you

As you age you just realize a lot of shit has absolutely nothing to do with you and it’s such a relief lol

i cant fucking take it anymore. (standing perfectly still, is not visibly stressed, appears normal)

one of the most challenging skills i've had to learn as an adult is the art of figuring out whether i'm proportionally annoyed with someone or just tired and overstimulated and looking for reasons to be pissed off

I‘m a burden for everyone. I’m even a burden to myself.

ever since I was a little girl I knew I never wanted to get married, like leave me alone

"do it scared" no I won't, sorry guys

lord please take all my suffering, double it, and give it to everyone that doesn't like me

like actually for real how do I continue on for the rest of my life

True isolation is when everyone else is talking about their vibrant teenage experience and you’re like. I was just trying to survive

people never understand that like. Traumatic things will in fact continue to effect you even when they're not happening to you. "It's not going to happen to you anymore" cool I am still in agony because it happened, it's called POST traumatic stress disorder for a reason......

girlie that's not a random headache u are dehydrated malnourished over caffeinated over stressed and sleep deprived