macho loved him at the end forgot his name is it Billy? They deserved it after the shit they went through i mean it was funny the way he died but it could have been prevented if alex got his ass up to save him or shouted some shit and that's the comedy and tragedy of the movie the deaths could have been prevented but death is patient and unbeatable (winks to that one tumblr post about death) it's preventable if you see the signs but nowadays ain't no one afraid of death enough they play with death and they are shocked it decides to play a little bit back. Maybe death was mad no one cared about their lives enough so they decided to make them care.

Idk pulling shit outta my ass right now maybe this whole little essay is just horseshit i mean what's a dignified death? Wanting our hero to die in a more heroic way rather than kilked by a brick? Dying peacefully in bed old? Dying in battle? Dying protecting your loved ones. Dying when you're constantly running away from death always afraid shit why me?? Dying in a psychiatric centre? I think death would have been lenient maybe shouting the maybe if they had lived to fullest even if they knew death was after them bc death's about irony and control and they want to take them by surprise or when they're afraid i mean where is the satisfaction for them when they accept death and live to the fullest bc yolo right? I mean why did death wait for these three to be at ease before starting it's plan again? To be saved by a new life by suicide what is that nonsense?? Said in a dramatic way not an insensitive way bc Kim died and she was saved she was reborn death can't take back something that's been returned they can't take life again by force when life was given again. probably some horseshit bc i was so appalled by Clear's death i even advanced the movie a bit so probably missed some of the context. the plottwist that isabella didn't die i should have seen it coming but i was too scared my fav was gonna die to care to guess what would happen anyways them giving that flashback at the end was nasty just saying + idk what happens to the two kim and policeman to know what happens next so yet again my theories might not even matter.

Anyways i was having semi dreams knowing i was dreaming about final destination and i was having revelations about the movie. The usual yada yada you don't control your death death is inevitable an immovable force if you will death is ironic and a freak and death doesn't do dignified. Rarely, maybe never, peaceful, quick mayhaps.

This essay probably comes from my frustration of watching Night Patrol another movie. Mostly Xav's death. Gonna talk about it when I'm better. How it relates to Sinners can't believe i didn't talk much about that movie but i ain't capable of expressing all the thoughts i had through the movie bc only the movie remains in my brain. No theories only the movie bc words fail to leave my mouth when someone asks me about it. You just need to watch it. Also watched project Hailmary if you stalked my profile you would know and it's the same thing i can only like and reblog bc my heart and my brain are still watching and reviewing the movie.

Every time i cough i can feel an axe splitting my brain I'm dying. Not gonna watch obsession anytime soon until i finshed watching the rest of the movies and that's not gonna happen anytime soon until I'm over Rivers death. Just finishing by saying nothing beats the first movie for me.

While I can't draw this story's scenes like I wanted to, I can at least make cover art for each chapter. The current plan is for the main chapters to feature characters in their covers, though that may change in the future. Really depends on how work treats me, because this week's been rough. I'm surprised I managed to get this done. >_>

Read the Prologue here; Chapter 01 will be coming soon!

Art made in Paint Tool SAI, text added in GIMP

Sketch, version w/o text, and reference used under the Read More (because there was no way I was about to guess how to draw an airplane, even if it's entirely in shadow).