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If you have me in your life, I’m really really sorry.

at the end of the day I’m still alone with myself and my thoughts

I fucking hate myself so much

It feels like I’m falling. And I’m too weak to do anything against it.

I‘m fighting against my own thoughts so hard right now, it’s exhausting.

I don’t want to bother people, but I really don’t know what to do or to think rn

I want to give up

I‘m a burden for everyone. I’m even a burden to myself.

Sometimes I think about going totally insane, so maybe the people believe me when I say that I’m not doing well.

What it's like not to feel like shit every day? I really want to know

I feel like shit rn

trying not to relapse is hard when you feel like the biggest disappointment on earth

„It’s hard to understand you“. Yes I know, I live with my thoughts 24/7 and don’t even understand myself.

No one understands how much I hate myself. I really can’t live with myself anymore.

I really want to disappear rn. Nobody needs me so it doesn’t matter if I’m here or not

Where’s the ‘log out’ button in real life? I’m so sick of myself.

random moments when you realize how lonely you really are :(: